A few years from now
You're going to put down the gun
For the, fourth or fifth time now

And a few years from then, you will thank yourself.
Because you'll have what you want

Or maybe not.

Maybe you'll be in the same spot
Staring down the barrel of a gun or the edge of a razor blade
But wait! Wait!

A few years from then
You'll thank yourself
Because you will have what you want

Or maybe not

But you have to keep trying