written 2/20/18
(A/N sorry for the swear)
12:15 AM
"if someone asked you who you were, would you know more than your own name?"
yes.
no?
i'm not sure...
because who i AM
is different than who i
want to BE.
they're not the same,
but they're confused
so easily.
i don't know who i am right now.
and i can't tell you who i'll be.
but i know what i want to be LIKE.
because it's so easy to ask,
"are you alright?"
but sometimes it's not so easy
to hear the answer.
"no, actually.
i feel like shit.
my grades are dropping,
i can't do anything right
i think i'm in love but
honestly i don't know.
because how could anyone
love ME?!
heck, if i was strong
enough i'd have pulled
the trigger three days ago!!"
but you weren't strong enough.
or maybe, deep down,
you simply didn't want to.
because no matter what you say,
there is still a small hope
SOMEWHERE inside you.
a hope that things will get better.
and they will, small one.
they will.
just hang on til they do.
and NEVER, EVER let them know
when they've got you.
Lauren 💛
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