Ok, i guess this chapter i'm gonna talk about some of my friends that I've been hanging out with this year and give you an update on J

Matthew: We were friends last year but then he got mad because Gracie kept trying to start shit and he stopped hanging out with me. But this year we have talked every night for the past week and he has talked me into making a Clash Of Clans and we've been playing that lately. He's a really great friend and I'm lucky to have him (even if he's not like J)

Lizzie: She became my friend last year when she moved to my school, i didn't like her for a LONG time but this year we also have been hanging out a lot at school and she's basically all i hang out with now.

Gracie: -_- We've been friends since the 9th grade and a lot has happened between me and her. And she would be a great friend if she wasn't such a fucking bitch. One minute she could be your bestfriend and the next she's threatening to throw your secrets out to the school. She did that last year but eventually we made up...I don't know why but we did. And now she's just turned completely bipolar. I think she has that disorder where you have multiple personalities. (i know what the name of it is,  i just don't know how to spell it.)

Ok...so now here's the update on HIM.

He seems to be doing good i guess. Still ignores me but he surrounds himself with a lot of his friends so i guess he's doing fine. Oh and he's replaced me with another person. His name is Gavin...They've been hanging out A LOT lately and, i hate to say this, but it seems like they're a lot closer than what we were. That's the only part that hurts. But i know why though, its because of 8th grade...i told him i was bi and he said he didn't have a problem with it and it was good for the rest of the year, but when 9th grade came around we started drifting apart and i kept having to pull us back together. And then last year was when i realized that i didn't have him for much longer, but i kept trying to fix us. I thought that maybe, just maybe, we could be bestfriends like we used to. And now this year, we're no longer friends and he found a new one and they seem really happy. I hope he's happy, that's all i want. And if he wasn't happy with me, i guess there was nothing i could really do about it.

Till Next Time...

-R