So this is chapter 1! Really sad! I'm not very good at first POV, I think I did pretty well this story! Any way I hope you like it!
*I don't own that fanart!*

Mikey's POV
I've never told anyone, but Leo was his senpai. I looked up to him more than any of my brothers. He treated me different from Raph, he never yelled at me as much as he did. Didn't tell me to go away as much as Don... Then why was his voice so cruel and unforgiving now?...

His eyes were cold, we shared similar eye colour, blue. The only difference was his dark blue, I'd always joked that was why Splinter had given him that mask colour. His jaw was straight, I could see his curled fist shake, like he was deciding whether to hit me, I didn't know why, what did I do wrong? Just a prank... Maybe it was all adding up for him, all I'd done to him... Nothing, just a life of innocent pranks. His voice echoed in my mind. Go away Mikey! No one likes you! I drew in a pained breath, pain from the voices caving into my head, now the only one I felt that cared about me hated me... Wet tears filled the corners of my eyes, so I couldn't see Leo raise his fist
"Go leave!" He shouted. I pushed in my trembling jaw, yellowed teeth pushed into fillings Donnie had given me from my lack of teeth care, despite Splinters warnings that I had to take of them. His rough hands pushed into my shoulders. I allowed myself to stumble. My heartbeat was fast from fear, fear of what was going to me... Raph and Donnie would agree. Agree that that I was just a pain in the shell to them. That I should just leave them alone for the rest of their lives... I let my body fall into a curled position, I rocked my body, tried to take the pain from my chest, blocking out the the memories from my family... Why? I thought family had to care? Take care of me? Was it my fault that I saw the world different from them? That I was optimistic and enjoyed to escape? Escape from the world... Voices blurred out, became muffled through my tears and whimpers, Leo was an outline of green, he showed no sign of trying to comfort me. Maybe he regretted or he was scared of how I'd react.

Leo's POV
I stared down at Mikey's position, his half bare feet made a soft tapping every time he brought down his rocking. My throat digged for words of comfort for my little brother, his face buried into his leather knee pads-which I doubted would be comfortable- he hiccuped through his sobs. Not once did I imagine my words would hit him this hard, bring him to this state, curled on the lounge room floor, me standing in guilt in front. I noted on Donnie standing at his lab door, Raph, April and Splinter next to him. I refused to meet their eyes.
Mainly Splinter's... I noticed April whisper to Donnie, who nodded. My heart ached to see my little brother like that. I drew in a breath and knelt down.
"Mikey." I whispered quietly.
"No." He sobbed. I shook my head, and pressed a strong hand on his shoulder. Mikey grunted and waved his shoulder, like he was trying to push me off, I kept my ground. How was I suppose to know Mikey was hurting?
"Listen to me." I tried. Mikey remained silent.
"Michelangelo." I said softly, but in a strong voice.
"What did I do wrong?" He asked, his words shocked me, what did he do wrong? It was me, I replayed my poisonous words in my head, he was trying to play. I was just in a bad mode. I'd failed my job as the leader, the older brother. I didn't protect my team from the enemy... Me. I was the enemy that forced his walls to fall... Who was I to him?
"Nothing... Little brother." Some one said. I looked up, Raph was smiling at Mikey. I couldn't see April, I guessed she left. Emerald orbs locked into my eyes, no emotion, no words to the failed leader. Donnie wrapped his arms around Mikey, much to my own confusion, he pushed him off. Mikey's arms clung to my shoulder, his body pushed me down. A hug. His head pressed into a battle scared shoulder.
"I love you Leo, you know that?" He asked. I lost for words. "I love all of you, I don't understand why?" His words changed back to the sob. Half of me wanted to ask what the 'why' was, but I already knew. He wanted to know why we picked on him. Tears sprung to my eyes.
"Mikey, you are the most wonderful brother ever." I sobbed, guilt. My entire life of cruel words to my brother sprung back. I felt Donnie's carefully long hands wrap around us. Raph's rough,strong hands follow. Finally Splinter's our fathers. Gentle, strong warm hands. As a child we had all loved Splinters hugs, he'd bound us up, tell us he loved us. I didn't know what we looked like. A pile of sobbing a family. I didn't care...I don't think anybody did. 

Raph's POV
We curled for hours, I could hear the TV still, no one bothered to turn it off, no one cared. Generally, I would of pulled off, announced this was too soft for my liking, truthfully I loved it, my family together. Not moving, not leaving. Just one together. Our family. Some part of me felt like our family wasn't complete. Because one of us, was complete. He couldn't feel the love that he'd reached for. He could feel the love that he longed for so long. It was my fault, my life whole life I have always felt protective of him. He was my little brother, then why did I fail to protect him now? Why did Mikey fall on the floor, curl in a ball and sob. Because I couldn't protect him.

Donnie's POV
I was right under Raph and Splinter's, the weight of the giant rat at muscle building turtle. But I was happy. Never once did I think that Mikey was hurting, that all those times I'd told him to go away, would hurt his heart. Being a scientist I looked at the more logical side of things, tried to explain were emotions come from. Why Mikey was feeling the rejection from his own family? I had always thought I was closest to Mikey as we'd guessed that I was the second youngest and he the youngest. We were most seen together, than with the two others. We were also the softest, the least violent, sort of. Mikey would generally come to me for comfort and boredom reliving techniques. And I would reject him... Mainly because when he did it e involved breaking bits of my project or experiment. An accident, he never meant harm. But that was what he got. Emotional harm, rejection.

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