(A/N: um. does anyone understand my mind right now? cause I sure as hell don't...)

hello my darling. 

it's me again.

you thought you'd seen the last of me.

thought you'd seen my retreating back

when you threw the issue in the trash.

I'm back my love.

you were stupid enough to think

that you could be happy,

that you'd learn to swim,

but I'm going to make you sink.

I've got your ankle,

Ive grabbed it tight,

don't you see they're killing you?

I'm not the one who's got you in a vice.

go away!

get out of here!

I'm happy again, and no matter what,

you, never again will I fear.

oh my child you've no idea,

of the power I've got over you.

why do you think they like you anyways?

you're just a pawn, in my horrible game.

you were stupid to think

I'd leave you alone,

wouldn't hurt you again.

you're on borrowed time, love.

you have no right call me that!

why do you have to ruin everything?

why did you have to make them so nice?

why did I have to learn to love them?

I think you're the one tightening the vice...

oh baby girl, you see my sweet,

you better get used to it love.

because soon you're leaving her behind.

innocent child, it'll hurt you so much

but you know that you're damned

and you'll be mine for a while.

Lauren 💛