Yeah so from now onwards this story is gonna be first person pov. Basically y/n's pov. Sorry but I am just bad at writing 3rd person heh.

When I opened the door, I found Alastor over there and I tried my best not to tell about what happened back then with Angel. I knew he would get mad again for getting violent and really mad for trusting my darkside. I let him in and to make myself sound normal, I asked him about what him and Charlie were discussing about so I wouldn't have to say anything. While he was speaking suddenly I heard a voice in my head.

Don't tell Alastor about what happened back there with your parents 

Of course I won't. You think I am mad or something?

Just reminding since he is your lover.

I know and I am not so happy about lying to him.

Whatever.

Wait, I never asked you this. How long have you been in my head?

Well pretty long time. Like since when you were alive? Yeah I was there since then. But I couldn't get a good hold of you when you were alive because my powers couldn't be supported on Earth so there was no way of talking to you. Even if I tried to control you, it would take too much of my energy leaving both of us exhausted.

Oh. So you are able to talk and contol me now in hell. 

Yes. But you might wanna listen to Alastor because he seems mad at you for not listening to him.

What-

I abruptly turn my head up to see Alastor and his eye twitching. Oh shit. He must be using every ounce of patience he has left to not kill me. And that's why I love him. But that's for later.

"O-Oh that's wonderful Alastor." I said having no idea what he was talking about.

"You seemed lost dear. What were you thinking about?"

"Oh nothing-" Before I could even properly finish, I could see radio dials in his eyes and voodoo signs across him.

"Ok I was zoned out for a bit. I-I was thinking about um, what would have happened if it was not you and somebody else came since I don't have the bite marks you gave me covered." I say giving a nervous smile. That was stupid and cringey thing to say to him. He won't buy it.

"Oh that's wonderful! I am pleased to hear that you weren't interacting with your darkside because I could see your eye colour had seemed to change to black from your e/c eyes." He said smiling.

Fuck. I was exposed. I knew it. He didn't buy it.

"And I am surprised that you gave your darkside control when you were with Angel." 

"How do you know?!" 

"Angel himself told me my dear." He said walking around. I could feel that he was going mad inside but trying to keep calm. 

"I-I am sorry Alastor. It's just that, I hate my parents. They're the reason I am in hell." I say feeling apologetic for him.

"It's ok my dear. Just don't hide these things from me." He says as he cupped my cheeks in his hand and made me face him.

"I-I am really sorry Alastor. I just didn't wanted you to worry about it and have a burden on yourself."

"My dear, you will never be a burden to me. I promise." He said giving me a peck on my lips.

"Could we cuddle?" I ask him hesitantly.

Surprisingly he said yes. 

I was telling him my whole past to him. When I was alive while my head was on his chest as he played with my white hair. He listened closely and whenever I told him about my parents ill-treatment, I would hear static noises from him but I would kiss him on the cheek to calm him. 

Then he asked about my darkside and I told him everything she told me. I heard my darkside complaining about it but I didn't give a shit because Alastor was speaking this time. And his soothing hot voice sounded like lullaby for me. I could just get hypnotized by that voice. I nodded to Alastor of whatever he was talking while my darkside kept complaining at the back of my mind about me being a lovesick puppy. 

"Did you listen to a thing I said my dear?" He asked me.

"Ummmm, a bit of it. Sorry Al. It's just your voice-" I place my hands my mouth. Fuck I was going to say how hot his voice is.

"Why'd you stop dear? Continue what you were going to say or you might have to work more harder on hiding those bite marks." He say smirking.

"I was gonna say that your voice is hypnotizing." I say turning my face away from him as I blushed furiously.

"Darling like I said, I don't mind you admiring me. Just, don't ever admire someone else except for me" he says as I hug him to calm him down. He looked shocked at my reaction but quickly responded by hugging me back and placing a kiss on my forehead.

We cuddled for some more time since I was still a bit sad of thinking about my parents and Alastor stayed there with me till I hadn't cheered up. Though ever now and then I was scared someone might barge in like Angel and see us like this. An dog course Alastor would have killed them. I wanted to lock the door but Alastor looked so peaceful laying there I didn't wanted to disturb the mood.

I was thinking about some things and from the corner of my eye, I saw Alastor staring at me and I chuckled looking at him as he was lost in deep thought while staring at me.

"What are you thinking about Al?" I ask him looking at him as he snaps back to reality.

"About you my dear."

"What about me?"

"Of how beautiful you are and how can anyone mistreat you like that."

"Oh it's ok Al I don't mind it. It's all in the past." I say as I snuggle my head in his chest as he placed a kiss on my head.

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