"Stressed spelled backwards is Desserts."

Shraddha was going through her photo album and gulping down chocobars, ice cream being her way to escape the negativity and sadness . Many memories were refreshed in her mind like being hurt on the same wound again but she believed to cherish  about what  happened rather than cry over why it happened. It takes time to accept things specially which hurt and are true. Accepting things is never easy but changing yourself into a person you are not is possibly not the solution. Just because something bad happened to us doesn't mean we need to learn a lesson from it and change ourselves into heartless fucktards, what we need to change is to change the idea of becoming someone we are not. Improve our strengths and balance our weakness and start making a difference. Just because someone acted like a heartless person in the end does not mean they have a stone instead of a heart. It's just something has caused them to become the way they are now and they don't want someone who doesn't care about them pitying on something that is far beyond their understanding. So, they act like a robot which they are far from.
I know I changed myself into the same emotionless teenager but It has it's own positive sides,  you don't have to actually hear pathetic people and there rubbish remarks about your well being, you can do whatever the fuck you want when you don't care about anything. Yeah!  It is a different kind of power, not every person has this power. But, then it has it's own side effects which I have definitely seen on myself. Once we start enjoying our own company, we start getting frustrated between group of people gossiping or chilling. We get angry more easily when we see crowds of people. We get pissed when we cannot be alone because  Earth is overpopulated. Wherever we go we find people and we need to earn and study to grow ourselves which needs us to be friendly . So, being alone just makes us worse with people. I started being my old cheerful, talkative self after I saw the side effects of isolating myself. Obviously, my friends didn't notice these changes because they too have their own problems and Rachel is the kind of person who needs to stress about anything and everything. Despite all my lectures of worrrying will not change anything. stop worrying start enjoying. She is still the same. She will be worried because exams are coming and when they come she will be worried about exams and then she will be worried about the result after that she will be worried about the classmates she will have next session. Inshort,  she is always preoccupied with worrying about how things will workout.
But she is my best friend and I love her.
I saw our class 6th picnic photograph of girls where I am standing at corner and to my left is Rachel and my hand over her shoulders and her hand was clutched to my green coloured school sweater and we both are grinning towards each other like idiots and to Rachel 's left was our classmate chloe who was making an annoyed expression with  a scrunched up nose.
Since, she new Rachel before I met her.
She was jealous of our friendship and how it grew so strong in few years and how we were back to best friends after the fight we had.

I still remember that day when Rachel and I fought about a very silly thing which I still don't know. Rachel and I didn't talk to each other for almost one and half months.
She used to sit with me in the class before our fight and she started sitting with chloe after our fight and that bitch told her that she is correct and I said to her that Rachel is so clingy and gossips too much .
Like seriously how can Rachel believe chloe on this. Chloe and her friend, Betty did what not to ignite the fire between us and they started bullying me by pushing me out of the canteen line, they did not let me talk to Rachel about why she is not talking to me and what the hell is wrong between us. They started Acting like her pussy bodyguards. If I would pass a chit to Rachel, that bitch chloe will first read it and crumple it and throw it in the dustbin. Chloe had a more manly like body structure and was excellent in sports and specially in pushing away people and making them fall. One day I wrote,' I am sorry Rachel. You win the game. ' and passed it to Rachel carefully. It was our last period at school and the bell was about to ring. Rachel came to me with chit and said I am sorry too and we both hugged each other with our heavy shoulder bags on and the shitty face of chloe and Betty was a scene to watch and both us saw their mouth dropped like the opening of a cave. We both laughed and went towards our school bus. Anne was too happy to see both of us back but even she stopped talking to me during the whole thing.

After this fight we didn't had anymore big fights like these where we stopped talking to each other. We did fight a lot to each other still and our friends still wonder how are we best friends when we fight so much and we both laugh sharing a ' we don't want another silly fight to take away this friendship ' look to each other.

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