i wanted to create a story that really gave a better understanding of just how bad depression can be. i'm not romanticizing anything in any way. i personally needed to vent how i felt and somehow managed to end up with this story. before reading on i wanted my readers to know what my goal is with this story. this is to give some warning on to what you'll see throughout.

1) this story is a mix of struggles i deal with personally and have made into different characters in this story. i'm always a peeve about making sure my characters develop into a changed being. my previous stories are a lot of possessive/angst ones that people can confuse with what my goal is. i try my best to make sure all my characters change for the better, even if they're bad in the beginning.

2) my goal with this story is to try to relate with some of you. i don't often see stories where i can relate to the scenario so i thought it might be nice to finally have something that deals with these kinds of issues without romaticizing it and to maybe give you all (including myself) hope for a better tomorrow. throughout this story there may be some sensitive content (depression, loneliness, mental abuse, etc.) and i've created something where i can put all my weaknesses into.

3) before you get the wrong idea, NO i am NOT romanticizing these very real struggles that people face. i am simply trying to vent my feelings/personal issues out into this story. the bts members are simply just faces to the characters. writing this story has helped me come to terms with my issues and gave me hope that i can overcome things like the characters i've created.

4) this story WILL be more on the sad side, so don't expect explicit content/fluff. please take this intro seriously, as i don't want any misunderstandings throughout. again, this is my way of coping. if you don't feel this is something you can handle i suggest reading my others stories or something different in general.

5) my goal with this story is to shed some light on what it really can be like to suffer from these kinds of things. there's still a lot of ignorance to mental health issues and I want to contribute somewhat to educate a few on what someone can experience. again, this is not 100% everything everyone faces, this is only things i've personally dealt with and can give some insight on so please don't assume this is what it's like for everyone.

those were my main points, if you still have any questions/concerns feel free to comment below or send me a direct message. i hope you all enjoy this story and i hope some of you find it helpful to you. whether it be escaping your reality or finally being able to relate to a situation in a story.