FRICK IM SORRY I PROMISED 2 WEEKS! I TRIED! I GOT NO SCHOOL FOR 9 WEEKS ILL TRY TO GET UPDATES SOON THEN 26/31or 32...almost finished guys

(thats just my current fav song ^^ my new fma manga is coming in soon! im so exicted!! 7-9!! then ill have 1-12 22-25 and 27 im asking mum for 13-15 for christmas) 

ive got alist of series im watching, so naturally im re-watching fmab again

BUT THE QUESTION IS HOW THE HELL HAVE I GOT  23K VIEWS?!

Donnie's POV

I walked slowly into the dojo, my heart slamming. Leo smiled when he saw me. I lowered my head. Mikey was already in the room sitting on the floor a single nun-chuck in his hand. I sighed and sat down, Mikey waved at me, I lowered my gaze to the floor.
"Donnie," Mikey whispered. "You'll need your staff." He said, holding it out for me.I frowned and nodded.
"Right, umm," I tried to collect my thoughts, how long had it been since I was in here? Actually trying to train, I grunted and took my staff from his hand, I noticed Mikey's scratched marks desperately trying to clean the dust.
You're actually going to fight for them? An angry voice mocked in my head, I tensed my face. What else was I to do? I looked at Raph, who had just entered the room. 
"You think you can destroy The Foot?" I asked, wincing at myself as the words came out, can't I just stay home or away? Aren't I just the healer now? Can't I just be the healer?
"No", Leo said, sharpening his katana. "We're going to destroy The Foot together, they deserve to pay, after what they did to Mikey, to Splinter and this family." He said those words so confidently, I almost felt like we we're a real family again. Splinter would walk up to Leo, squeeze his paw on his shoulder and prepare us. I was shaking slightly, Raph took a confident nod. Leo passed his eyes over us, a fearful look at me. I set my mouth hard, glaring slightly back at him. Leo's stature shifted slightly, 
That's right Donatello tell him you can't be broken down. The voice in my head cheered me, I responded with nothing, but I can be, I have been. 

Leo pulled his gaze from me and limped to the front of us. "Umm, Casey and April are coming soon but we should start without them..."
"Are we gonna spar today?" Mikey asked. Leo nodded, he was shaking slightly.
"So...Raph you fight me, Mike you want to go against Donnie?" He mumbled. Raph unsheathed his sai.
"You going down Leo," Raph growled, I could sense the lie in his voice, everyone here was trying to renormalise what was going on. I stood up, holding my staff between my hands. Mikey stretched his arm and legs. 
"Ready Donnie?" Mikey asked, I blinked, right stretching. 
"...Sure..." I said, getting into a pose. Mikey beamed at me, he went slowly, pulling his shoulders back he leapt at me, I flung my self back grabbing his arm and pulling him towards me. Mikey smiled and shoved a kick towards me, I grunted and stumbled backwards. Mikey back flipped back in front of me. 
"You okay D?" Mikey asked. I nodded, rolling my shoulders back. 
"Again", I said, Mikey nodded and ran at me again. 


Everything hurt, my head pounded blood dribbled down my chin. I groaned and collapsed on the floor of the dojo. 
"Really good training today guys!" Leo said, trying to sound upbeat. Everybody else was in good shape. A pang of guilt ran through me as I looked down at my skinny body, my caved in chest. I squeezed my ribs. 
"Hey", Raph said gently, I turned around to see the red turtle smiling at me. He pressed a gentle hand into my shoulders.  "You did great today." He smiled. A new line of bruises ran up his shoulders and arms.
"But I always lost." I whimpered. Raph shrugged.
"You haven't trained in years", He explained. I looked away from those pitied eyes, don't look at me like that I wanted to say. "Time will get you back in shape." He playfully punched my shoulder. This was it, Raphael really wanted the old family back again...

"We too late?" Casey and April walked into the lair, Leo smiled at the couple.
"We're taking a short break", Leo said. 
"WE'RE JUST GETTING STARTED!!" Mikey yelled running at them. Leo sent a pressed lipped smile at our little brother.
"Right", Leo nodded, 
"Yeah!!" Casey waved his hockey stick in the air. A wave of sickness was running through me seeing Casey and April. Their hands held so tightly, April was so much happier with him. Am I not good enough for her? Raph always told me to stop those thoughts. If I really cared about April I should focus on what made her happy. But that wasn't it, it wasn't her I cared about. It was me, my selfishness consumed into myself interlining hatred towards Casey and just wanted April with me. A hand found my shoulder. I yelped and looked to who was there. Raph was holding strong intense eyes at me.
"Just go to the lab", He whispered. I started to say something, Raph shook his head. "Breathe take care of yourself first", Raphael explained. "They'll be gone in a few hours."  I held back that sob that was growing steady in my throat.
"Okay." I barely managed.  Raph moved away from me. He clapped loudly moving towards in front of Leo.
"Whose ready for training from hell?" He grinned. I looked at Raph giving a small nod of thanks. 

I walked back into my lab. Closing the door quietly behind me. My legs were shaking badly, I could barely find the air to breathe. I clenched hands against the tables. Breathe. My chest hurt I laid my head into the table. Breathe.  How could I be so weak? Casey and April have been together for two years and I couldn't be around them. I'm so stupid, how dare I even think I can call myself a son of Hamato Yoshi he wouldn't care, he would be able to move on. I growled and slammed my hand into the bench. I took in deep breaths and rested my head on the table. Tears ran down my cheeks. I'm a freak who has no reason to be alive, I can do anything. I can't get the girl, I couldn't save Mikey or sensei... what can I do? Wait I can do one thing...I can murder people... I sobbed into my bandaged hands. What use to I have to this family? They have the leader back, The strong one and the happy turtle. All you need in a strong team. No one needs the depressed one, The one who can't even see their crush happy without breaking out in tears... 

"Donnie?" Someone whispered, I jerked up and saw Mikey opening the door, No not Mikey, Takashi. I scowled trying to wipe my tears.
"What?" I sobbed. Takashi walked up to me.
"Mikey...Mikey said he wanted me to talk to you..."He said. I frowned tilting my head. Huh?

I FINISHED THE SCREAMING BOY IF YOU GUYS LIKE MY HERO ACADEMIA PLEASE READ!! WARNING ITS DARK BUT ID LOVE PEOPLES SUPPORT ON THIS!! IM SUBMITTING IT TO A BNHA FAN FIC COMPETITION BUT YEAH PLEASE READ!!

So theres my update 6 months late XDD like i said before school ends in 3 days!and cos im yr11 i get 9 weeks instead of 6 weeks off wooo

i might get an update

sorry i took 3 weeks not 2...i tried...

lol i took 40 mins to write 600 words.... i couldve finished this whole thing in and hour and 20 mins.... -_- so easy!

lol uhh idk what else you want?

listen to that song freaking love it!! :3

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