I'm so sad right now...I've not been doing a very good job at helping people. I lost 4 of my friends to depression and I know it's my fault but they keep saying it is..... I'm afraid to lose more cause I have really cool, nice and really friendly friends out there. I'm happy some aren't gone though...The greatest problem is that these depressed people are people who were really close to me...And now I'm so sad...

I'm sorry, really sorry...To those who I never even helped....I'm also sorry to those who I tried to help but just ended up messing it up... I'm not going to tag them cause I don't want them to say 'its not your fault' even when they know it is. I like being told what I did wrong so I can reverse it and learned from it, and not been lied too. That's why I try not lie..

~~~~~~~ I hope I can erase this 'depression' cause I made a vow to my self to this.... I'm really sorry to those who I hurt....
I can't write anymore because my screen is watery...Sorry.

-- Random Writing~