i just gave up on creative titles

so

erm

i may or may not be getting sick and drifting away from wp

gradually

mostly people i have so many ppl i want to to talk to but they keep avoiding me and that kinda makes me sad?
like

what did i do wrong
im sorry im a dck to everyone

i want to change

i really do

i dont want to be angry all the time
i want to be able to make friends and be more.. cheerful
i dont know how  to get rid of angry and stress without just breaking down and crying

and i cant cry because i have no privacy here in my home

this is turning into a ramble oh lark

...

i also wonder how many ppl vote and not read these shtposts

i wonder how those ppl that actually read my shtposts actually care?

since i have some major trust issues

actually to the point i have a hard time beliveing ppl are depressed since the numerous of times of people saying that

people are just that gullible

i can say anything and people think its true without evidence..

but i wont

this it turning out to be another ramble

im going to end this right here and now

- local lark