Dear Cisco,

Sorry it's been a while since I've updated, I haven't has much inspiration lately. 

So we've been reading the diary of Anne Frank in English class, and we've just read the bit where she's venting about puberty and crushes. It got rather awkward, because the teacher was male, there were males in the room, and we began to discuss the affects of puberty for a female, if you know what I speak of.

On a sadder note, I've become more excluded from my family and people in real life. I've grown more attached too two people online, but two others less so.

One's been freaking me out; I'm absolutely terrified of them at the moment. I'm trying to work out a way to put to rest a certain joke that we have, that is the source of my terror. I like them at times, and I want to remain friends with them, but I've been trying to work out how.

The other friend is kind of rude at times, which is kind of hard on me. I try to just take it, knowing that they are probably just joking. But it doesn't.

My grief for my lost dog, Skipper, has grown significantly worse. I long for a new furry companion, but I may have to wait until summer. Summer! That's more than a trimester away! I don't think I can last; I've begun to quietly cry myself to sleep longing for companionship. I just miss her fur, her soft eyes, when she would gently lick my hand when she wanted me to pet her, how she would trot and her ears would bounce when I walked her... I wish I had shown her how much she meant to me.

On a happier note, I have twenty-five days until my birthday. My dad's already given me an Android Watch, which is like a phone in a watch. I absolutely love it, but I wish I had access to Wattpad on it.

I hope I have a happier entry soon.

~May Allen