she made her walls so high it acted like a cage.
Qoute -
" Grief is grief, and whatever grief you have, it follows you like a companion. Whatever you may do , wherever you try to escape, when you turn, you find it staring at you. I have a strange relationship with grief" - Priyanka Chopra.
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Shraddha was a very bright student and happy child from the beginning. She loved smiling faces,stupid jokes, laughing till water flows through eyes. She found these small things cute, memorable and precious.
She was never a money minded person, always ready to help. She always had that B+ in her blood. She always believed that we are here to feel alive, just live ourselves and everything else is just a process developed with time and society.
Everyone suffers from something that causes them to change but it's upon us to decide what change we want and how we want to change ourselves. Many in these process make themselves emotionless and cold -hearted but she believed that there is that small child we were still inside us maybe caged but it's still there. Yes, it needs courage to be the same person even after betrayal or after a big loss but that's what she thought as a challenge. She thought no person is born with a destructive mind or with the thought of being cold hearted, everyone wants to feel the warmth and happiness of a family or friends once in their lifetime, it's the situation which makes the person bad or good, the environment he has been living in makes him what the person he is. She always wanted to make her mom and dad proud of her, she wanted his brother Ash to love her like she does, she wanted to be a good person. She never thought she will stop caring about anyone. She always had hope in her eyes and they glitter brightly when she talked about her dreams like it's already done. Time never stopped for anybody and so for her. She changed with time, became a rebel, stopped caring, started hiding things and did things which she hated when she was a child. It felt like an illusion to her. Everything she had become was something she always hated in others. Maybe she grew old and knew things now, understood why people change this way. But she still was a person with dreams and glitter in her eyes and self motivation.
But one day, all of it suddenly shattered into pieces like the mirror.
She saw her reflected image through the shattered pieces and what she looked was worse than those pieces, she was broken and this time it was bigger than the previous times. She failed at everything. She failed making her parents proud, she failed as a good sister, failed at being a good girlfriend, failed at being a good friend and last one broke her completey she failed at her first step towards her dream.
She never had felt so incomplete and broken. She didn't express herself when she felt broken she laughed harder, smiled often, dressed better, it made her feel like she is making a comeback but it wasn't near to a comeback. She needed strength but had none. She couldn't tell people how she felt. She didn't want them to pity on her. She knew it will take time but she will stand back on her foot.
Giving up is never an option for her. She always fought and will fight till the end.
Time made her go through pain it will heal the pain too.
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