11:11____...

When I first saw you at that empty road,
You were illuminating along with the demure moonlight,
11:11 was coincidentally or maybe intentionally the time,
Looking at your enchanting self, I felt something in my soul ignite.

The more time I spent with you, the more my desire to know everything about you grew,
But along with the desire was a strong fear of losing you that I couldn't shift,
For I was afraid that once you know who I truly am, you'll leave me like everyone else do,
Along with time, before I could even realise, you were the only one for whom I wished.

Earlier this morning, when I saw that melancholic smile of yours, I couldn't help but take you to my special place
Seeing your blue eyes glistening upon the sight of the glistering bluer ocean-
I lost the control over my body, crossing the line by saying things despite knowing it's not my place.
Why do I care so much about you? What is this emotion?

11:11 all they hear is your name,
All they hear is my pleads to make you smile.
My everything has changed ever since you came,
It's like I've finally found a reason to stay alive.

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Note: this poem is written for my novel nocturnal.