Oh man this chapter is intense... just ahhhhhhhhhhhhh I don't want to spoil oh and an authors note!! cause I obviously started to write this back when they were in space so i didn't know of shredders mutation, so in this book Shredders still human!!! yeah so you guys know that!!!!!! cause yep... words!! i hope you like this chapter ahhhhhhhhh 

Mikey's POV

I ran across the roof top, my brothers believe coming with them for training might help jog my memory. These streets, I saw no meaning. Raph had a hand on me. He was on one side of me, Leo the other. 

"In time little brother." Raph promised, I shrugged. 

"I... don't know." I admitted, Leo was trying not to look at me. I think they wanted me to suddenly just click, all memories rushing back, but nothing was coming. 

"GUYS!!" Donnie sped up next to us, he was on look out for actual threats. "Purple dragons." He explained, Leo nodded and drew a sword. 

"Donnie help Mikey find a place to hide, this'll be easy!" He grinned, the spark in Raph's eye ran chills down my back. 

"Come on." Donnie whispered, lightly pushing my back forward. I nodded. 

"Stay here no matter what!" He glared at me, I nodded sinking into the darkness. The way they fought, It was like ninjitsu was part of them. Every strike was so natural. Some on wrapped a paw around my mouth. I opened my mouth to scream. Nothing. A sharp pain in my shoulder. 

"Shut up or we'll attract the others." A Mexican accented voice whispered to my attacker. I immediately started to feel tired, my body was rocking. Sight blacking over... I couldn't feel.... couldn't keep awake... couldn't...

"Takeshi, my son." A cold voice woke me, I felt around trying to get my baring. I opened my eyes. I saw red shoes, I forced my eyes fully open and looked up. An armored man. I blinked. Where were my brothers?! "Takeshi, I have been worried, you have been gone for more than a month." His tone was soft.

"My... name is Mikey, Michelangelo," I explained, raising myself to me feet. "My family said so." I tried to use a polite tone, this man was obviously confused. I noticed I was in some form of a main hall. At the bottom of stair, a long room, blue light the room. Glass covered water. The amn gave a long hollow laugh. 

"Your family!" He mocked the words, his tone changed to a deep almost scary voice. "I am your family, you lost your memory in an accident Takeshi, if Rahzar and Fish Face did not find you..." 

"I was fine!" I protested, none of this made sense, the rat. Master Splinter said he was my father... the turtles... 

"No." He growled. I pulled my neck back, what did he know? "You were lost, they lied to you." He explained. 

"How do you know that?! the turtles and Splinter!" I shouted. Anger sparked in his eyes. 

"No! they lied!" He repeated, he bent down his chest so his eyes were level with mine. "Do you know why people lie Takeshi? Because they want something, they were jealous of what they could not have. Why do you think Donatello killed Stockman? Stockman was trying to get you back they hoped I would not be able to get you back." I stepped back, they were lying?! "My name is Oroku Saki, the Shredder but you will call me father." The truth was too painful to take. Donnie murdered my fathers friend. He just wanted to help me. I stepped a foot back to support myself. "Would you be able to take me back to their hide out?" Shredder asked, I nodded. Was this man really father? The words he used... He didn't seem dangerous, sure he had spikes on him but he could be just for defensive right? The mutant tiger next to me smiled. 

"Lead the way Takeshi." He purred, I didn't know what was going to happen to the turtles. Hopefully Shredder would just explain I was ok, not too much damage would be done... 

The sewers were hard to navigate at first, but I remembered the land marks Donnie helped me locate on the way out. 

"Hey dudes!!" I shouted walking into the lair. Horror, that was the face I got. 

"You brought him here!? TRAITOR!!" Raph growled, he jumped at me. Tiger ran defensively in front of me.

"Back of turtle! Takeshi is ours." He growled. Everyone was too scared to react. 

"TAKESHI?" Splinter growled. "Saki let my son go!"

"He's mine." Two blades came out of Shredders gauntlets. "Be ready to pay, for everything." I thought he meant Stockmans death, but that was till he killed Master Splinter. Leo jumped forward at Shredder.

"Sensei!!" Tears sprung to his eyes.  He tackled Shredder.

"You murderer!!" I was too shocked to do anything. I just stood there, Splinter, he cared for me. Did everything to keep me ok. Raph jumped at me. 

"You traitor!! You told Shredder where we are!!" He pulled his sai out. Blood was pumping. Raph was crying, he was so strong and I was the reason. 

"I'm sorry... I didn't know!!" I shouted, my heart was slamming on my chest. Raph had pinned me down. Death glare. Tears was rolling down my cheeks. "I didn't..." My words were hard to form. I looked at Leo, he trying to attack Shredder. Donnie, was holding Splinters blood soaked body. 

"This isn't happening." He was screaming out. Raph stabbed my arm. I wanted to yell out, but I has no reason to. This was my fault. Why couldn't I see what he was going to do?! Tiger tried to pull Raph off me. Raph took another stab at my arm.

"How could you?!" He sobbed. "We trusted you?!" Leo was stabbed, not so deep as Splinter's, but deep. WHY WAS THIS HAPPENING?! I pulled myself to my feet, my arm felt like it was ready to come off. 

"STOP!" I shouted, but I felt like I had no right to. I felt like a murderer. Shredder just used me to get to Splinter. Tears were streaming down my cheeks, my body couldn't stop shaking. I grabbed a knife from the floor, that fell from Raph's ninja belt. I held it to my arm. 

"I don't know what's going on, whose my father but please stop... I just want everything to be ok... I just want." My tongue was heavy. My grip was sweaty on the knife. This price was too small to pay. I screamed out, taking the last bit of my arm. The scream wasn't from the pain. From the frustration of myself. I'd betrayed my friends. Maybe they weren't my family, I had no idea. I wasn't Michelangelo, the ones they talked about with a soft heart. Love of food. I had a dark soul. I was evil. Takeshi. The liar, killing. 

"Just leave." Leo growled, he was struggling to stay awake. Gripping his wound. His head nodded like it was too heavy. Shredder nodded. 

"Your dead anyway," He smirked. "Tiger Claw Takeshi." He started to walk off. 

"No." I said slowly. Shredder turned around.

"You define me!!" He growled, started to charge at me. 

"MASTER! Come," Tiger Claw growled. "Leave the boy, Splinter is dead you have no use for him anymore." Like salt rubbed in wounds, he lied to me. He just wanted to murder Splinter. I watched the pair leave. I drew in a breath. 

"I know these words have no point to you... but I'm sorry." No eye contact. 

"Were are you going to now?" Donnie asked. I lifted my head. 

"No where." I shrugged. I started to walk away.

"GOOD! I HOPE YOU DIE SOME WHERE!!" Raph growled, Leo must have passed out because he didn't say anything. I nodded.

"That's the point." I muttered, leaving the sewers.

TAKESHI!!!!! yep Mikey's dead Takeshi is born!!! *sobs in corner* my baby... so cute now theres a monster ahhh Splinter!! i actually wanted to cry when i was writing this.... *sobs again* poor leo, not gonna say what happens with him!! i really wanna leave at like a long cliff hanger.... *evil smile* nope nope too many feels im not that cruel.... oh wait i am... *grins* I'll update when i wanna! still got a bunch of other books to write up!! 

vote/comment/follow

-Ninja out