Fuck.

Fuck.

FUCK.

What the fuck am I going to do now, I thought to myself as I kept calling her again and again. I didn't know that a simple prank would make her react like this and it was barely my fault. I'd like to think it as a reflex action.

It wasn't my fault that she lay on my chest, wearing my shirt and drooling and looking so fucking mine. My hand had involuntarily gone to the nightstand where a black  marker lay and before I knew it, the words were already there. I honestly don't find any lie in it but I did fear that I was becoming a possessive asshole. My mother would definitely disown me then and father wouldn't bat an eyelash. The man was too fucking whipped.

Hypocrite.

God, what if she never forgives me? Or talk to me again? I can't loose her. She's not that dramatic enough to leave me right?

She's my Raps. Ofcourse she's the definition of dramatic.

A small cry left me as I slumped on the couch, my fingers trembling and my head hurt like a bitch. I feel like crying though it'd kill me to accept it.

What the fuck am I going to do? She's gone to New York now and I don't even know what to do anymore. What if she never comes back? No. She would definitely come back to attend University. Yeah.

"Babe! Where are you? Honey? Come give me a kissie." A fake high pitched voice screeched.

My head pounded in response.

Zach and the rest of the guys barged into my room. Just what I needed.

"Hey, you want a face mask? We're putting one" He said. The man child was severely obsessed with his appearance.

He took one look at me and immediately sobered up,"What's wrong,Az?"

"Nothing." I grumbled

He stalked to me and suddenly slapped me twice. Fuck. That hurt like shit.

"What the fuck was that for?!"

"Spill." He glared right back at me.

"Something up with your girl?" Alec asked

"Who we still haven't met by the way....." Alex piped in annoyingly.

"Spill or I start singing let it go."

"Fuck no!" I said immediately.No. NO. Zach could even scare ghosts away by his terrible voice and he still believes that he should have been a singer.

"Rude fucker who doesn't appreciate true talent" he muttered," Spill now."

"Fine, Willow is angry at me." I said defeatedly.

"So her name's Willow,huh? Nice to know. Are you forever going to keep her a secret ? Hmm Azzie boy?" Chase chimed in slyly.

"Shut the fuck up, all of you get out." Zach snapped.

"I didn't even do anything..." Grey muttered, but quickly left the room with others when Zach glared at him.

"Now. Say what you did."

I sighed and told him everything and he listened with an amused expression as if he was trying hard not to laugh and it took everything in me not to just punch that stupid look off his face. Sadistic fucker.

"What's there to think about?" He asked.

"What do you mean?"

"You go to New York, duh." He rolled his eyes.

"But I have to go to the hospital today...." I mumbled, it's not like I  didn't think about it the moment I knew she was in the Airport.

"I'll cover for you today then. God, you should really use your brain....I know it's tiny, but still."

"You're right, my brain is tiny just like you're dick." I spat.

"Oh honey my dick is pretty impressive unlike yours."

" Yeah that's probably why you're still a virgin."

"Hey! This has got no relation to the fact that I'm a virgin, okay? Atleast my first time will be with a girl I love and know that I'll spend the rest of my life with. Moreover, we Knights only have one woman through out. Why are you staring at me, go book the fucking tickets, you fool!"

"Chill man. Chill. But wait, how do I know where she lives?"

Zach turned his head upward and muttered a prayer,"You fucking idiot. You have her number, call her when you reach there. She's not going to ignore you forever."

Oh yeah. That's true.

I nodded my head and booked the next ticket, which was today nights. Fuck. It's too late, guess I'll go home first then.

"Buy her something as an apology gift too, Jeez man, you're the one with a girlfriend and a virgin like myself is giving you advices...." he taunted.

Asshole.

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"Surprise mother dearest." I deadpanned as my mother opened the door, clad in a night gown and fluffy slippers. At five in the morning, yeah I don't even want to know what she and Dad were doing so early in the morning.

"Baby...?" She gasped.

Why are the people around me so fucking dramatic?!

She quickly snapped out of her trance and pulled me into a bear hug, for such a small woman she sure has a lot of strength.

"I missed you so much my baby." She said as she kissed all over my face. Thank God because I was definitely missing those right now, it would have been awesome if a certain drama queen also gave me some of her kisses too. Fuck you Az.

"What are you doing here? And why didn't you visit sooner, it's been literally forever."

"I have some business to do here and I've just visited last week."

"That was last week." She said as if I had visited last year.

"Where's Dad?"

"Oh the man's making something in the kitchen, he literally won't even let me go in saying that I'll burn our home down. I tell you, your Dad's so dramatic, I'm done with him. I'm an okay cook." She rambled as we trudged into the kitchen.

My mom is a terrible cook. I unfortunately inherited that from her, safe to say Azron and Dad never allows us into the kitchen.

"Hey peanut! Why are you here?" My dad grumbled.

"Thanks for the warm welcome Dad, really appreciate it.." I muttered.

"You're always welcome, peanut." And raised a brow questioningly at me.

"I have some business to do here."

"Buisness huh?"

"Did you get a girlfriend at last?!" My mother chirped enthusiastically.

I myself don't know how I even got that lucky.  God, I really want to see her. Hold her in my arms, to be held in hers, kiss her, shove my face under her hoodie and lie on her cute stomach. Control Az.

"Yeah mom."

She made a weird sound and squealed, clapping her hands like a seal and I could see my Dad from the corner of my eyes, looking at her with a look of absolute adoration. A look that definitely mirrored mine whenever I look at my Raps. I miss her so damn much.

"What's her name?"

"Ra- Willow." I cleared my throat.

"Does she live here?"

"She studies at my University, she's come here for a visit..." I mumbled not adding the fact that she was angry at me too.

"Bring her home tomorrow." Dad said

I shrugged, I was planning to take her to my parents anyway.

Because I knew that she, she was my forever. I just hoped she wasn't too angry at me. I'd beg on my knees if I had to, the only person I'd ever kneel for.

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How are you guys??? I'm doing fine ig...

What do you think about this ch?

Who is your favourite character so far?

And I've started a book on Zach and Mel, I've also posted the prologue so please check it out if you have time and let me know how you feel about it..... it's called Knight in Distress.

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