Chapter 7
A/N: Please avoid the grammar mistakes and spelling errors as I wrote all chapters in an hurry.
Lakshya was sitting in a dark corner in the courtyard. He had his hands on his head. He couldn't understand what is happening in his life. He didn't have to go through such a dilemma earlier in his life. Killing people is easy. But making decision regarding something we don't know, it kills us.
He don't know from what he is trying to run away? Is it from her or her questions? He had already asked each and every question himself a million times that she asked him. He didn't get an answer.
He clearly knows that he cares for her even if he dont know the reason. But love??? No he can't let that happen. He knows that he don't deserve her. He is a devil. But she is a sweet girl whom everyone loves. He don't know why she loving him? He only knows that he can't love her back. There is no life for him. It will be only ruin which may be waiting for her if she loves him. He can't let her spoil her own life. He cant let her life to be ruined. He can't see her tears. He is caring for her. It's true. But he can't make it love. Because devil's love is destruction for her. She should live happily. And he knows clearly that he can't give her happiness.
"Samskriti, I am neither meant for you nor I deserve you or your love. Don't ruin your precious life with love for someone who don't even have right to think about you. You have to live a life which should be only filled with happiness. I cant make you happy. I can only ruin you. You are the epitome of love and I am the epitome of evil. We don't have a life together. Dont love me Samskriti. Your love is making me weak and I don't want this. Stay away from me before I decides to stay away from you."
He rested his head back on the chair and closed his eyes for a while.
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A few days passed with Lakshya not giving much attention to Samskriti. She was frustrated and angry for his ignorance. On the other hand he was also sad for his actions. But he knows that this is the best he can do for her.
One day Lakshya was discussing something serious with Sooryamoorthi and Sreeram. She passed through the place and saw him fully concentrated on the discussion. She felt angry seeing him like that. She placed the plates in her hand on the table with a loud sound making all them shock. They turned to see the place from where the sound came and looked at Samskriti. Lakshya too saw her and he immediately guessed her purpose.
"Angel, everything fine?" Sooryamoorthi asked her.
She nodded but the sadness was visible from her eyes.
Sooryamoorthi came towards her daughter and touched her shoulders slightly.
"What happened dear? Anything worrying you?"he asked in his most sweet voice.
"I am okay"she said looking here and there.
Sreeram also felt suspicious seeing Samskriti like this for the first time.
"Anything you want?" He asked.
"I don't want anything. All are devils. They can't give me what I wants."she said frustrated.
Sooryamoorthi caressed her head.
"Angel, I think you are not in a good mood. You go inside and take rest for a while. You need to calm down your mind."he said and she walked inside. Still Lakshya's eyes were following her.
"She is a kid. Don't take it serious. She used to show her anger on everyone else if she is offended by anyone. It's her habit from childhood. She will be ok within sometime. Poor girl " Sooryamoorthi commented getting back to the point where they stopped.
Lakshya was still stucked at Samskriti's innocent angry face. It hurted him each time he is hurting her. But he dont want any harm for her because of him. He tried to justify his actions with these points, but he doesn't know that his heart is asking him to do the opposite.
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At Night
Lakshya entered into his room and he was shocked seeing the person sitting on his bed. His eyes widened.
"What are you doing here?"he asked with a shiver.
"I was waiting for you" Samskriti replied.
Yes, it is Samskriti only. Who else will wait for the Devil?
"Are you on your senses?" He asked looking outside to confirm that no one is watching them.
"Its not me. You are the one who lost the sense. How can you treat me like this Laksh?"she asked with red eyes. She is at the verge of crying.
"Get out. I need to sleep."he said.
"I won't. If you can't talk with me, I will sleep here tonight."she said placing her both legs on the bed and taking a pillow in her hands.
He was shocked.
"This is not the time to talk. Can't you see it's already midnight?"he spoke.
"As if you will talk to me at day time. Keep your tricks with you. I won't allow you to escape one more time. From me, from my questions and from your feelings"she stated.
"What feelings? You are misunderstanding me. I am not a person who will easily fall in love with a girl whenever she talks about it. I am devil with no feelings and no heart. Dont forget it."he said rudely.
"May be you can deceive your heart by all this statements. But not me." She said.
"Stupid. You are out of your mind."he said for which she smiled slightly.
"What do you want actually?"he asked seriously when he realized that she dont have any plan to leave soon.
"Ok then tell me why can't you love me? Give me some valid reasons. I will go then. And I won't disturb you after that " she said and he sighed.
"Dont you have any plan to leave me?"he asked and she nodded sweetly.
He sat beside her on bed and she moved close to him.
"You are a girl having many dreams. And see what I am. I am only interested in money and killing. I can't love someone like you. Infact I can't love any girl. I don't know how to love because I didn't get love from anyone till now." He said and she felt sad for him.
"That's the reason why I am here. I can love you and help you realize what is love and the feeling of being loved."she said and he gave her a pale smile.
"You are thinking that it's easy? Not at all. May be you got attracted to me. But seriously you cant tolerate me especially when I am angry. I don't even know what will I do at that times."he smirked.
"Hello, I can. Believe me for once. Just give a chance."she pouted.
"See this is not a game. I don't know what you are. But I know what's my place and where I stand. I am aware of what I am. So don't drag yourself into this unnecessary problems."he turned his face away from her.
"You know what. You don't know anything. God will create every person different. Someone will choose right path and some will take the wrong one. But God loves everyone equally. He will give a second chance to all. Intelligent people will use that chance and change for good. Those who don't use that second chance will be fools just like you."she said observing his reaction.
"You are a good girl. Dont be a bad one by choosing a wrong path. You should always remain as good."he stared at her.
"What I am saying and what you are hearing."she sighed
"Dont think about me anymore. You will get someone like you. He will be perfect for you." He said and her eyes watered.
"You won't be sad if I move on with another man?"she asked.
"I will be happy" he said trying to smile.
She became angry and threw the pillow at him. She stared hitting his chest.
"You know what. You are bad" she cried.
He held her hand.
"I know that I am bad. That's why I am saying all this."he looked at her eyes intensely and for a moment she was also lost in his dark brown eyes.
He averted his gaze making her frown.
"One day you will realize your feelings and admit that you loves me. But may be I won't be with you that time. I would have lost forever. You will regret that day Laksh." She said standing up from the bed. He closed his eyes.
"I won't disturb you hereafter. You are dead for me. You are right. Devils don't deserve love or affection. A person who kills people can also kill their feelings. Today you killed me Laksh. I hope I would be the last person getting killed by your stone heart."she said and he bent his head to avoid meeting her intense red eyes.
"You know what. I loved you a lot. It was not just attraction. It was pure love. There was only one dream for me after my mom got killed infront of me. To live peacefully away from all this blood smelling places. To live without scaring anyone. To get someone who can make me feel secured and safe. To be with someone who can protect me in all ways."she paused wiping the tears falling down her cheeks.
He was standing like a statue.
"You are right. You may be not loving me. Everything I did was my effort to keep my mind in peace. I thought you can give me what I wants. But I was wrong. You are also like others. I thought that love can make difference in anything. But now I understood that nothing will change as long as money is existing on this earth. Money can make people mad. That's exactly what you are."she fell down on the floor on her knees.
He walked slowly towards her and held her shoulders sitting beside her. She looked at his eyes which didnt portray any emotions. She stood up jerking away his hands.
"I am going Laksh. Going away from your life. I won't disturb you again."she walked out without turning back.
He felt like his entire life is walking away from him. He wanted to stop her and hug her. But something inside him stopped him from doing it. He looked at the turn where she vanished. He remained in the same position without blinking his eyes. Tears were flowing down his cheeks. He felt like he lost everything. For the first time he realized that he also have an heart which also have feelings. He closed his eyes trying to wipe away the feelings haunting him. But nothing worked out. He held his hand on his heart where he is feeling pain as if someone stabbed him. Emotions were overflowing which make him realize that he is also a human. Sometimes he didnt understand what the devil in him wants. That made him confused. He screamed loudly.
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May be you all are confused about him. Let's see what happens next. Right time will make us understand what's right for us.
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