{Note :- Heavy Mature content and language. For real. I will tag it with A/N at the start and end}

Lan Zhan is unsure. He doesn't know if he is any good. What if he hurts Wei Ying?, What if he disappoints him?, What if Wei Ying is just saying this for Lan Zhan's sake?, What if Wei Ying is feeling pressured?

All the thoughts of self doubt plague Hanguang Jun's heart and his hand doesn't move. He keeps looking at Wei Ying's face for answers.
Wei Ying's hand comes to rest on Lan Zhan's face again.

{A/N}

"You said you will take care of me Lan Zhan....I know you want me." Wei Ying says as his hand moves over Hanguang Jun's clothed hard shaft. He doesn't touch. He doesn't have Lan Zhan's permission yet. Lan Zhan had asked for time.

Wei Ying realizes suddenly that Hanguang Jun had probably never done this before. Touched another man in this way...knowing Lan Zhan he had probably never even had a dirty thought in his life.

Wei Ying doesn't know that this thought of his is very far from the truth....Because Lan Zhan had definitely had certain... not so pure thoughts

'He is doubting himself. He is unsure.' Wei Ying's brain supplies.

Wei Ying kisses Lan Zhan's jaw and whispers, "Lan Zhan, if you don't want to... If you are not ready, I won't force you. But if you are doubtful about my consent.. I have already given it to you...so what is it?"
"I want to.. But.. " Lan Zhan says, his tone unsure and hesitant.

That is all Wei Ying needs.

He pulls Lan Zhan and brings their lips together. His tongue enters Lan Zhan's parted lips.

"Fuck Lan Zhan... Why are you wearing so many layers of cloths?.." Wei Ying says cribbing.

He opens his belts and loosens his pants and guides Hanguang Jun's hand towards his erection.
"I want to feel your hands on me Lan Er gege... Open your hands and feel me." Wei Ying says in a deep voice.
Lan Zhan obeys.
He hesitantly wraps his fingers around Wei Ying's hard shaft.
'Smooth... Hard... Like mine but not like mine..' Lan Zhan thinks...he doesn't move his hand.
Wei Ying's fingers wrap around Lan Zhan's and he moves them, "Lan Zhan.. It's easy... Just like this... Ah....Softer Lan Zhan.. Am.." he says.
"Kiss me." Wei Ying orders.

That is something Lan Zhan can do.
He goes for Wei Ying's mouth but Wei Ying puts a finger on Lan Zhan's lips.
"Here." Wei Ying says and points to the mark on his shoulder.
Lan Zhan does as he is told.
His hand starts moving faster and faster on Wei Ying.
Wei Ying's closeness and his softness and his moans of pleasure make Lan Zhan unbearably hot and hard. He wants... Craves friction. He wants to be held... Stroked. He wants Wei Ying. He subconsciously starts rutting against the other man's thigh.
"Lan Zhan you feel so good. Your hands... Fuck... Lan Zhan... I want you..." Wei Ying's moans come broken and breathless.

"Faster... Hanguang Jun." Wei Ying orders. His hand moves to Lan Zhan's lower back and he squeezes Lan Zhan's lower waist. "Hanguang Jun.. Come for me." Wei Ying says husky and smooth, and sucks on Lan Zhan's earlobe.

The pressure of Wei Ying hands and Wei Ying's words push Lan Zhan over and he comes hard. "Wei ya...!" Lan Zhan moans loud and breathless.

Lan Zhan's flushed face and parted lips as he comes send pleasure waves through Wei Ying's body and soul and he comes on Lan Zhan's palm.

Lan Zhan doesn't move for a few minutes. He watches as the younger man falls into blissful sleep.

Lan Zhan gently extracts himself from Wei Ying's embrace and cleans both of them up. He changes both their lower clothing and walks out of the room with a sweet smile on his face.

{A/N}

Once outside he prepares lunch for them.
He goes outside to find Wen Ning sitting on the pavement.

Lan Zhan orders, "Wei Ying is resting. Tell him I have stepped out for a bit if he wakes before I return... And protect him."
With that said Lan Zhan walks away from the cottage.
He goes to Yunmeng market and buys parchments for sending a few messages.

The first one Lan Zhan sends to his brother. He knows XiChen is still in Lanling. His message follows the secret code only know to the two Jades of Lan.
The next one, he sends to Yenay. He informs her that they had encountered trouble and thus will only be back in a day or two.
He picks up Wei Ying's favorite lotus root and pork rib soup and heads back to the cottage.

Once there, Lan Zhan doesn't see Wen Ning at the door.
He hurriedly walks inside to find Wei Ning sitting on the table and smiling at something Wei Ying had said.
'He looks better, color has returned to his face...' Lan Zhan thinks giving Wei Ying asks once over.

'Night cloths... He changed into night cloths...red night cloths...and Wen Ning got to see him like this.... Unacceptable!' Lan Zhan mind adds.
Lan Zhan frowns and knocks on the open door to announce his presence.

Wei Ying's eyes land on Lan Zhan...he remembers the things that had happened a few hours ago and his eyes observe Lan Zhan's angry expression. Wei Ying turns his eyes away from Lan Zhan's intense gaze on him. Questions rise up to make his heart hurt, 'Does he regret what we did?Is that why he looks angry?...Does he not want me that way anymore?...Will he leave me now? '

Wei Ying calms himself and despite how low he is feeling, he smiles at Lan Zhan and walks towards him.

"You are back." Wei Ying says and takes the packs Lan Zhan is holding, and adds, "Did you get my favorite soup again?"
Lan Zhan watches as Wen Ning's eyes follow Wei Ying across the room.
Lan Zhan doesn't like it.
'Mine... Only Mine.' Lan Zhan's brain screams.

Lan Zhan crosses the room in a couple of strides and pulls Wei Ying in his embrace.
Immediately all doubts and worries that had made Wei Ying uneasy and depressed just moments ago leave him.
"Lan Zhan!" Wei Ying squeaks surprised and adds in mock anger , "We have company."
'Thank fuck...he doesn't regret it.' Wei Ying's heart sings happily.

Wei Ying tries to pull himself out of the embrace but fails.
Lan Zhan doesn't seem to hear or care what Wei Ying has said and cups the younger man's face and starts placing kisses on his jaw... Pulling their bodies closer.
"Hanguang Jun!...what has gotten into you.... Ah." Wei Ying asks again little out of breath and adds in mock annoyance , "Lan Zhan! That bite was uncalled for."

Lan Zhan doesn't pay attention to Wei Ying, he watches Wen Ning from the corner of his eyes.

Wen Ning's usually pale face seems flushed as he watches Lan Zhan and Wei Ying in such intimate position. He lowers his eyes and walks out of the cottage closing the door behind him.

Lan Zhan let's go of Wei Ying and steps away. Wei Ying doesn't miss the smug grin on Lan Zhan's face.

'You let him touch you....You held him...' Lan Zhan's words from before echo in Wei Ying's mind.
'He is Jealous of Wen Ning.' Wei Ying thinks.

"Hanguang Jun are you jealous of Wen Ning?" Wei Ying asks innocently.

"Mn." Lan Zhan nods, his smirk disappearing.

"Don't be. He is just a friend." Wei Ying says reassuringly.

"Don't show yourself in nightclothes to anyone except me." Lan Zhan says authoritatively.

"Why Hanguang Jun?...I am a man. It's not like my virtue is at stake." Wei Ying says offhandedly.

Lan Zhan turns away.
He knows what Wei Ying is saying is right but he doesn't like it.
"I don't like it." Lan Zhan says sincerely.
"Why?" Wei Ying pushes for an answer, coming closer to Lan Zhan.

"I don't want others to see you like this." Lan Zhan answers and adds, "You must be hungry. Let's eat."
"What about Wen Ning?" Wei Ying asks and smiles, just to see how Lan Zhan would react.
An angry look crosses Lan Zhan's face for a second.
"He can take care of himself." Lan Zhan answers and starts serving the soup.
Wei Ying let's the topic rest... For now.
A naughty smile plays on Wei Ying's lips, 'Hanguang Jun... I know your weaknesses now.' Wei Ying thinks smugly.

After finishing their meal, lan Zhan informs Wei Ying about the letters he had sent.
"We can go back to Lotus Cove tomorrow. I think we can proceed with our plan for the dream demon." Wei Ying says.
"I think we should wait a day or two more. You are still weak." Lan Zhan says anxiously.
"Lan Zhan, we don't have that kind of time. What if Jiang Cheng returns? How will we proceed then? You know how much he hates me. I need to get this done. Earlier the better." Wei Ying says. He knows Lan Zhan is worried but there is no other way.
"Mn." Lan Zhan nods dishearteningly.

Wei Ying can't bear to look at Lan Zhan in such a state.

"Lan Zhan, what did you tell Zewu Jun?" Wei Ying asks changing the subject.

"I told him we were safe. And we found reassembled Tiger Yin Seal. I asked him when he will be going back home." Lan Zhan answers.

"Meng Yao is manipulative and a master of deception. I am sure his first thought will be to look for us in Cloud reassess." Wei Ying speculates.

"Mn." Lan Zhan concurs.

"Tomorrow morning we will return to Lotus Cove." Wei Ying says making up his mind.

"No. Let's return in the evening. You said the chances of getting better response from the demon are better at night." Lan Zhan advices.

"Mn. Let's do that." Wei Ying says and adds, "So what do you want to do now?"
Lan Zhan takes a note of Wei Ying's appearance.
"You must return to bed and rest." Lan Zhan says getting up from his chair and picking up Wei Ying bridal style and carries him to bed.
"Lan Wangji... Lan Wangji... I will rest if you join me." Wei Ying answers, putting his arms around Lan Zhan's neck kissing his husband's cheek sweetly.

{Note :- Yes they finally did it... But it's not the end of their adventures *of the sexy kind*
I was freaking out while writing this.. Damnit my WangXian heart!
Look what it made me write *hides under a rock*
Please let me know how it was... I hope once again that I will not get hate for this.
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