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Manik's POV:

"I hope so too..I hope so" Chipmunk said resting her head on my shoulder and my heart starts beating rapidly at the sudden closeness of her. It was the first time she initiated being close to me and I feel euphoric about it. I let her be like that for some time inhaling her cocoa flavoured scent. And as if she was struck by lightening she moves away from me frantically her face morphing  into a confused expression. 

"Excuse me from the trammel of your companionship." she says without taking breath and scurries towards her room.

"What was that about?" I ask inner monkey confused. I didn't even understand what she spoke damnit!

"Don't ask me. I am busy finding out the meaning of what she spoke" inner monkey says busy searching for meanings in google. 

After the thorough research by inner monkey I get to know that she told me to get out. But instead she was the one who left. She's so confusing.

"She's bipolar"  inner monkey comments making himself comfortable on the bed.

"Don't you dare call her bipolar" I scold him covering myself with the quilt. He has no rights to call her names. She's just confusing that's it and I am sure that I will understand her in the coming days.

My eyes then fall on the photo of me, Cabir bhai and mom which was placed on the nightstand. The photo was one of few things I had as the memory of my biological mother and I had a habit of carrying it for all the important occasions. I grab it from there and stare at it affectionately. "I miss you so much mom. The fun would be entirely at the next level if you were here now." I say wiping my  cheeks which were wet due to the tears spilling out of my eyes. "I will visit you tomorrow, I promise" I  say again and drift to sleep holding the frame closer to my heart.

The next day I wake up early in the morning and start towards the destination after getting ready. Mom was buried in a huge open place surrounded by lots of trees and greenery. She always complained how our mansion was in a busy place and had no greenery around and she wished that she will live in a place away from the city peaceful and calm during her oldage. I reach the place after travelling for 4 hours and open the locked gates with the keys I keep with myself always. 

"Hey mom look your handsome son is here and I even brought your favourite yellow daisies  " I shout merrily walking towards her grave but I stop dead in my tracks as I notice how the grave was not cleaned and not maintained properly even after paying the workers for its maintenance . " These workers are  lazy assholes they don't even know how to take care of you properly." I complain looking at her grave which is covered with dried leaves, twigs and dead flowers. "But you don't worry your son is here and everything will be okay now." I rush towards my bike to take out the clean clothes I carry to clean my bike sometimes. After an hour the grave is cleaned and I place the flowers I carried with me. Settling beside her I exhale a loud sigh thinking about how much I miss her presence in my life.

"A lot has been happening these days mom and its like my life has taken a 360 degree turn. I don't even know what will be the outcome of decisions and it feels like I am walking on a endless dark road with none to show me the right path. And at times like those I miss you mom, your absence suffocates me to a large extent. I miss listening to your bedtime stories and I miss eating your hand-cooked food. Nyonika mom does take care of me properly but she can't fill the void left by you." I say her sobbing loudly. 

"I sometimes wish that your husband came to me and spoke to me properly like he does with Cabir bhai. All he does is order or threathen me, like you  know few days back I and Ananya were caught  meeting during midnight by the entire family and your husband didn't trust me and almost questioned my intentions when I did nothing. Thanks to Chipmunk I was saved or else your husband would even blame me for forcing myself on Ananya." I continue remembering the incidents of the previous days. 

"All I want is your husband to trust me mom and take pride in decisions I make. I want him to guide me and correct my mistakes like an actual father does. But his stare always shows the disappointment he has towards my choices. I know I am nothing like Cabir bhai, I don't want to dress in a suit like him and attend meetings and I don't want to be a businessman like him. Instead I want to express myself to people through music. I want to express myself through dance. Does it make me less capable and a bad example of son mom?" I ask her as fresh set of tears continue to spill out of my eyes.

"All I want is one chance from your husband mom. I want him to say to me that he believes me and he will stand by my side while I move in the path of my dreams. I want him to take pride in me and be happy that I am his son mom like he does for Cabir bhai. I want him to give me those fatherly hugs which make me feel loved. Am I that unworthy of his love mom?" I continue as I eye the yellow daisies I brought for her.

"Do you remember mom you said me that daisies are your favourite flowers because they symbolise hope and happiness, they symbolise rays of sunshine after a rainstorm. So like these flowers is there any hope left for me this life without you mom? Hope that one day things will be good and dad will accept me the way I am? Hope that I will be worthy of his love and make him proud of me? " I sigh loudly as I know that only time can answer these questions.

"Now,now I think I should stop with these sob stories of mine and tell you about other things in my life. Like Chipmunk, similar to the nick name I gave her she's tiny and has chubby cheeks like she has laddoos placed on either side of the mouth. But  those chubby cheeks are the best part of her face. It just makes her look so adorable. And you know what the most shocking part is we both getting married. Like we both are so different from each other almost polar opposites and never in my wildest dreams I thought I am gonna marry her. But mom sometimes I feel that we both are committing a sin. The circumstances let us do this and not our choices but lying to the elders...I don't know what will this lead too. And living with Chipmunk after wedding...Mom can we both just go on without killing each other? Mom you know this girl has different shades of moods ....like once she's angry, once cold and indifferent, once the sweetest person alive and many more.. she confuses me the most like as if it's her birthright. Guess what I can even write a book "50 shades of Chipmunk"  based on her mood swings. But I will promise you one thing mom, I will take care of her and respect her. I will never be like your husband." 

After spending some more time there I return back to the farmhouse. I switch on my cell phone as I enter the living room only to be stopped by Cabir bhai. 

"Where were you Manik, I have been calling you from morning but your phone was switched off. And you didn't even inform neither or nor your friends we were worried sick." Cabir bhai said angrily.

"I went to visit mom, I was missing her too much." I say him with a blank face. "Are you ok?" he asks me with a tone filled with concern. "I will be ok bhai don't worry. And I am sorry for not informing just wanted to stay alone with mom so didn't tell anyone." He nods in understanding and then says "Go and meet Nyonika mom she was worried as freak" I nod at him and go to her room.

I take a sigh of relief as my father wasn't there in the room or else he would have scolded me. 

"Mom" I call her and settle beside her on the bed. "Manik where were you?" mom asks me her eyes filled with relief on seeing me but tone angry. "I went to visit mom...felt like spending some time alone with her" I say and take her into a hug in a way of telling her that I am fine. 

Mom didn't ask me more about it and I was more than happy that she didn't. My biological mom's topic was always a sensitive one for me so none in the family spoke much about it.

After spending some more time with her I get up to leave the room only to come face to face with the Devil aka my dad. The day couldn't get any better. "Wouldn't it be better if you informed someone before leaving Manik? You made everyone worried unnecessarily" dad spoke sharply.  

"Sorry about worrying you unnecessarily dad. I went to visit my mom by the way. " I reply back in the same tone trying to control the anger bubbling within me. He freaking promised me that mom's grave will be taken care of properly and he will take the responsibility of it. But he didn't stand by it. He was careless about mom then also, he is careless now also. It was stupid of me to believe him. I walk away from him trying to calm myself. "Everyone knows that you miss her Manik that doesn't mean you leave without informing anyone. If she was your mother, she was my wife Manik and I miss her more than anyone else here but that doesn't mean I act impulsively and worry everyone around me." he speaks again and I stop in my track. 

I let out a humourless chuckle and turn towards him. " You miss her dad? Really? you should stop lying about things like these dad. Coz if you really did miss her and cared about her you could have atleast stood by your promise. You promised me that you will take  the responsibility of maintaining the  grave properly but today after going there all I see is her grave covered with dust and dead leaves this is the way you take care dad?" I question him. His face changes to one filled with guilt "Manik, son I..." he tries to speak something but nothing comes out. I wait for his explanation hopefully but its a  futile attempt. "It was stupid of me to believe you dad. You didn't care about her when she was alive so what could you possibly do when she's dead" I say and leave from there. 

Nandini's POV:

His head turns fractionally towards me, his eyes darkest slate. I bite my lip .

"Oh, fuck the paperwork" he growls. He lunges at me, pushing me against the wall of the elevator. Before I know it, he's got both my hands in one of his in a vice-like grip above my head, and he's pinning me to the wall using his hips. Holy shit! His other hand  grabs my ponytail and yanks down, bringing my up and his lips are on mine. It's only just not painful. I moan into his mouth, giving his tongue an opening. He takes full advantage, his tongue expertly exploring my mouth. I have never been kissed like this.

I read out the lines in the  book to myself , drooling at the exquisite character of Christian Grey. Damn he sure is a hot character! Only if someone I had someone like him in my life. Thanks to Cabir for sending me this soft copy of the novel, Fifty Shades of Grey. Actually I should thank the internet  since most of the books are available as soft copies for free making cheapskates like me and Cabir happy!

My train of thoughts are interrupted by someone clearing their throat very loudly.

And I raise my head only to find Ananya standing at the threshold of my room.

"Nandu dekh teri  hone wali sautan aayi" DJ Nandini comments staring at her.

"Shut up she's just a kid and I will kill Manik and chop him into pieces if he marries someone else while being tied to me" I reply back to her rolling my eyes.

Then I bring back my focus back to Ananya who was patiently waiting for me to notice her.

"Hey! Ananya how are you doing and yeah why are you standing there  come sit" I say to her. She smiles as she approaches me and makes herself comfortable on the bed.

"Thanks for asking di! I am much better than yesterday. Just felt like talking to you hope it's not much of disturbance" she answers back with the same smile.

"Sure I am not that busy too! So tell me what you wanted to speak about?" I answer back cheerfully.

"Then I think I should start with apologies and thank you's. Firstly thanks a lot for bearing with me yesterday and not informing my parents about what I did. And sorry for whatever shit I said  to Aisha yesterday while I was drunk. I know that I can't change whatever I said yesterday and all I can do is apologize sincerely so I am really really sorry." She says sincerely holding her ears and I can see the tears threatening to spill out of her hazel eyes.

"Hey Ananya it's really alright. What you did yesterday was stupid to be honest. But it's ok I can understand...it must be tough for you to accept to all the changes happening in Manik's life and then your insecurities didn't help in any way either. What's needed right now is that you know your mistake and you will not repeat it once again. And I am not really angry at you for whatever you said, you were drunk and jealousy does make us speak like that so it's alright." I say taking her in my embrace.

She takes me into a bone crashing hug immediately and starts weeping. I let her cry for time since I think that it's really needed for her to let out all her sorrow.

She stops crying after sometime and I offer water to drink.

"Ananya I understand that you wanted to run away but then why did you share your location with Manik? I mean what's the use in even running away at the end?" I ask her curiously as she gulps down the entire glass of water at once.

"Well...ok I will tell you directly and honesty I wanted some attention from Manik... and I wanted him to come behind me and tell me that he will remain the same..he will always be there for me..I somehow wanted to make myself sure that he stays always..." She trails off with a sheepish look on her face.

"But it would be really dangerous you know... what if we couldn't find you at the right time?" I ask her a bit exasperated.

"Well...I know that Manik would somehow find me. And I actually had Aisha with me so it wasn't that dangerous anyways..." she answers back a bit scared.

"So Aisha was with you that night I mean she knew your plan already? " I ask her trying to control my anger. It was so stupid of her to run away just because of few insecurities.

"Well...I told her and she wasn't ok with me doing it but then I threatened her that I will go alone so she joined me..." she says again.

And I loose my  calm immediately. That's so wrong on her side. She was being so selfish...Manik was so worried about her that night.

"Patience is the key Nandini.
Control yourself. I know it's selfish and stupid of her to do that but maybe she was so damn insecure that she couldn't think about anything at all. Just be more understanding. She's still a kid and immature. If you loose your calm and shout at her it will lead to nowhere. You need to instead explain her properly that it's wrong being the more mature one here" DJ Nandini tells me softly and I nod my head in understanding.

"Ananya I know it was tough for you and all but please don't repeat such things in the coming future. Communication is the key dear. Just talk it out to your close ones and they will help you in a much better way. You trust Manik right? So whenever such things happen just talk to him and I am sure he will help you. Manik really cares about you Ananya" I explain her calmly.

"Yeah I will Nandu Di. I will not repeat this again." she says assuring me.

"And by the way if you were so determined that Manik should find you , why did you turn off the location later?" I ask her driven by curiousity.

"Well I waited for one and a half hour but he didn't turn up so I just turned off the location" she says sheepishly.

I don't know whether I should laugh or cry at her stupidity. So I simply palm my face trying to understand this crazy girl.

But wasn't she scared of being judged by Manik?

Wasn't she scared that he will simply assume that she's weak and stop caring about her?

I mean she has entirely shown her insecurities and fears to him.. wasn't she scared that he will take advantage of it?

These all thoughts lead me to yesterday night's incident and how I just left a confused Manik behind after sharing a part of my fears to him. I didn't want Manik to know that I am weak and I have my own share of fears. I didn't want to vulnerable to be in front of him.

And I didn't knew yet if I could trust him and lean on him.

Can I trust him actually?

"But how could you...I mean how could you show all your vulnerabilities to him? Weren't you scared that he would judge you or assume that you are weak or just take advantage of those vulnerabilities?" I ask her hoping that I get answers to my internal fight.

"Why would I be scared? I maybe scared if it was some other person but the person here is Manik and he's not actually like others. Manik never judges di he instead keeps himself in other person's shoes and tries to understand and you know what he says that one day these vulnerabilities itself makes us stronger. He tries to tame those vulnerabilities instead of assuming that we are weak." she exclaims chuckling at my question.

My face morphs into a confused one not able to understand what she's saying.

She chuckles again looking at my expression "Let me tell you how I met Manik and our backstory then you will understand my words" she says again.

I nod in excitement since I will be learning something about him. I don't why but it made me happy.

"I am not the biological daughter of my now parents. My biological father was dad's loyal driver. I lost both of my biological parents after 6 months of my birth. They actually committed suicide due to poverty and loan sharks. Dad and mom adopted me since they were unable to conceive. They took good care of me and never treated me like an outsider."

"All the relatives said that I am a bad omen and a curse since my own parents passed away after 6 months of my birth. Mom and dad never took their words seriously though. But it wasn't the same with me. I grew up with the thinking that one day mom and dad will leave me listening to the relatives."

"So  I started pushing them away. I didn't wanted to be attached to them since they will leave or atleast I thought so.. and then I met Manik in a family function exactly 5 years back."

"He was protective and caring for me from the start. But I pushed him away too thinking that he was faking it. He tried many times to talk to me but I was always rude to him. And after few days of our first meeting I, Manik went to attend a summer camp I was not at all interested in going but my parents forced so I went."

"I had my periods for the first time in that camp. We couldn't contact my parents due to network issues. It was Manik who took care of me at that time. He treated me as if I was his daughter. He spent most of the nights sleepless pressing my knees and massaging them to ease the pain due to cramps. "

"But not even for once he made me feel that I am girl and he's a guy. His concern was so pure"

"And you know he promised me in his own style that he won't ever judge me and will understand me he said that he will take care of me . He made me know that the words said by all the relatives were bizzare and my parents will love me no matter what "

"His own style?" I ask her.

"Yeah the famous pinky promise of Manik Malhotra." she replies smiling proudly.

" Whenever Manik does  pinky promise it means that he will keep it no matter what"

"And you know di he actually kept his promise. He takes me out for ice creams while I have cramps during periods. I still remember one time when I called him at the middle of night crying heavily due to stomach pain and he came for me even though he had viral fever."

"He's really a great guy and you are one heck of lucky girl to have him as your husband" Ananya continued and I gave her a small smile.

"And him being this good was one of the reasons I was so insecure too....I just thought he will no more be in my life after his marriage. But he proved me wrong again and I am the happiest right now to be proved wrong" she trails off merrily.

And I stare at her trying to absorb all the things she said. I am interrupted by Navya who tells us that chachi called us for dinner.

"Navya keep your cell phone in silent mode. You know na chachi hates using phone while eating food" I warn her while getting down the stairs.

She ignores my suggestion and continues taking screen shots of a shirtless  male model.

"What?" she asks me as I stare at her as if she's from another planet.

"You are getting married tomorrow and you are stalking some random male model's account now " I exclaim in shock.

"Is it written in constitution that I shouldn't stalk a guy's account a day before my marriage?" she asks smiling at me stupidly.

"It isn't" I say cursing myself inwardly for even advising her.

We reach the dining hall and start eating food served in our plates.

"Who let the dogs out, woof woof woof,who let the dogs out, woof woof "

Navya's ringtone starts blaring loudly and Chachi stares at her with murderous eyes.

"How many times did tell you that you shouldn't use phones while eating food atleast?" Chachi asks her angrily.

"Sorry maa this is the last time I won't repeat it again" Navya says smiling sheepishly while I and Ananya let out few giggles.

"Look at Nandu even she uses cellphone but she makes sure that it's in silent mode while eating, learn something from your sister" Chachi says again looking at me and I smile at her.

I give a "told you so" look to Navya which she ignores and shows her tongue to me and continues eating after cutting the call.

"Pikachu Pikachu Pikachu pika pika Pikachu"

It's my phone that starts ringing now and I stare at Chachi guiltily. It was Manik calling me. This guy really has a best timing.

"Nanduuu..." Chachi screeches at me as I get up from the chair and rush towards my room.

"Sorry chachi this is really an important call" I shout back as I run across the stairs.

"Enjoy your call with Manik" I hear Navya yell as I settle on my bed panting.

But wait!

What the heck is wrong with me?

Why did I rush towards my room to speak to him I think to myself as I stare at the phone still ringing.

"I am not gonna lift the phone let it ring. He can to talk to his Ananya, he bought ice creams for her when she was sick didn't he so he will be glad talking to her" I tell to myself as I stare at the night sky.

"Stop being a jealous girlfriend and lift the call it might be important"  DJ Nandini says reading a magazine.

"I am not jealous" I answer her back bitchily.

"Take the call then" she tells me still reading the magazine.

Sighing to myself I lift the call.

"What took you so long to lift the call?" I hear his voice on the other side.

'He bought ice cream for Ananya while she's sick I wonder if he will bring me one too ' I think to myself listening to him.

"Well unlike you I am really busy and have stuff to do rather than disturbing people" I tell him rudely. I don't even know why am I jealous 😣😣.

"Woah you seem to be in a good mood (sarcasm) today, what happened?" He asks me concerned.

"I am really busy and not in a mood to talk to you so I am hanging up the call" I tell him .

"Oh you are busy? I thought I could talk to you but it's alright anyways I can talk to Ananya then" he says honestly.

"Wait wait you are going to talk to Ananya?" I ask him jealousy bubbling up again.

"Well yeah since you seem to be really really busy" he says and I can imagine him air quoting ' really really busy '.

"I am not busy now so talk to me" I tell him plainly.

"No worries Chipmunk I don't wanna disturb you I will talk to Ananya she's not as busy as you" he says chuckling at me.

"I am telling you na talk to me so shut up and talk to me" I order him.

"Woah someone seems to be jealous of Ananya " he says laughing at me.

"Manik Malhotra I am not jealous fyki. And stop laughing like a clown or else I will chop you into small pieces and feed to Alex" I say again . He irritates me so much damnit!

"Ohh I am really scared. Ok then I accept that you are not jealous. Anyways tell me what did you do the entire day?" He tells me laughing again and I calm myself down.

"Well nothing much mom said me to just take rest and not to stress myself. What about you? " I ask him quietly.

"I was out the entire day alone..." He trails off.

"But we shouldn't be roaming outside na I mean our elders told us not too" I tell him.

"I don't care about those rules. I went to visit my mom anyways" he says in an idgaf tone.

"Your mom??" I ask him confused. Why would he go out to visit Neyonika aunt?

"My biological mom Chipmunk. I went to visit her grave" he says understanding my confusion.

"Oh.." I trail off not knowing what to say.

"I was missing her badly and visiting her today really did help." He says his tone sadder now.

We both turn silent not knowing what to say. Loosing our loved ones and living without them is really tough.

I let out another sigh staring at the starry sky. I miss my parents too.

"Manik did you notice the night sky today?" I ask him trying to distract both of us from the painful memories.

"Nope what's there to see anyways?" he asks sounding totally disinterested.

"You got to be kidding me! I mean night sky is one of the most beautiful sights a man can witness in his life" I exclaim shocked at his answer.

"Now Manik just listen to me and get your lazy ass out of the bed and go to the balcony observe the stars, the sky you will love it" I continue

"Chipmunk I am not in a mood to watch those Yaar" he whined

"Manik please mere liye do it once for me na" I plead him in an innocent voice.

He sighs and mutters something like "the stuff I do for her".

"I am watching it" he says.

"Isn't it beautiful?" I ask him smiling to myself.

"Well it is beautiful. But I don't want to watch it. It just reminds me of some happy memories which will never happen again. And it reminds me of all the sadness I don't need at all."
He says misery evident in his voice.

"The night sky made me happy once Chipmunk. But now it just reminds me of how lonely I am" he continued.

"Manik you remember what you told me yesterday? You told me that we should be happy and thankful for all  the good stuff that happened. I know that those happy memories will never repeat but won't life be easier if we just be happy instead of being sad and sulk about it?" I tell him suggestively.

"Do you know Manik why I love watching the night sky?" I ask him.

"Nope I don't. Enlighten me" he says, his voice cheerful now.

"Well the night sky reminds me of life. The bright stars are the happy memories of life and the darkness is the sad parts of life.

We wouldn't like the night sky if it only had bright stars or if it only had darkness. It's beautiful because it's a mixture of bright and dark. Same with our life Manik what makes it  beautiful is that there's happiness and there's sad stuff too" I say him.

"Waah kya baat Hain! You can be a great philosopher Chipmunk" his tone honest.

"Well I don't know if I can be a philosopher or not but I will be glad if my words make you feel better" I say hopefully.

"Well they did their work I guess. You know what was the best memory I had under this night sky? My mom feeding me food every night under the moonlight.

It's actually weird that I hated eating food as a child. I would trouble my mom so much and hide in a corner of our terrace so that she won't find me. But my mom was sharper than me. You know she told me this story of a cock faced devil and according to her the devil lived on this coconut tree near our terrace. So she would warn me that if I wouldn't eat this devil would pick me up and poke me with his beak in my eyes.

That story really did work on me. And I would eat out of fear." He says reminiscing all the memories.

I laugh out loud at this little anecdote of his childhood and he joins me.

"We were so innocent during our childhood Manik I mean we used to trust all the stories our mothers used to tell us.

You know what happened once during my childhood, actually I used to drink a lot of water but never ate food properly. It's like everytime I cross the water filter I would drink a bottle of water which kept me bloated most of the time.

So my dad told me that if I continue drinking water I will turn into a fish real soon  and then I should live in a sea instead of living with them. I started crying since I didn't want to leave my family. Then mom told me that I should take few medicines so that I won't turn into a fish. So they used to feed me food everyday telling that  food contains the medicine which will prevent my conversion into fish.

I believed that story until I was in 4th standard"  I tell him and he laughs loudly at this.

"You know Chipmunk I have one of the best memories of my life with  dad under the night sky.

I think I was in 3rd standard when this happened. I had a dance program in my school and I really prepared my best to perform nicely. Dad promised me that he will definitely attend it. I was more excited because both mom and dad will be there and would watch me perform for the first time. But dad couldn't make it because of some emergency condition.

After returning back home I was so angry at dad that I ran away and hid in corner of terrace. I was really sad and I needed some distraction so I started counting stars. But then dad came and disturbed me.

I cried a lot and blamed dad for loosing the count. Then dad said me that all he finds is only two stars. I was confused and asked him how, then he told me that those two stars were my eyes which shine brighter than any of the stars while I am happy. I was happy that dad compared my eyes to the stars and then dad started tickling me. Mom and Cabir Bhai joined us later and then I performed in front of them again. " He shares another part of his childhood with me.

"I really loved my mom a lot Chipmunk. Only if my love was enough for her to stay alive...." He says sighing.

"Manik...tumna you don't feel bad. Your mom will be back in your life very soon, I know it. You know Chachi says that our loved ones who passed away can't stay away from us for long time. So they will be back in our life as our own offsprings. Don't be sad ok your mom will be back in your life as our daughter " I assure him without realising that I used "our"

"Accha so Chipmunk you are already planning for our children?" He asks me which makes me realize what I said.

"Freak! No I didn't mean in that way. It came out of my mouth somehow. I didn't really mean it." I explain myself as my face turns redder every passing second.

"Shh! Calm down. I was just messing with you. But if you have any plans about it remind me I will think about it who knows I might be actually interested." He says teasing me again.

"Manikkkk !!! asshole " I shout at him and he laughs at my expense.

"Chipmunk I am actually sleepy and tired so let's call it a day then! Good night." He says yawning at the end of his sentence.

"Good night. Even I am sleepy" I say as I let out a yawn and hang up the call.

1 hour :58 minutes:49 seconds

I am pleasantly surprised as I check the call duration. Who knew I could talk this long to him without being bored.

I retire to bed with a huge smile on my face kinda excited about the  big day  of our lives.
        
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~ Late night calls, giggles and bickerings, dark circles and some secrets - A step towards beginnings~