[05] a fair chance
The grand ball had come to a close, and most of the guests had begun to disperse, but Taehyung remained by the balcony, his thoughts heavy. The cool night air drifted in, but it did little to ease the tension that had built in his chest since the conversation with Jungkook.
Namjoon entered the room quietly, his footsteps soft against the marble floor. He leaned against the doorframe, his eyes studying Taehyung for a moment before speaking.
"You know this isn't just about the engagement, right?" Namjoon's voice was calm, but there was an edge to it-an unspoken challenge.
Taehyung didn't respond immediately. His gaze remained fixed on the darkened garden outside. His mind kept returning to Jungkook's departure, the way he had walked away without a fight. Without even a glance back.
"I don't understand," Taehyung murmured, his voice almost lost in the silence. "I never wanted this arrangement, Namjoon. It was a political alliance. I didn't think about him beyond that."
Namjoon stepped closer, his expression serious but not unkind. "I know you didn't, but now he's walking away from it all, and it's affecting you. You're not just upset because of the engagement. It's more than that, isn't it?"
Taehyung turned slightly, his brow furrowing. "I didn't think it would be like this."
Namjoon studied him for a moment, then spoke with a quiet but firm tone. "You never gave him a chance. You saw the engagement as a duty, a political move. And that's fine, but you can't expect someone to stay in a relationship where they're treated like an afterthought, especially when that someone-Jungkook-has his own life and needs. You don't want to annul the engagement simply because it was never real to you, Taehyung. You have to ask yourself if there's more to it. If there's anything there that you want to understand."
Taehyung's eyes narrowed, conflicted. "What do you mean by that?"
Namjoon's expression softened. "Spend some time with him. Take him out, talk to him-not as a fiancé, but as a person. See who he is outside of the political game. He's been stuck in this situation just as much as you have, and it's no surprise he's looking for a way out. But if there's anything you've overlooked about him-about his feelings, his life-you owe it to both of you to see if there's something worth saving."
Taehyung glanced away, processing Namjoon's words. His emotions were a whirlwind-anger, regret, confusion. For so long, he had treated Jungkook as a figure in a political narrative, never giving him the chance to be anything more. And now, seeing Jungkook walk away with that quiet finality, Taehyung felt a strange emptiness that he couldn't ignore.
"You're asking me to-what? Spend time with him like this is some kind of experiment?"
"No," Namjoon said gently. "I'm asking you to face the reality that you might have missed something. I'm asking you to stop thinking of this as a duty and start thinking of it as a relationship. If you still think the annulment is the right choice after that, then so be it. But you can't make that decision without giving him-and yourself-a fair chance."
Taehyung ran a hand through his hair, frustration and guilt pressing in on him. "I don't even know where to start. I was never supposed to care about him this way."
Namjoon's voice softened with understanding. "Then you start by giving him the space to show you who he really is. You might be surprised."
Taehyung stood silently for a long moment, the weight of the conversation settling around him. Finally, he gave a small nod. "I'll think about it. I don't know if I can fix this... but maybe I should try."
Namjoon smiled faintly, relieved. "It's all about trying, Taehyung. You won't know until you do."
As Namjoon turned to leave, Taehyung stood still, his mind still racing with possibilities.
The hours seemed to stretch on as Taehyung stood by the window in his working chamber, his gaze drifting in and out of focus. Jungkook had left him rattled in a way he hadn't expected. It wasn't just the possible end of an engagement-he had expected that-but the loss of something else, something he hadn't even realized was there until it was gone. It gnawed at him, a dull ache in his chest that wouldn't ease.
For years, he had poured himself into his empire-his duties, his power, the relentless need to build, to grow, to conquer. He had filled his life with everything that required action, but in the process, he had forgotten what it meant to simply be. And now, Jungkook-the man he was supposed to marry-was slipping away, and Taehyung was left standing in the aftermath, surrounded by questions.
He moved to his desk, but the papers before him blurred. He couldn't focus. His mind refused to land anywhere but on Jungkook. He could hear Namjoon's words, the simple advice: Spend time with him. Get to know him. It wasn't a demand. It was a chance, an opportunity to understand what had been slipping through his fingers. But what if it was too late? What if it had all been a performance-a role he'd never fully committed to, a game that was never his to play?
He stared at the desk, the weight of his responsibilities suddenly feeling far less important than it had a few hours ago. The empire, his empire, had been built on certainty-on what he could control, what he could make happen. But now, standing in the quiet of his room, he realized how little control he had over the one thing that had always eluded him: connection. How had he missed this?
He had ignored it for too long. He had treated Jungkook like a detail in a plan, never seeing him as anything more. And now, the reality of his absence was louder than any royal decree, more pressing than any battle won or lost.
Namjoon had been right-get to know him. But the thought of that scared him more than he cared to admit. How could he undo months of distance? How could he unravel a life built on duty and power to make room for something else?
He wasn't sure. He wasn't sure of anything anymore. But for the first time in a long while, he found himself willing to try.
The next morning, Taehyung stood in front of the mirror, his fingers brushing the fabric of his clothes, as though he could feel his own uncertainty through them. His usual royal attire-sharp and structured -felt foreign today, as though it no longer fit the man he was trying to become, or at least the man he was trying to understand.
He was supposed to meet Jungkook, but it wasn't as an emperor. No, this had to be something else. Not a ruler and his subject, not a political figure and his fiancé. It had to be two people, standing together, trying to make sense of what had never really been said between them.
He chose something simpler. Dark, elegant, but muted. The black vest felt snug against his chest, it was a look that didn't shout for attention. It wasn't about impressing anyone. He couldn't wear the emperor's robes today. The formality of it all-of everything-had to be set aside, at least for this moment. He wasn't sure what he was expecting from Jungkook, but this time, it had to be real, not the version of him everyone expected him to be. Not the emperor. Just Taehyung.
He paused before the mirror, and for a moment, he didn't see himself at all. Not the man who stood with the weight of an empire, not the one who could command armies or bend the will of nations. He saw the uncertainty in his eyes, the kind that came from being lost somewhere between who you were and who you were supposed to be.
He looked at the note he had written, the words feeling heavier than they should.
I would like to talk. Can we meet? I'm free this afternoon.
It was so simple, just a bunch of words put together but it couldn't compare to the storm brewing in his stomach.
With a soft exhale, he sealed the letter. His request, his plea, wasn't for anyone but Jungkook. He handed it to a servant, watching them leave with the message, and for the first time in a long while, Taehyung felt as though he had no plan. No strategy. No control.
It was both terrifying and freeing.
He turned back to the mirror, his reflection once again a man caught between the remnants of what had been and the quiet possibility of what might be. No more grand gestures, no more empire. Just two people. Alone.
The letter rested in Jungkook's lap like an unopened invitation to a fate he was desperately trying to rewrite. It felt heavier than it should, as though the words inside were weighted with inevitability. His fingers brushed the edges of the seal, tracing the faint grooves of Taehyung's insignia, smudging the wax as though that might erase the message entirely. Delivered through a servant, sealed like a decree. And yet, the handwriting... it was rushed, uneven. He could almost feel the hesitation in the strokes, the way the "t" at the end of "meet" barely held itself together.
It was not a command, and that unsettled him. Commands could be refused, ignored, even resented. This was different. This felt like a question-and questions demanded answers.
Jungkook turned the letter over in his hands, his stomach twisting. He had spent days crafting his escape, breaking free from the confines of a story that demanded his ruin. His first step, the annulment, should have set the stage. Taehyung would meet Lee Hwayoung, fall for her, and Jungkook would step aside, unscathed. It was how the story was supposed to go. How it needed to go to avoid his death.
But Taehyung hadn't even glanced at the heroine during the ball. He hadn't spared her a thought. Instead, his attention had lingered elsewhere-on Jungkook, of all people. That single-minded focus, that refusal to let the engagement go, it unnerved him. It wasn't part of the script. And now, this letter.
Jungkook pressed his thumb against the fold of the paper, feeling the faint indentations beneath the surface. Had Taehyung hesitated when he wrote it? Had he been unsure? Or was this yet another move in a game Jungkook didn't know how to play?
He leaned back in his chair, tilting his head toward the ceiling, the sunlight catching the sharp line of his jaw. Outside, the world carried on-the hum of the court, the murmur of distant voices-but it all felt distant, like the faint outlines of a life he was no longer part of.
The story was changing. He could feel it, deep in his bones, shifting around him like an unseen force. Every step he took to avoid his fate seemed to draw Taehyung closer, tethering him tighter to the emperor's orbit. It was as though the threads of the tale had rewoven themselves to tighten the bond they were meant to sever.
Jungkook placed the letter on the desk beside him, his movements slow and deliberate. He told himself he wouldn't answer. That he couldn't afford to answer. This was how the story would trap him, how it would drag him toward the villain's fate he was trying so hard to escape.
And yet...
The words lingered in his mind, soft and insistent. The small, nagging flicker of something he couldn't quite name. Not curiosity. Not yet. But the kind of pull that keeps you tethered to a moment, a possibility, a question unanswered.
Jungkook sighed, his fingers twitching toward the letter as though compelled by some unseen force. He knew he shouldn't open it. Knew that to respond would only blur the lines he was trying so hard to draw.
But still, he didn't move. Didn't leave.
Not yet.
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