Umm so that's the song Thanks for the memories... It's a good song...and I stole the last 2 chapter titles from it....soo I thought I'd show you what song... My favorite fallout call out boy song right now is Uma Thurman!! Yeah! Umm yeah this chapter... Words... But  turning 15 on the 16th of may!!  Of 2017! Yeah! ...just read

Donnie's POV
The tap dripping buzzed in my ears as I lowered my head down that night, a slow breath, I don't know why but darkness was soothing, almost like everything wasn't real...I blinked the tears out of my eyes.
Drip.
Drip.
Drip.
I shook my head, I didn't want to do that now, sure I loved fixing things... Stress was waying me down...bloody Leo and his mood swings...
(Why Donatello?) The voice started to taunt, my blood my froze...not again. They were gone all day...
(You asked for me Donatello.) It laughed, I shook my head.
"I nev...I didn't want!" I covered my ears, shaking my head against the pillow.
(Foolish child.) It mocked, the voice first came in soothing, a deep male...a comfort, I almost laid myself in darkness just to hear it...now? The wimpering was only brought up my throat.
(And they call you a genius?)
"I don't," I found myself muttering. Foot steps. "I'm fine!" I yelled out, grabbing my blanket, covering it over my head.
"Really? You don't sound too fine D?!" Takashi chuckled outside my door. What the shell is he doing here? I threw myself off my bed.

"What!?" I demanded, carelessly thrashing it open.
Takashi threw down his hood, I blinked, all I could see was cold eyes of a murderer.
"Yes?" I scowled.
"Its me, Mikey." Takashi explained.
Leo looked at me.
"Donnie?" He whispered. I blinked...
"What?"I growled, "What fearless?" I took a step towards Leo, Takashi's eyes flashed open.
"Guys?!" He squeaked. "This isn't suppose to happen!" He looked at both of us nervously. "Your brothers...your..." Takashi's voice was growing weaker. I raised my eye bridge. Brothers? I forced back my laugh, "Donnie it's me please." Takashi muttered. I frowned.
"YES I UNDERSTAND THERE'S A MURDERER IN FRONT OF ME!" I burst out, shoving a hand against him. "Unlike you, I know my place in the world." I growled coldly, I pressed my forehead against him. Tears welled in his baby blue eyes.
"Donnie what happened to you"
"I know maybe you stole my little brothers body!"
Takashi stepped back. "No I'm Mikey....Takashi he leant me his body." Takashi explained, it took me a second to register his words... Takashi leant his body... but that wasn't his to own. My eyes ran down Mikey's position, bullied his whole life. Memory torn, forced to build on his life with nothing to know. I clenched my fist... my poor little brother.
(But does he deal with what you have?)
My body froze up, the voice was here. Oh shell why now?
(Foolish child you think I'll leave you?)
"Why won't you just?" I flicked my head to behind me. Mikey frowned, he grabbed my hand and squeezed it. I flicked my hand and forced him off it. Mikey blinked. "Unless you can make the voices stop." I whispered, Mikey stepped back.
"What do they say?" He asked. He hugged me tightly.
"You don't want to know." I explained, Mikey smiled.
"I dunno Don... The voices in my head kinda crazy!" He laughed, I shook my head.
"Crazy does cut it...words do." I muttered. Mikey's eyes seemed to be drooping into themselves with every word I said.
"What's been happening while I...while Takashi's been around," He asked. I shrugged, Mikey was holding my hand. "Please Donnie you don't get it!- and neither does Takashi..."
"Get what?! Get what Michelangelo the world wasn't built for people like you and me! The only thing to get or do is... Just let life...let it destroy you..." My head bowed, two years ago I would've threw myself into Master Splinter...now the only person to lean on was myself... A sharp pain against my cheek... My eyes flashed open. My check was burning in pain, my eyes reached Mikey's hand; lowering down... He'd slapped me!
"What the shell?!" I glared down at Mikey.
"This isn't the Donnie I know!!" He proclaimed, I laughed out.
"Wow how stupid to do you get?! Look at the world it changes!" I painfully shoved him again. Mikey allowed himself to fall, defeated...
(He had to learn right Donatello?)
"Right." I nodded.
(The truth hurts.)
"You have no idea." I muttered.  Through the corner of my eye, I could see Leo help Mikey up and lead him away from my direction.

"What the freaking shell Donnie?!" Leo marched up to me.
(Just get over done with Donatello.)
I shrugged.
"Yes Leo?" I asked.
"He came back and you act... Like..." Leo fumbled with his words.
"Like you?!" I snapped. "Unrationable?! Like you don't care?! Because guess what Leo I stopped caring a long time ago!!" I growled. Leo stepped back as the words as they hit him... I couldn't help the smirk.
(That's it...show him your not scared.)
"I never was." I snapped back.
(Don't make me laugh coward.)
Coward? I wasn't...but I ran away from Mikey... Didn't want to deal with him...maybe I was just a big coward... No don't fall into that hole!
(Which hole? Your life?!)
"Shut up! Shut up!" I covered my ears, Leo stepped back.
"Donnie?!"
"Stop trying to pretend you care!" I quickly snapped before I thought he did... No body cared anymore...no body wanted to... Expect for Mikey...  Or Takashi...in the end both people were really the same...Leo was carefully removing my hands from the side of my head, blue eyes lifted up to meet my view.
"Please talk to me." He begged. I pulled my hand back.
"I tried that...and this is what it got me." I shrugged... This life

So....what you guys think?! Depressing enough?! Nah I got another depressing scene coming up!! Hehe!! ^^ to do with Leo! That's all imonna say! Can't wait to write it! Also if you guys like depressing Leo I got a 2007 Leo fan fic calldf Fallen leader that needs some love my sort of not really internet friend TMNT_Obsessed will vouch for it... *nudges her* dude you gotta talk now! Hehe jk...umm yeah!!
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