i acted surprise
i was not
i was humiliated
i was on the edge

you sucked me in this hole of illusions and lies
you spit me out without even an ounce of guilt
you knew i was on my knees
you kept stabbing me even when i already got buried

until the end
i will fake it
the gasps
i am not surprise
i have been warned
i did not listen
it was you that i want
i cannot be rescued
i am in six feet under
i will fake everything
say you were my savior

07/13