"Play di sumn n stop play nuh Jehv." I say pulling his hair since he's laying down on my lap.

"Ow, aah, aah, mi a guh play it. Leggo mi hair."

He plays it and I let his hair go. I don't know why he's the one with the remote. He plays too damn much.

Sometimes I forget that he's 28. Man a soon 30 n nuh av no pickney. Cyaa too seh nun cause Zidane a 31 n Kev a 30 n dem nuh av none either.

I feel something on my lips. Jehvaughn. His finger.

He has his thumb pressed against my lips and he's just staring at it.

Him doing that makes my insides feel all tingly. "Watch di sumn."

I whisper and his eyes flicker to mine. Man.

"I am."

Feel like fi slap him. "Di show, Jehv."

"Oh, but yuh gwaan like yuh did a watch it. N mi a guh tell yuh dis, first n last time n mi nuh waa mi haffi tell yuh again. Nuh call mi suh."

Eh? "Wah? Jehv?"

He grabs my shirt and pulls me down to him, "Wah mi jus seh? If yuh call mi nuh one more time mi a guh fuck it out a yuh."

My eyes widen and I look over at Neika. They're on a different couch, not paying us any mind. In their own world. "Y yuh haffi seh dat?"

"Because mi waa actually fuck it out a yuh. N mi like wen yuh call mi Jehvaughn."

Y mi like wen him behave suh? It's not disrespectful it just turns me the fuck on.

"Yaa guh watch di sumn or not. Cause mi would a love fi bring yuh back upstairs."

I roll my eyes and look at the TV screen. Him need fi learn how fi control him self eno. Wi in front a people. Matter a fact, him sister much less.

Mi nuh waa shi hear wi a talk bout fuck in front a har. If a did waa next man then yes.

Down in the middle of the movie he starts moving.

"Yuh c dem sumn yah. Foolishness."

"Just shut the fuck up n watch h di sumn."

He chuckles, "C dat now. Love the attitude. Waa next thing fi fuck out a yuh. Keep it up n c if mi nuh mek yuh bawl."

"Jehvaughn?"

"Yes baby."

Fuck. I hate when guys call me that when we're not dating but Jehvaughn is an exception.

I lo- no, what? What the fuck was I going to say?

No fucking way. I feel a hand under my chin pulling me down. "A wah mek yaa look pon mi suh? Love mi or sumn?"

My heart skips a beat. Dat cyaa right. "Yuh good baby?"

I nod. I don't have the words to speak at the moment. I can't actually love him already right? We aren't even dating.

Well it wouldn't be weird since I've been around him since I was a baby. And I've liked him on multiple occasions.

Other than the fact that he was my first crush when I was growing up. He was the only person I liked until I met such man.

And it took quite some time for me to get over him. I guess I forgot about that. Or my feelings didn't change.

We watch that and then the other 4 for the rest of the night. Jehvaughn didn't complain for the rest of the night either.

He was actually enjoying it.

So the time when he was talking to me, he just wanted to annoy me.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

I wake up to knocking on the door. I look at the time and it currently 8 in the morning.

Kmt. Who a come wake mi up in a di early morning now?

No one is awake yet so I'll have to go. Opening the door I see two police standing there.

I squint my eyes because of the sun and I literally just open my eyes. "Yes?"

"Zamora Edwards?"

"Yeah." I yawn and cover my mouth. "A wah? Mi duh sumn sir?"

"The ex-girlfriend of Romaine, yes?"

Kiss mi bloodclaat teeth, "Mhm."

"Wi find him dead this morning ."

My eyes widen. To bloodclaat. "Eee. Dem kill him in deh?"

"No. Romaine come out a jail last week."

"Really? Mi neva know dat cause mi neva deh yah n mi jus come back yesideh. Well sorry fi hear but wah dat haffi duh wid mi? As you said before, ex-girlfriend."

They look at each other, "Jus a mek yuh know n wi waa ask some questions. Weh yuh did deh last night?"

"In yah a watch show. Unuh feel seh mi kill him? Mi nuh av time fi him. N mi seh mi jus come back from Trelawny yesterday n tiad."

"Who n yuh did deh home?"

Know seh mi nuh like dem sumn yah. If mi did waa fucking kill Romaine, mi kill him from di same day.

Mi feel it seh him dead in a waa way but mi nuh really feel it that much. "Best friend, har brother n har man."

"A who dat?" Mi hear smaddy ask from behind mi.

Look roun fi c Jehvaughn, Kev n Neika. "Dem mi did deh yah wid wull night n wi guh sleep afta 3 dis morning."

"Police? A wah deh gwaan?"

"Dem seh Romaine dead." I don't look at them to see their reactions. Who cares anyways? "Nun else?"

"You don't seem surprised at all." The older one said.

I shrug. "People die. Not like he's special. And sir, mi might nuh show it but mi surprise. Mi jus nuh know wah fi seh wen unuh come wake mi up out a mi bed suh early."

They nod, "Well, we'll keep you updated."

Fi fucking wah? Wi done lef already. I don't say that and I don't say anything else. "Yuh good?"

Neika asks as soon as they drive away. "Mi good. Naa guh kill up mi self ova it. Mi shock but that's that. N me neva know seh him come out a jail."

Jehvaughn is just standing there stretching. Not a care in the world. "Suh wah dem a ask yuh bout it fah?"

"A ask mi weh mi did deh last night n who n mi did deh yah." I close the door and we walk back to the living room. I lay down still tired.

Jehvaughn walks over to me lifting my head and putting it back on his lap as he sits. "Mek dem fuck off."

Kev looks at Jehvaughn but doesn't say anything. Jehvaughn is also looking at him. "Well, at least him naa guh come torment yuh fi deh back wid him."

"Deh back wid who? Yuh mussi mad." Jehvaughn says with his hand in my hair. "A nuh like seh wi neva waa kill him from before. Him still dead. Anyways, off a dat. Wi a guh back guh sleep or wah?"

Jehvaughn did want to kill him. Both him and Zidane. If they actually killed him Kev would also be in it since Kev was also saying the same thing as them.

What if they killed him? But no, wi deh yah wull night till early dis morning. N a me Jehvaughn sleep wid.

Mi naa seh a dem either cause mi nuh know. N mi nuh want it be dem suh mi naa guh think bout it.

"Mi waa eat first. Mi belly deh yah a grumble like mi nuh nyam wull day n di day jus start."

Hungry yf. Wah kind a thing dat? How yuh fi deh dead fi hungry when yuh jus wake?

"Jehvaughn yaa guh mek sumn?"

"Me?" He looks down at me. "If yuh want."

"Mi will mek sumn." Kev says, "Come on B. Wah unuh av in a di kitchen fi breakfast?"

Oh yes. Kev loves to cook. He's always cooking, him and Jehvaughn. Men who loves to cook for their girl is top tier.

They go to the kitchen leaving me laying in Jehvaughns lap and him staring at me.

His stare is something I just can't get used to. He's a bit too cute it makes me feel weird.

I like it but it just makes me feel too noticeable. I'm not even shy, I'm an outgoing person.

So Jehvaughn makes me feel shy. "Yuh cute eno."

He smiles, "Really. Neva hear yuh seh dat before. A wah fly up in a yuh head this morning?"

"Ute, yaa cyaa jus tek di compliment."

"Mi a guh tek di compliment yes but mi waa bother yuh first. Since wen yuh think seh mi cute?"

"Mi always think yuh cute, Jehvaughn. Cause yuh damn cute. Sometimes mi think yaa did fish the way how yuh nice. N before yuh start mi naa call yuh fish."

He doesn't say anything for a while, "Mi neva know yuh could a surprise mi more Zamora. Now mi jus a guh fall in love more. Sometimes yuh need fi stop eno. Now you too cute."

I smile and shake my head.

~Done~