it takes guts to face that you have never lived your life fully. it takes courage to face the thought of not ever getting to the places you have dreamt of or being someone you would have chosen to be when you were a child. it takes a lot; memories, regrets. you send one more prayer, you think, 'does any of it ever reach heaven?'
inevitable. the changes and the non-changed. the last few seconds, you were thinking, 'was i sick my whole life?'

—maybe everyone is