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21. Can I touch you?

22. I want you. Only you.

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Looking into the endless galaxy full of stars, I once again felt so small like an insignificant creature who is serving a higher purpose without realizing it. As a jedi knight I am, of course, serving a higher purpose but it feels like all these living creatures including me and also the jedi order... everyone to be specific, just excists to fulfil a small part in a whole system no one fully understood or realized yet.

I sighed as I turned around looking away... away from this beautiful galaxy, away from my thoughts of this higher purpose and away from this uncertainty that started to gnaw on me.

Searching for the Commander and his troops I borrowed for this short mission, I walked out of the control room.

Not knowing where they were, I called Commander Wolffe on his commlink.

"Commander, this is general (Y/N). We need to talk about this upcoming mission. Meet me in 10 minutes in the tactics room."

"Yes, general (Y/N)"

I gave him a small smile before walking towards the tactics room, waiting for Wolffe to arrive.

Still having some time left, I lost myself in my thoughts again.

Honestly I was one of those jedi who were meditating a lot. It helped me control the uncertainty in my body that always messes with my emotions and the control I managed to get in order to act without letting my personal feelings get in the way.

A sudden voice brought me back to reality

"General?", I turned around, seeing Wolffe with his helmet on standing towards me.

"Yes Commander. I've got some important infos for this mission but first of all do you mind taking off your helmet? I'd like to see your face" I replied smiling at him.

I couldn't see the expression on his face but I bet he looked at me confused and irritated.

While taking off his helmet he commented

"You might not like what you see and besides we all look the same. You basically know how I look"

"Maybe I do but I like talking to people from face to face, Commander"

As soon as he took off his helmet he looked at me. I could see the scar that was placed over his right eye. I wondered what caused the scar and damaged his eye.

I was lost in my thoughts about his scar which made him really attractive. Neither realizing nor knowing what I was doing, I walked towards Wolffe softly putting my hand on his cheek asking for permission

"Can I touch you?" he looked at me irritated and obviously didn't know what to say.

I just made THE Commander Wolffe speechless. I was smiling at him until I realized what I said and how wrong that might have sounded.

Throwing my hands over my mouth and stumbling some excuses, I stepped away from Wolffe

"I meant the scar, ehm - sorry if that might have sounded wrong." I was looking up at Wolffe, who was now smiling at me and wow I loved his smile. Then I continued to talk, but my mouth was speaking faster than I could think"You should smile more often. It makes you look even more attractive. Anyway..." I commented blushing hard. I just lost the control over my emotions.

"About this mission. This will be strictly stealth. I know you hate that word and sorry that I took your squad for a rather boring mission, but Master Plo was so nice to let me steal you cause you were the only ones free and ready to go"

He looked at me interested as I continued telling him about the details. I was still embarassed of my behaviour and the fact that I lost control once again but he didn't seem to be bothered by that. Honestly it was rather the opposite. Sometimes when I caught him looking at me, he gave me a wink and smirked

"Yea that's pretty much it, Commander. Any questions?"

"No general"

"Ok. Good, we will land soon, Wolffe. Get your men ready and brief them about this mission"

"Yes general"

He walked out the door but turned around in the door frame, looking at me with one of his gorgeous smiles. Before he fully left the room he commented

"My door is always open if you want to ehm - touch me", leaving me speechless and blushing like a tomato behind.

What did I just witness? I didn't know what to think or do. This attractive Commander just didn't want to get out of my head.

I walked back on the bridge asking the admiral when we would arrive. It would still take a little so I walked into my quarters to meditate in order to calm down.

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During the mission, I tried to concentrate as much as possible but that was hard since Wolffe seemed to be by my side the entire trip. Honestly I had no idea what was going on with me, I've never been that irritated and emotional before and it was weird that I honestly thought of Wolffe's offer.

He also didn't make it any better. As we were walking around to get the supplies to everyone, he whispered in my ear

"So? Did you think of it?" I blushed and turned away ashamed but he just laughed and goddamn I loved the sound of him laughing. He obviously had a lot of fun, messing with me.

We jedi were not allowed to feel anything like that and yet this Commander managed to make me feel everything I was forbidden to do during this half an hour we spent while talking about this mission

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Soon we finished the mission successfully and headed back to Corusant. It was already late at night when we arrived and I quickly reported the news of this mission. Even though it was just a short and simple, it took quite a while until the council finally let me head to my quarters.

I was deep in my thoughts when I entered the room, missing some minor details that I normally would have realized without a problem that told me something was might be wrong.

I looked up and around the room and let out a shriek as I saw Wolffe sitting on my bed..... just with his blacks on

He just smirked and gave me some time to calm down and process that he just showed up and practically waited for me in MY room.

"First of all how did you get in here? And why the hell do I find you in MY room that late at night" I asked him, still looking at him in disbelief.

He stood up and walked towards me. I couldn't resist but inspected his body from head to toe. He looked damn good in his blacks and I could see his muscles underneath.

"I couldn't wait until you show up in my barracks and how I got here will stay my secret" he smiled

"What made you so sure, that I thought of going to your room?"

"I just hoped" he whispered in my ear "that you had the same thoughts and emotional chaos the past few days like me. Cause I want you. Only you."

I moved my hand on his face, moving my fingers over his scar asking once again while letting out a small laugh

"Can I touch you? I mean the scar of course"

Smiling at me, he answered with a wink

"You can touch me whereever you want"

"Pervert" I commented but pulled him into a kiss. It started off slowly and insecure but soon the kiss was full with passion and lust.

This man managed to get into my heart within a couple of days and I couldn't be any happier at the moment.

My hands started to explore his body, inspecting his muscles which sent Wolffe some chivers down his spine. This was obviosly new to him as well.

Breaking the kiss to smirk at him I said mockingly

"You gave me permission to touch you everywhere"

"I don't regret that yet." he replied in a husky tone, reconnecting our lips.

This atrractive young man will be the death of me....

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Ehm... I don't know why but my stories always end with some kind of make out scene... whopsie

Anyway I originally planned to write something cute but during the process this idea just pushed through

I hope y'all liked this one shot

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