Dedicated to -loveNellie 💚

(Set in the time of the Half-Blood Prince)

Dҽαɾ Dιαɾყ,

If only a book like this could offer me some sympathy, or some advice, some of the emotional turmoil in my heart might be lessened.

Aunt Bellatrix thinks I ought to be honoured. Honoured that the Dark Lord chose me out of his several other trusted Death Eaters to perform the task. The task of murdering one of the greatest wizards of all time.

Mother has it harder than I do. Her husband imprisoned in Azkaban, her only son assigned with the nearly impossible task of killing Albus Dumbledore...
She worries everyday about what I'm doing here at Hogwarts. I don't personally care about getting into anybody's good books. The Dark Lord's not going to bother with the grades I get, is he?

He gave me a job to do because he felt I was ready. This is the way I prove to him that I'm loyal and worthy of his command. Father made a mess at the Ministry and it's believed that the Dark Lord set me the task to punish him. Because if I fail, I die.

Dumbledore is a powerful wizard and I've spent all of my time perfecting schemes to kill him. I can't fail. I just can't.

The bottle of mead that Slughorn was to present Dumbledore with found its way to idiot Weasley, and he's been poisoned.
The opal necklace from Borgin and Burke's wasn't meant for the Bell girl either, but it got into her hands before it reached the old man and it almost killed her. The last option I've got left is the Vanishing Cabinet.

For the past month I've been making repairs to the secret one right here at Hogwarts. The Vanishing Cabinet at Borgin and Burke's leads directly to the one in the Room of Requirement. The Death Eaters plan on entering the school premises through this  contraption. A little more work and the Cabinets shall be ready.

After all this... there's no question of failing. I shan't...
The task of restoring the Malfoys' honour now rests on me.

Yσυɾʂ,
Dɾαƈσ.