DAHYUN'S POV

"What happened?" Jin oppa and Joon oppa ran towards us. They tried catching their breaths as soon as they reached the five of us.

"Cardiac arrest," Tae oppa said and glanced at me. His death stares are making my whole body shiver in fear. "Can you wait for here for a sec? I'll just have to talk to Dahyun." Tae oppa didn't give my two other brothers to say their thoughts because he just grabbed my wrist and dragged me away from the two. "You'll take your tests now."

I crossed my eyebrows, "Oppa, this is not a good time to ask for some second opinions. Dad needs us."

"He's being treated and while we're waiting, you can do some tests since we're at the hospital already." Tae oppa convinced, but I felt really uneasy. Those results that I got today is enough for me. Asking for second opinion would just make me more nervous.

"Oppa, no." I refused. "Please respect my decision. I don't want any second opinion." He sighed and stared at me using his pair of emotionless eyes.

"Okay, then."

"Dahyun!" Both of us glanced at Namjoon oppa who called my name. He's holding his phone and it seemed like he's telling me that I need to talk to someone right away.

"Excuse me, oppa." I ran towards Namjoon oppa.

"I called her to inform her right away." He said as soon as I reached him.

"What did she say?" I asked.

"She'll use the private jet that Jin sent in the States." I looked at Jin oppa. He's busy texting someone on the phone and I think it's her. "She'll be here by tomorrow, I guess."

"I'm worried, oppa." I bit my lower lip and shifted my gaze to Tae oppa who is silently waiting outside the emergency room with us. "What if he gets mad?"

"He will." Jin oppa suddenly answered. "He didn't even accept you at first when you came. It will be hard for him."

"He'll be mad at all of us." Namjoon oppa. "But we can't just keep this from her, too. Dad is important to her as well. She has all the rights to know about this." I nodded and sighed at the same time. We waited for the doctors to come out of the emergency room and when they did, we all stood up and hoped for a good news.

"He needs to be transferred to the ICU." I bit my lower lip and saw the nurses transfer dad in the ICU using a stretcher. "He's in a state of comatose."

"What?" Tae oppa was the one who reacted first. He smirked, "Are you doctors? Why didn't you prevent that from happening, huh?" The doctor seemed taken aback of what Tae oppa asked. "My dad is brain dead and it's because you didn't do your best as doctors!"

"We are not miracle makers, sir." The doctor told us. "Please excuse us," he then fled from us and we were left.

"You don't have to act like that," Tzuyu unnie told Tae oppa, but he just rolled his eyes. Why is our brother such a jerk? "They're doctors and for sure they know what are they doing--"

"Shut up." Tae oppa said and grabbed Sana unnie's hand. He dragged her away from us which is so rude. Tzuyu unnie is still talking, but he shuts her up and takes her ex-girlfriend with him.

"How can you take his attitude?" Jin oppa asked Tzuyu unnie. Tzuyu unnie smirked and shook her head sideways. She then shrugged both of her shoulders. I can see how hurt she is just by staring into her eyes. "He's a jerk."

"We both know that; we all know that. It's not a surprise." Tzuyu unnie said, still smirking.

"Do you still love him?" Joon oppa asked. Tzuyu unnie didn't say anything, but her eyes gave us the answer. She won't be hurt unless she doesn't have feelings for my brother. "Why don't you step out of the arrangement?"

"Taehyung doesn't want that."

"What?" My right brow arched. "Why?"

She again shrugged her shoulders, "I don't know. It's the only thing that he could give to me since he has done a lot of shits to me." She then looked away from us for a while and glanced back at us again. "Your friends are here."

"What?" We then saw Eunwoo and Hansol running towards us. They're both pushing the twins' strollers until they reached us.

"What happened?" Hansol asked, exhausted from running.

"How's Uncle Jo?" Eunwoo asked.

"He's in a state of coma." I answered. They startled. Well, everyone gets startled when they hear such shocking news, right?

"Where's Tae hyung?" Eunwoo added.

"He's with Sana," Tzuyu unnie answered. I saw how Eunwoo's eyes shook. He got nervous and uneasy for sure. He knows the history of our family anyway. "They're with father."

"A-Ah, okay." I looked at these people around me. I'm wondering if I should tell them already. Should I? Should I not? I'm afraid that they'll see me as a different person once I tell it to them.

At the end of the day, I decided not to. I'll have to gain some courage before I tell it to them.

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May 12

Today, dad had a cardiac arrest. I blame myself for what happened because if I didn't tell it to him earlier, he wouldn't have a hard time breathing because of what I said. I should've kept it to myself instead of telling to them because if I did, there will be less problems.

After the cardiac arrest, he was comatosed and was sent to the ICU of the hospital. Dad is brain dead. I'm praying to every saint, angel and to God that he'll recover soon. I know that he will. He still has to see his grandchildren grow up. He still has to see her. I hope he won't be gone soon. I hope God will hear my prayers.

I hope He will save dad. It's okay if I won't be saved anymore. If I can only give my remaining days to dad, I will.

xoxo,

Dahyun

"Are you done writing?" Jimin stood behind me and started combing my hair using a wood comb. I smiled at him through the mirror and nodded slightly. "Let's go to sleep, shall we?" He asked.

"I'll have to call someone, hon." I told him.

His eyebrows creased a little and his tone became curious, "Who?" He asked once more.

"Her." He sighed and patted my shoulder. He already knows who she is since last year. "I'll go to bed soon. Don't worry."

"I'm worried of what might happen to you." His sad face peeked a little.

I held his hand that is resting on my shoulders and kissed it, "Nothing bad will happen. I assure you that."

"Alright." I looked up to him and then he leaned his body downwards to kiss me on my forehead. His forehead kisses are the sweetest and the most meaningful. I'll surely miss it when I'm gone.

We both heard a phone call and I'm sure that it's his ring tone. He excused himself and took his phone from the side table to answer it. While he was talking to someone, I also took my phone and dialed her number. It took a few rings before she answered.

"Dahyun unnie," I smiled. It's been a while since I heard her voice.

"Hey," I greeted back. "Will you be able to come home tomorrow?" I asked.

"Jin oppa's jet has not yet arrived." What?

"What? I thought he sent it already?" I asked again. Jin oppa told us that he already sent his private jet to fetch her from the States, but I think it was delayed, so I guess she won't be able to come home tomorrow.

"Jin oppa told me that it won't be able to make it this morning." That's sad. I was wishing that I'll finally see her tomorrow.

"Will you book a flight instead?"

"I told Jin oppa to cancel his private jet plans." She chuckled. "I have a street dance performance this weekend, so I think I won't be able to make it 'til Monday."

I was saddened, "Okay. Take care."

"Thank you. You, too." After that, I ended the phone call and stood up. I threw myself to bed and waited for Jimin since he's still on the phone with someone. He glanced at me for a while and smiled.

"Take your time. Don't worry." I told him and gave him a thumbs up as an okay sign. After a few seconds, he ended the phone call and placed his phone by the side table and laid with me. "Who was that?" I asked before going to sleep.

"Yisup."

"What did he say?" I asked.

"He said that you must bring your diary on Saturday for some check up." He kissed my forehead and closed his eyes. "Good night, hon."

"Good night..." I whispered and closed my eyes.

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