don't ever ask

and don't ever say

one moment i will shine just like a spark

then when i'm gone, i stray.

cause i'm mad

i'm bad

and sometimes sad

and careless, and young,

and for this life i'm glad

cause i know

someday i'll go

before that, even if i'm gambling with my heart and soul

to the world i despise so dearly

i'm pleased to show

that the self you see 

was never the truth to me

and when i go

i cut this sky into two.

lila.