STRICTLY NOT FOR MINORS. LISTEN TO THE AUTHOR. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. THIS MIGHT KILL YOU. LOL. JUST KIDDING :) BUT I'M SERIOUS THAT THIS PART IS NOT FOR MINORS. PROTECT YOURSELVES.

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LEE's POV

Ihinatid ko si Kira sa condo niya. When I parked the car, he's still sleeping. Napakamot na lamang ako sa ulo. Hindi ko naman siya pwedeng buhatin. Asa namang kaya ko siya. Naiisip ko pa lamang, natatawa na ako. Medyo lasing din kaya ako. Buti nga nakakapagdrive pa ako. Iniwan ko na lamang sa bar ang kotse ni Kira. Balikan na lamang niya bukas.

Tinapik-tapik ko ang mukha niya. Ang amo ng mukha niya. Hindi halatang gangster. Napangiti ako.

"Kira. Hoy! Gising!" Napapalakas na ang pagtapik ko sa mukha niya. Iinom-inom tapos bigla na lamang bibigay. Gusto ko siyang batukan. Unti-unting nagmulat ang mga mata niya. Mukhang nasasaktan na dahil medyo mapula na ang mukha sa katatapik ko.

"Kaya mo bang maglakad? Aalalayan na lamang kita papunta sa unit mo?" Nakakunot-noo lamang sa kanya si Kira na parang kinikilala pa siya. Napabuntong-hininga na lamang siya.

"N-Nerd?" 

Tumango ako sa kanya. Lumabas ako sa kotse at binuksan ang pinto ng passenger seat. Inalalayan ko si Kira palabas doon. Buti naman at hindi na niya ako pinahirapan. Habang naglalakad kami, pagewang-gewang pa kami. Nakapikit kasi si Kira at hindi maayos maglakad. Nakakainis. Nahihirapan tuloy ako.

Nang nasa harap kami ng unit ni Kira, kinapa ko pa sa bulsa ni Kira ang susi sa unit niya. Buti na lamang at hindi niya iniwanan sa loob ng kotse niya. Pagkapasok namin, agad ko siyang dinala sa kwarto niya at ihiniga sa kama. Binuksan ko ang lampshade na naroon. Mukhang hindi naman natutulog si Kira ng bukas ang ilaw.

Aalis na sana ako pero nagulat ako nang hawakan niya ang kamay ko at hinila papunta sa kanya. Napahiga tuloy ako sa ibabaw niya.

"Nerd? Ikaw ba iyan?"

Napatingin ako sa mukha ni Kira. Halatang inaaninag pa niya ang mukha ko. Napabuntong-hininga ako. "Uuwi na ako, Kira. Matulog ka na. Goodnight." Sabi ko sa kanya. Malapit lamang ang mukha ko kay Kira kaya napapalunok ako. Naramdaman ko ang mahigpit na yakap niya sa akin. Halatang ayaw akong pakawalan.

Napabuga ako ng hangin nang hawakan niya ang pisngi ko. Napalunok akong muli dahil unti-unting inilapit ni Kira ang mukha niya sa mukha ko. He's trying to kiss me. 

"W-Wait... Kira." Hindi ako makagalaw mula sa pagkakayakap ng isang kamay ni Kira sa akin. Nauubusan ako ng lakas dahil na rin sa nainom ko. Pakiramdam ko gusto ko ng magpahinga na lamang. Pero mukhang hindi naman ako makakapagpahinga.

Naramdaman ko ang unti-unting paglapat ng labi ni Kira sa labi ko. He moved his lips asking for some access. Lalo akong nanghina sa ginawa niya. He's gently moving his lips, kissing me. I could sense that his longing for this. I couldn't do anything but to respond. How I missed this guy.

Dahil sa ginawa ko, mas naging agresibo ang halik sa akin ni Kira. He wanted more. His tounge slipped inside my mouth when a moan came out my throat. He wandered around, searching for something. I moved my tounge to play with his. He groaned. I felt his right hand gently caressed my back.

I didn't want to feel this but I'm aroused by his simple gestures. He moved and changed our position. On one swift move, he's now on top of me without breaking their kiss. But suddenly he pulled away and gasped for some air. I did the same. We're both panting.

Hinaplos niya ang pisngi ko. He's looking at me intently with love. I saw passion and desire in his eyes. But this was wrong. Totally wrong. I gulped when he kissed my forehead, down to my noseline, then to my cheeks and to my chin. I'm anticipating for him to kiss me on my lips. Nawawala na yata ako sa katinuan.

Sinubukan ko siyang itulak habang maaga pa.

"K-Kira, this is wrong. Kailangan ko ng umuwi."

He looked at me. I saw pain in his eyes. Damn! Bakit kailangang hayaan pa niyang makita ko iyon? Nasasaktan din ako. Ayaw ko siyang layuan pero kailangan. Para naman iyon sa aming dalawa.

"Why can't you love me back? M-Mahirap ba akong mahalin?" he asked with his pleading voice. Damn! Hindi ako makapagsalita. Hindi siya mahirap mahalin. I love him but we couldn't be lovers. I'm his enemy.

"I-I'm no good for you, Kira. P-Please understand." I said in a low voice. Nahihirapan akong magsalita.

"That's for me to decide. Please... Nerd... love me." He said in a husky voice. For me that sound sexy. He leaned to kiss me on my lips. Sinubukan ko siyang itulak pero nanghihina talaga ako. Wala akong lakas upang tanggihan siya. Hindi ko na rin napigilan ang sarili ko na tugunin ang halik niya.

I slowly wrapped my arms around his nape. My hands started to play with his hair when I noticed that his hands slipped inside my shirt. I gasped. My heart was beating fast. I'm nervous. Napatigil ako sa paghalik sa kanya. Napatingin ako sa kanya at nagtatanong naman ang mga mata niya.

"K-Kira..."

"Sshhh... Let me... please. I love you." Medyo madilim pero kita ko pa rin ang pagmamakaawa mula sa mga mata niya. I sighed. Paano ko ba siya tatanggihan kung ganito siya? He seemed so weak. I hated to see him like this. Naghihintay siya ng sagot ko kaya marahan na lamang akong tumango. Sana hindi niya mapansin ang maliit tattoo ko sa kaliwang gilid ng baywang ko.

He smiled then he kissed me again. A kiss burning with passion, love and desire. I responded as much as I could. Same intensity as what he's giving me. I felt he unhooked my bra and his hand slipped and caressed my breast. Napasinghap ako. Hindi ako sanay sa ganito pero bigla na lamang siyang tumigil kaya nagtatakang napatingin ako sa kanya.

Nagmamadali siyang hinubad ang damit ko at isinunod ang bra ko. He's being needy. He admiringly looked at my upper body. Ngayon mas ninenerbiyos na ako. I moaned when I felt his lips on my neck. Biting it. May lahi ba siyang bampira? It tickled and I sexily giggled. Damn! I could feel a smile formed in his lips while biting my neck. This was torture. At hindi ako papayag na ako lamang ang tinutorture niya. I slipped my hands inside his shirt.

I touched his hard abs. Naramdaman ko ang pagtigas ng kalamnan niya. I smiled. It's working. Naramdaman ko rin na bumibigat ang paghinga niya sa leeg ko habang pinapagapang ko ang kamay ko sa dibdib niya. I gently touched his chest.

Suddenly, I felt his lips tracing my collarbone. Damn! Napahawak tuloy ako ng marahas sa damit niya. Naisipan ko na lamang na hubarin na rin ang damit niya para maalis ang labi niya roon. He chuckled when I completely took his clothes off. I pouted. Mukhang nasa katinuan na si Kira at hindi na lasing. Mukhang wala na talagang urungan ito.

He gave me a smack kiss on my pouting lips then kissed my neck and collarbone again. I gasped when his lips traveled down my breast. He gave it tiny kisses. Napahawak na lamang ako sa ulo niya.

"Relax." He whispered between his kisses. Paano ako makakapagrelax sa ginagawa niya? Damn! Pakiramdam ko mababaliw ako. I moaned because of the unknown and pleasurable sensations he's sending me. Napasabunot na ako sa buhok niya gamit ang kanang kamay ko habang nasa balikat niya ang isa. He's driving me insane.

I felt his left warm hands on my left breast, gently caressing it. Napadiin ang pagkakahawak ko sa balikat niya. I unconciously arched my body when I felt his warm lips tasting the peak of my right breast.

"S-Shit! K-Kira..." Hindi ko na napigilan ang mapamura. He alternately tasted and sucked my breast. Naramdaman ko na dahan-dahan niya akong iniupo sa kama habang ginagawa pa rin iyon. Habol ko na ang paghinga ko. His right hand was rubbing my back but immediately stopped. I'm just moaned every now and then. His lips went back to kiss my lips, torridly. I responded willingly.

I felt his hands unzipping my pants. I felt nervous. Pakiramdam ko kakawala na ang puso ko sa dibdib ko. He took off my pants away and I let my hands wander around his body. And that made him more aggressive. He moaned. "N-nerd."

Bigla siyang tumigil at tumayo. He took his pants off and even his under garments. My eyes widened. It was my first time to see something like that. It's huge and totally erected. Napalunok ako. Narinig ko ang mahina niyang tawa. When I looked at him, he's amusely smiling at me. He slowly joined me in bed, as if he's seducing me. Damn! I don't want to admit it but I'm feeling needy too.

Hinapit niya ako papalapit sa kanya. He looked at me lovingly. Using his index finger, he traced my noseline and my lips. Napapalunok ako. He traced down my neck and breast, down to my tummy. My heart was beating fast when I felt his hands pulling down my undies. He's still looking at me, amused. He completely took care of it in just a second. He looked down on my sensitive part. My face flushed red.

Hinawakan ko ang mukha niya at ibinaling ko ang tingin niya sa akin. He chuckled. "You don't have to be ashame. You're beautiful." Hindi lamang naman dahil sa nahihiya ako. Baka kasi makita niya ang tattoo sa kaliwang gilid ng baywang ko. I sighed in relief when he slowly lay me down on bed.

He kissed me aggressively. I moaned when he started to caress my both breast. Then moved his one hands down on my tummy and down to my sensitive part. I moaned. A smile formed his lips while kissing me. He groaned when he slipped his finger inside my core. Medyo nagulat ako kaya mahigpit akong napayakap sa kanya. I moaned in pain at the same time with pleasure. This was my first time. Tumigil siya bigla dahil dumako ang kaliwang kamay niya sa kaliwang baywang ko.

He accidently touched my tattoo. Nakakunot-noo siya kaya kinabahan na ako. Parang nabuhusan ako ng malamig na tubig. "What's this?" He's tracing my tattoo. Gusto kong maturn-on sa ginagawa nito pero hindi ko magawa. Nag-isip ako ng sasabihin sa kanya.

"S-Scars." Hindi ako makatingin sa kanya. Nagulat ako nang magsimulang gumapang ang labi niya pababa. Halatang doon ang tungo niya sa tattoo ko kaya pinigilan ko siya. Umupo ako at iniangat ko ang mukha niya. Tiningnan ko siya ng matiim.

"Don't continue or else I'll be going home now."

"I wanna kiss it." Napalunok ako. I leaned and kiss him on the lips. "Please don't. I'm serious. If you insist then I'll leave you right now." I heard him sighed.

He layed me down again. He started to align our bodies. He seemed upset but it vanished when I touched his erected part. I sighed in relief when he moaned in pleasure. I guided him to my core. Naituon niya ang mga kamay sa magkabilang gilid ko bilang suporta. He slowly entered mine. Madiin kong nabaon ang mga kuko ko sa likuran niya. It hurts. Parang hindi ko kakayanin ang sakit. I screamed in pain. He concernly looked at me. He gave tiny kisses on my faces and whispered sweet-nothings in my ear. He moved more gently again.

I bited my lower lip. I didn't want him to stop. He's slipping on my wetness. I screamed when he finally broke the barrier and fully entered mine. He groaned with pleasure. He moved gently at first but pounded hard afterwards. I felt pain but it suddenly vanished. Pain was replaced by unexplainable pleasure. It was heavenly. I'm screaming his name loudly as he's moving faster and deeper while caressing me. I arched my body to meet his every thrust. I followed his body's rhythm

"S-shit." I smiled when I heard him cursed. He couldn't help but moan too. I started to gently trace down his spine. That made him move even faster and harder. I felt like exploding. Damn. I moaned and he did too. He continued to thrust harder and deeper. We both screamed each others name when we both exploded and collapsed. I felt the warm liquid flowed down on my core. Pareho naming habol ang paghinga.

Minutes later, I felt that he slowly move on top of me and thrusted a few more before he pulled out his manhood. He layed beside me and hugged me tight. Napansin kong nakapikit siya pero nakangiti. Kinapa niya ang kumot at kinumutan niya ang hubad naming katawan. Napangiti na rin ako. Hinaplos ko muna ang mukha niya at binigyan siya ng mabilis na halik sa labi.

"Goodnight." I murmured.

"Goodnight, Nerd." He whispered. Mabilis siyang nakatulog. I sighed. Gigising na lamang ako ng maaga para umuwi sa bahay. Hindi niya dapat ako maabutan dito. Risky. Mapapansin na niya ang tattoo ko kapag nagkataon.

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Nagising ako ng maaga. Tulog na tulog pa rin si Kira. Dala na rin siguro ng nainom nitong alak. Inalis ko ang pagkakayakap niya sa akin. Kailangan ko na'ng umalis. My body was still sore and it still aches down there. Kinuha ko na ang mga damit na nakakalat sa sahig at nagsimulang magbihis.

I kissed Kira on the forehead before I left.

KIRA's POV

My head was aching when I woke up. Pati katawan ko masakit. Naalala ko si Nerd. I turned to my side but she's not beside me anymore. I cursed silently. Umalis si Lee nang hindi man lamang nagpapaalam sa kanya. Kailangan niyang kausapin ito.

Nasapo na lamang niya ang ulo dahil mukhang may hang-over siya. Isang oras siyang nanatiling nakahinga bago nagpasyang bumangon na. I smiled when I saw the blood stained bed I shared with Nerd. I remembered what happened last night. And the thought made me aroused.

Kung narito lamang si Nerd baka may nangyari uli sa kanila. Napailing ako. Nagsisimula na kasi akong mag-imagine. Damn! Ramdam ko ang pagwawala ng alaga ko. I stood up and took a cold shower. Pupuntahan ko si Nerd mamaya. I couldn't help but smile. Siguro kailangang alukin ko na siya ng kasal. Wala na akong balak pakawalan pa siya.

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After one week, I'll make this chapter private. Baka kasi mabasa ng mga kaklase ko. Tsk. Nahihiya ako sa sinusulat ko. sighed. Please understand. I'm not used to this. Embarrassing. (>//////<)

Take care everyone :) Thanks for reading this story :) I love you all.