If I had one wish, it would be to see his dimpled smile again. I was stupid. Stupid to have let him leave. Stupid to have let him leave with such strong and overpowering emotions.

This is all my fault.

I'm the reason he's dead.

My other half, my sun on a dull day, my shining star within the dark of night... Is dead because I didn't stop him from getting in that car. That forsaken car that killed him. The car that didn't protect my everything from swerving off the road and rolling down the edge. If that tree weren't there to stop the vehicle, who knows if he'd have ever been found. Hoseok tried to assure me that everything would be fine, that Namjoon is in a better place. But what about me? I told myself love wasn't worth the sacrafice of my happiness, nor my life. But deep inside, the thought lingered. It ate at me every minute. The war inside my head and heart has finally ended.

Except this time, my heart won the battle.

I'm sorry, Hoseok. I wish you didn't have to find me like this. Remember me as I was.

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Tears streamed down my face as I reached toward an illuminating Namjoon.

"I wish we didn't have to meet like this, Princess..."

He wiped the tears away and gave me that dimpled smile I missed and loved so much.

"Is the crying game over now, Joonie?"

"Yes. Now we can be happy, together, forever..."