/wish I was the one/

I'm scared, scared of my own feelings
My feelings of love for you
It grows and grows like a vine trying to reach the sun
But no matter how tenacious my desire grow, I can never reach you.

I know that you're not mine
But whenever I see you smiling with a guy I get so jealous and possessive
So I hurt you, cry and whine
Yet you don't get angry even though I'm so obsessive.

If only I wasn't born as a girl
Maybe then you would have loved me too
But no matter how much I wish, the reality will never change
I guess I'll just keep being the sky painted in blue.

Despite everything I still secretly in my heart,
Pray to the god and you have a change of heart.
I don't wanna be your friend,
I wanna be your girlfriend.

/Dancing with your ghost/

I stand here alone in this castle of emptiness
In the ballroom dressed a black dress
And a black veil
Waiting for my dead princess.

You enter the room
Your everything adorned in pale white
You reach out your hand
We'll become one tonight.

Dancing with your ghost
Is far better than dancing with some stupid prince
I look into your eyes filled with love
Will God ever forgive our sins?

Let's dance into this castle of madness
Until the morning arrive
Before you disappear
Until my soul is alive.

The night vanished and so did you
Yet the night will breath once again
But you'll never.
I hope we'll meet again.