Jisoo's POV

I was running the whole time while crying hard.

And the next thing I knew, I was already here at our favorite place.

I saw Somi and she embraced me.

"S-Somi, it was me." I cried.

"They keep saying i-it w-was me who killed Hyung." I continued.

"Hush now, you'll be fine Baby, I'm here." She whispered.

"W-Why, why did I kill him?" I sob.

"You were young then okay? I'm sure he understands, I'm sure wherever he is now, he already forgave you." She whispered.

"But Jennie, s-she hates me. I had a horsing that day, without knowing that she was just playing along, that I'm the true murderer Somi. I was a bad sister!" She kept caressing my back while I cried hard in her chest.

"Shh, you were not okay? Jennie was hurt and so was you, you did wrong, but if you are man enough to own your mistakes, everything will fall into place Baby, She will surely forgive you because you deserve that." Her voice makes me calm.

How can she understand me?

It took me long hours to calm down.

"How did my parents lie to me, Babe?" I asked her after calming down.

We're sitting in the waiting shed while the rain keeps pouring.

Our eyes were locked on the calm sea.

"Because they love you, they maybe thought, that's the best thing to do. You know, parents things." She chuckled.

"But not all parents think what's best, is the best. They are not perfect Baby, they also have flaws, they are imperfect. But can we blame them? They are just thinking of what's the best for us." She added.

I bite my lowered lips.

"If they are thinking about what's best for me, they could have told me the whole truth, they could just put me on bars or put me in a mental hospital. So that I won't hate myself like this, or they just killed me." My tears fell once again.

My heart aches so much.

"I used to call Jennie insane, I used to hate her for thinking she was the one who killed our brother. But fuck, it was me all along. How can I face her now?" This time I catch Somi's eyes.

But all I could see in her beautiful eyes was pure love and understanding.

No judgment.

Oh, I wish, Jennie would look at me like this.

Somi then held my hand.

Her hands are warm.

"It's okay, always remember that whatever happens, you are still siblings. And knowing Jennie? You know how pure her heart is, right? She will forgive you, not now, but I'm sure she will. All you need to do is to be patient. Do you get me?" She softly said.

She wiped my tears as she pulled me for a tight hug.

"It's okay Babe, everything will be okay. I'm here. I'll be here no matter what. Until you need me to." She whispered while planting soft kisses on my head.

Jennie's POV

"W-What did you call me?" I asked.

"I-It's me, I'm Liz."

I froze upon hearing those words.

She's...

She's Laliz?

"I'm sorry." She tried to reach for my hands but I walked backward.

She's tearing apart now.

Her eyes stared at me full of regrets.

"Y-You, you betrayed me," I whispered.

She cried even more.

"I-I'm sorry, I know-

I slap her.

"Do you have any idea how you broke my heart to pieces?! Fucking shit Laliz! I trusted you! I t-thought you l-love me?" My tears fell hard.

And now things keep flashing back.

Our happy moments together.

Those times when I can conquer the world with her by my side.

Then suddenly, when I was looking for someone who would believe in me when the world was fighting at me, she turned her back too.

She betrayed me.

The person I trusted the most.

The person I thought, will fight for me.

And now seems like the raindrops want to sympathize with me.

It suddenly drops, nonstop.

"I didn't want t-that, I didn't want to leave you Mandu, I-

"But you did! You fucking did!" I shouted at her.

"That's why I'm sorry." Sadness and fear are evident in her brown orbs.

She was asking for forgiveness.

"Fuck that sorry of yours!" I said then was about to leave when she hugged me from behind.

"That's what I thought the best! I discovered myself being different! I discovered that I was crazy! That I can be someone who will hurt you! And I don't want to hurt you, Baby! Because I love you so much!" She screams.

I bite my lips after hearing those words.

The rain becomes heavy.

And suddenly I felt it again, the magic I thought was long gone already.

The magic of being in love, with her.

So this is the reason why.

Why does she seem familiar?

Why has my heart gone wild every time she's near?

I remove her hand and face her again.

"Then you could've told me! I'll be willing to take good care of you! I'll be willing to stay with you!" I screamed.

"You will get tired, and I was afraid of that." She whispered.

"Then I'll take a rest! I'll rest until I'm capable of taking good care of you again! But what did you do?! You decided on my feet when I could take care of you for a lifetime because that's how I love you, Lili! I love you so fucking hard that I still do love you even at the moment!" I shouted with all my heart.

We were just staring into each other's eyes. No one dared to talk.

"And I still do." She whispered.

I looked away.

"Liar," I said then was about to leave again but she grabbed my hand and I was too stunned to move when she crashed her lips to mine.

Damn.

I missed her.

My Laliz, my Lili.

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