Three semi-alchemists? I do not think I should go to college ... Well, is he handsome? "

It was the answer that returned to the fellow teacher asking the child's image. Jadeok was silent, yeah .. He answered shortly and shook his lips, which had no taste, with water.

# Forbidden Name

 I walked to a bar last night operated by my old friend.

Since my job was a job, I was very careful after taking my appointment. The old friend A seemed to be unhappy while he understood. I must apologize, I apologize and I promised since March that I did not practice until the second semester.

 The bar where my friend is in madam was gravitating to the alley of the downtown area. The confrontation with a friend was pleasant, but it was awkward to put a foot on the shop.

Jadee met both her first lover and her second lover at this store. I did not go to a friend's shop and went for a romance, but there was a strange atmosphere in the store.

What I found in the tide was still a bluish neon. A sent a lemon drop of fluorescent light as soon as he saw the rooftop.

A friend whom I met in six months asked a very private question instead of saying hello.

Do you have a lover?

no. It's been a while.

Great. I caught one as soon as I came. You have a real shop with us.

As I moved my gaze to the ear of my friend, I came into contact with a clean man who was a little bit away from the floor. Suddenly surprised, Jadeuk hurriedly turned his head.

When the ball rose red, the friend laughed and laughed.

There was no such thing as a prodigal verse to check his face again right away. It took more than 10 minutes until I looked back.

There was no man in the place before. I looked around without knowing, but I could not find a man. Disappointing emotions like that,

"Are you looking for someone?"

There was a man who was blushing and turning his gaze.

"no.."

The man sat casually in the next seat. The man was overflowing with a jade that rolled his eyes without mind.

The man in slacks in a clean black shirt was nice. I had a personal idea that the loafers with tassels on the ends of the long braided legs and the peach bones that peeked over them were wonderful.

How old was he? There was no sense of heterogeneity in space because it was a strangely sophisticated impression. I'm a college student ...

The man laughed as he blinked in half with his big eyes as he faced the snow.

"Did you come alone?"

My friend replied instead, asking for a personality that hides the day.

It's my friend. I came to play today. He was a teacher and he should not be a model for others.

When I added a few words to it, I heard a noise from my mouth without knowing it. A friend asked her mouth. The profession of teachers in the world nowadays is a very disparate job from this tendency. There was nothing good to take out of my mouth.

"Oh, teacher. Great. "

The man asked if he could open the cigarette. Jadeok nodded silently and shook his liquor in one mouth and lighted the cigarette.

"Do not you want to drink shochu second?"

I did not answer it, but my friend said to me by knocking on my shoulder. I think it was a rumor.

It seems that the day was not regulated. It was the night that felt like the departure of life.

There was also a drunken alcoholic drink. I would never do it if it was usual, but I need a space to drink easily, I pulled the man home.

I do not want to say I went naive. So I adjusted myself too much and the man drank well in the chest. The ranges of doses were different.

The man was a fascinating person. As the odor began to come up, I felt like a cat. There was no room for refusing to sleep with a man who knew that it was an explicit temptation. There is no pledge to contact you in the future, but the man in front of you was greedy even by the body alone.

We did not give names to each other. This relationship was the first to an innocent rose.

"Teacher."

Sometimes a man whispered into his ear in relation to his ears, and his body creeped over his body. The man was quite rough, except for the sweetness pipe, which would make the voice alone.

It was good sex if daringly asked. The body of the man under the cloth was hard to see, and had a sexy taste. It was radical but passionate. The hand was more gentle than necessary.

After the sex, I had a question about whether it is really a one-nighter relationship because I am tender.

Teacher...

It looked as if I remembered the emotions of love that I had forgotten in the hand of looking straight at my eyes and handing my hair behind my ears.

It was a good calf-like eye. In his eyes, Jadeok thought that the man in front of him was younger than himself. I looked purity. I felt something like the experience I had seen somewhere but I did not remember well.

It was after the Dongtan morning morning that all the sensation was suddenly emerged suddenly that I saw the back of the man who left the house with his contacts.

When I felt the shock to my memory, and when I ran out of the front door and checked the back of the man on the third floor veranda, he was carried away in a taxi and disappeared.

school...

In the form of a memory that reveals a faint outline, Jadeok became cold at the back as if the blood of the whole body had cooled down at once.

I do not know if he's a resemblance, he or she has a brother ...

How old is he?

I rushed to school one month earlier than the time I went to work. As soon as I recall the memories, I found a man not difficult to rummage through the attendance.

He was not a stranger, a brother or a resident. It was so clear to me.

Jadee buried his face in the palm of his hand.

Oh My God....

There was no courage to go before the class. I asked my colleague teacher the name of the man. I did not know what kind of spirit I was teaching all day.

There was no room in the music room on the roof of the container. The man on the rooftop was a high school student who was not in the uniform because he was in uniform. As you can see the face of the woman without the toilet, the man was transformed from man to child in a moment. It seemed that my body was stiff and inclined. The child pulled his hand strong and drew the rope into the music room.

"What are you doing ... ! "

"Shh, people come and go."

Suddenly ... Suddenly ... As the footsteps slowly disappeared, the child slowly unfastened his grip on his firmly grasping arm and took off his right hand, which was placed on the mouth of Jadeok.

"Sorry."

"......"

"Teacher Kim Jae Deok. 4 class teacher ... "

His history, coming out of his mouth, came unrealistically. Jadee stares blankly at the boy's black eyes.

"I'm Suwon. Jangsuwon. "

"......"

"You know me?"

Without listening to the answer, the child lightly kissed Jadee's lips.

+

All of these things started out with this knife.

c2

The leaves are filled with water, the banks are yellow, the autumn flowers are blooming, and the children 's taste is revived. It was the season of overgrowth.

Jae Deok, who scrolls through the scenes of the four semi-annihilated areas, laid down a textbook on the desk and sigh a long time. I think it would be a good idea to have a sense of time when I was in the class, but most of the children seemed to be sleeping. It was a gruesome scenery, except for some burning in school heat.

 I know that most of the science of earth science is not interesting, but I am worried a little about whether it is the problem of the method of teaching itself because it is because of the additivity.

Let's try the board. No ... I do not have much time to go to school anyway.

Jadee, who has thought up to this point, forgets to wake the children. However, the vice principal or the principal did not look at this, so I looked around the hall. Then my chest sat down.

4 When I encountered the eyes of Jangsuwon who was staring at the classroom, Jae-deok was hanging on his back and sneezing came out. A few children who were amazed at the sound looked around.

Why is that child hanging on our half-window?

One child walks in the bus. The eyes of Suwon who looked at the jadeuk which was long for a long time were bent in half moon.

 # Science preparation room

"Why are you here?"

"I have to ask Mr. Kim Jae-deok."

Jadee was nervous about the smiling child.

The biologist who disappears like a fleeting saying that he is going to leave first seems to be not interested in hearing science class because this child is a performance art class. Physics teacher, chemistry teacher too. I did not have a person in the office today because I was not returning from the office room. In the breathtaking science preparation room, there was only the water source that kept herself and her side.

I do not like to mix things and I do not want to care about them.

The child does not take any action but is looking at himself. The sun was nervous and sat in the glow, and I was tired of the silence. I was tired of this, but the longer this time, the more I could not endure. In the end, Jadeok shook the white flag first.

"Why do not you go home and do it here?"

He does not seem to have waited just for the moment.

"I want to mix with the teacher."

Oh, this routine approach. Jadeuk could not bear this childishness.

Why do you keep doing that? Why do not you call me? Why do not you reply?

The child came to ask for such a thing. After coming out of the music room like a runaway, the child caught up with the hardship. I felt a feeling of panic close to that persistence.

I also needed my own preparation, so I found out about my child.

The answer in a lump is' good looking ',' not going to college ','

I heard it strangely that I did not study well and had no idea of ​​entering college, but I did not deeply recognize it. I have nothing to do with myself anyway ...

It was surprising that the teacher had a high level of credibility. When I think about drinking alcohol and smoking,

I think I'm acting like I'm acting more than I need. Where did you learn such a thing? Did the tendency find out? What route did you go to the store? When was the first time ...

So far my face has risen as I thought.

Let's face it ... Let's face it ...

"Because you're so shy, you're here."

Once I mixed the horse, I started to go round and round the science preparation room to see if I could afford it. If there is no sanction, I will try to touch the cabinet desk and teachers desk. I left it unpleasant, however.

When I approached the area with a quiet foot, I was stiff and tense. When I felt the back of my back, I felt sweat in my hand.

I pinched my hand on my shoulder and whispered to my ear with a neat voice.

"I was so sexy when you wrote a letter to me."

I fell in love with the child. A surprised child is a naive expression.

The faces of the girls, as well as the boys, seemed to have sounded strange. The eyebrows were thick and straight and were male. I was buried when I was worn out, but I was in the mood, and yet I was making a childlike look.

I was wrapped around my fingers by my fingers. There was an echo in the body. I felt guilty for myself when my heart was pounding.

You should not avoid it. There is no way I can avoid it. I have to make sure.

"That day was a mistake.

Suddenly the child 's expression was distorted and Jadeuk stopped talking.

A silent silence settled the science lab. No one lifted his mouth and the outside wind killed the sound. Suhyun, who had been staring at Jadeuk's face for a long time, turned his expression to his seat as if he had been.

"Would not it be unfair for you to commit such a sin?"

He pulled the chair and came close to him, and sat down to the back of his body.

"That's about as far as I can get, I guess."

"do not say that!"

I was so angry. Suwon 's decisive face is making a gentleman'

I questioned the identity of fear. I was confident that I was a sincere and good life. It was only an unusual sexual orientation that burdened me in my mind. There was a kind of obsession that had to have a general and plain value as a teacher even though the head knew it was not bad. I can not change my tendency, but at least I was not going to expose the grave in the bridle of work.

I could not forgive myself for touching a child who did not fill twenty. Apart from the propensity, this is a definite crime. I was disgusted because it seemed to be the same level of human beings as the ones I saw in the news.

I was hurt by myself who made a sudden judgment that was weak in temptation. Could this memory be erased?

Maybe I'm hiding in the word mistake. A little more honestly, you have to acknowledge your mistakes and understand your child in a higher-dimensional way. The child is someone who has seen his bottom. It lies strangely within the boundaries of reality and beyond. The idea of ​​living the reality every day was harsh.

"I'll come here often, sir.

If you look at Suwon's eyes, you will not have the flexibility and understanding of your own way of thinking, like your own way of teaching children to sleep.

She was surprised by the child's behavior when she was spraying her wrists, but the child quickly grinned, leaving only a slight kiss on the ball side.

"I like."

"......"

In the science preparation room where the child first went out, only his own remains, and he greets the darkness.

The feeling of guilt crushed the body.

c3

I asked why I came here.

I swear to the child. Yes. I was so foolish and I was so starving that I did not know whether it was shit or miso.

Jadeok finally recognized his aesthetic response.

With this tendency, people will become unintentionally irritable and equipped with more than necessary defenses. Some may live in a comfy bed, but Jadeok has been careful for his everyday life. But once. It is the one time shaking that the days of silver and peace are closing.

Jadee is ludicrous and I am encouraged that I should now draw a line and clean it up.

# Flying

The beginning of fortune routines is always the character of Suwon.

Teacher. wake up.

Teacher. It's morning.

Teacher. See you later.

Answer A character that does not give a single is more like a child.

And I steadily get middle letters. Where are you going? If you are walking in the hallway, where are you going? If you share a chat with a fellow teacher, are you close with the teacher? I do the same thing. When I look around, I grin at my feet and shake my hand.

And by the end of the lesson, I come to the science preparation room, the home of Jadeok. Scientific teachers now seem to have gotten used to Suwon. I do not know the speed of jade, and she does not even take classes, so why does she like you? do. I do not know what to say, so if I smile slowly, they will take care of themselves.

I found out that he and I were tired, drunk, and ate there, and rubbed it.

Suwon still took a work stamp in the science preparation room where teachers all day today. If I sit down without ignoring my opponent, I will release my story alone. I am exhausted and I am looking at myself again without saying anything. When Jadeok gets up for work, I wake up and follow him to the front door. If you go to the front of your house, you may have creeps, but you do not get too smart.

What he wants from me is ...

Jadeok first thought about the worst.

Is it necessary to extort pocket money for outing? Or do you need a comfortable bedspread to comfortably fit under my feet ...

A very calm, pretentious masturbation is a natural personality that makes you kiss or skins in unexpected areas. Anyway, it is not usually a child. I do not think it would be appropriate for me to cope with it,

I like. From the moment I confessed, everything seemed different and made me feel better.

I do not know how seriously I should listen to a child psychologist who says that he is good, but it is hard to ignore. I see your eyes. I feel that the eyes of a child who is climbing up in a somewhat heated manner seem instinctively to say that it is not a kind of fear to be purely pure. Nevertheless, the fear that I feel is actually the emotion that comes from my sinful feeling.

The start was so wrong. I was not sleeping ... but I did not sleep because I felt that day.

I've been following you since you've liked me for a long time. I was peeping at the opportunity. Or, once I slept coincidentally, I think my body is like that. I think that's enough. No matter how long I've been flying, I'm not twenty years old.

Where have you learned such a thing at that age? Although it is an instinctive act, the actions of their world must be professionally clear ...

For example, you may not be the first man of your child.

No, wait ... Is it a low profile idea? If he was the first man, his behavior would be different. It is the responsibility of the teachers to touch the students because of the sensitivity of the era of Pungyong.

Since then, I have searched for my anonymity, but I have nothing but basic information about my child. I do not play with my friend at that age, but when I finish the class, I always run to here and sit at 6 o'clock.

I think of a friend of the child, and in the meantime, the sweat was cold in the equilibrium.

Does a friend know about the child's propensity? If I was a friend of mine, I slept with my teacher. I could boast about it. The network of boys and girls is quietly spreading ... and if that goes in the ears of teachers ...

no. Coming out is that easy. If a child thinks of himself, he will not come out so easily.

I was worried about my safety better than a child, but I felt like a snob when I was sitting on my tongue.

I was like this garbage.

"Teacher."

As the flow of consciousness progressed, the child suddenly poured out his horse and trembled.

"I used to think that it would be exciting to be an invisible person once in a while. You can go in there and go crazy ..."

"......"

"But I do not think it's fun.

I wonder what kind of lame it looks like I suddenly ask questions that I really want to ask.

"Are you going to mix with me?"

Oh ... That's it.

When I think about it, I did not mix words with my child because I thought I would not get sick after I kissed the ball. I thought I should not give at least food even if I can not stop the coming guy. I do not want to answer to the question of Jae - duk on the child question. I was drowsy and I was avoiding my body.

"Are you mad at me?"

I looked up at the dreamy child and chewed on the word fire. Hara ...

"Are you mad."

I had a voice in front of my child for a long time indeed. The child raises his eyebrows as if he is surprised.

"why?"

 When he came to me with a friendly face, Jadeuk tightened his mouth with Hanilja.

"... you lied to me."

"What lie?"

I tried to regret it from a short period of time.

If the child was an adult ... Even though he was only two years older than now, did things change a lot from now?

I come back to the first question again. What does this child think of this situation? Rituals Once you go to bed, it is so easy to go to bed twice. The child must be thinking about himself and the second bed. I do not have to be able to come up with the saying that I like it.

Nevertheless, it is a lie if you do not feel stupid to say that you are happy with a handsome, innocent face. That makes you sick.

I woke up slowly from the chair and attached my body close to myself. When there is no reaction, the water source becomes bold. He raised his hand on his face and lifted his chin, but the jade did not move.

"... Did not you like it?"

In a word, Jadeok took a breath and swallowed it. The finger touches the volley vividly and grabbed it to the ear. My mouth muscles became hard.

"I told you it was good to hang."

"......"

"Good, good."

My molar muscles are sluggish.

He pulled his face back and shook his hand. The stiff facial expression was not hidden.

"... Do not panic."

Is it anger for mockery? Or is it a disgust for yourself. The moment of hearing the warning, the anger reached the pole.

I set my body up and away from my child. When he gets up, Suwon also raises his body.

The one time guide was so famous in Yangban school, and I was not irritated about the quality of my own, but the first time I heard my voice, I realized that Suwon was a bit embarrassed.

 "I say again, but I do not run away with a mistake. I was stupid when I was filing a report.

I can not tell if I am talking to him, or what I am saying to him, or what he is saying. Whatever part I was touching, obviously I touched the backbone and the anger shook my hand. I am not accustomed to anger and I am angry and it is hard for me to bear the pain. Feeling like a tear, Jadeuk held out his trembling voice.

"I heard that you are studying well, you are a good girl.

"... ... "

"That's why I left it."

Teacher. He comes up with a loud voice and stops with his right hand and pauses and does not come any more.

That's it. Let's draw a line.

I want to control my heart beating like crazy.

"If you knew that you were your age, you would not even mix with a little girl like you."

"......"

"I know you are a student, but I do not see it as a kid."

"......"

"So stop."

The child's face suddenly becomes embarrassed. Jadeok's feelings became more exciting. For the first time, he was above the child.

"Then what was that day?"

"... ... "

"I like it."

The unexpected naive answer burst into a snare.

I did not doubt or ignore the child's heart, but needed an insulting and intense room to keep the child from expecting him anymore.

"I'm sorry ... "

"......"

"I do not care about a child like you."

The face of Suwon who was listening to the story quietly settles cold and starts to fix my luggage. Soon, I turned my backpack over and took a quick pace. After he passed himself slowly, he slammed the science preparation room and slipped away, and Jadeok, standing on the floor, stood on his chair and fell down on his chair.

I was not accustomed to the emotions I had squeezed out of my mind.

It's over.

I did not know what was the end, but I just felt it. He buried his head in his palm and breathed his breath.

What am I going to do? Can the teacher continue? Is it like news? Are you going to eat some beanbags for underage adultery? Are you getting all your outs from your parents and people around?

do not know. I do not know. I have a headache. I just ... I was just fine now.

The tears were gone.

c4

Friend A is the same age as a human being with the same tendency, and it was a sincere amount of five years that it succeeded in career change after the prefecture which is suitable for the year-end. At one time, there seemed to be a dream to live in a peaceful life, but even now, due to the shrine, it was the owner of a uneven life to live in. Jodok, who was desperate for bamboo forests, gave a call to A at the end of his worries.

[Uh, Kim Jae Deok. Did you have fun on that day?]

I do not hate the temper of A who spit out a low-key word and spit out a fussy smile, but Jadee could not smile because it was a matter of time. With a dying voice -

"If I go to work and go to jail, when I get out, buy some tofu and give me some rice."

[It sounds like something. Fuck me.]

If the answer goes out of my mouth, A can not stand it. Oh, say it! It gives a bad character.

Confessions with tight eyes and shame. And once after silence.

Come on! Ha ha ha ha! Hey, what? It's hard! Ha ha ha ha! I saw your eyes with me! Swallow! Ha ha ha ha!

Thanks to A who laughs over the phone, I feel like I am going to oxidize my soul with a shaved head, but I feel like I am comfortable with it. Now, I decided to ignore the feeling that this ridiculous street will go on for 10 years.

# Secret

Kakakakaka -

As soon as he saw his face, he made a bizarre laugh. Ten years later, he could not endure his friend. A, who is laughing, is now all over his back. I am sorry for him, I apologize and apologize to him.

It was a weekend, and a smile like Madame laughs like a crazy shop. Something interesting happened, but the guests shook the floor. Even his gaze was burdensome, he covered his face with his hand and bowed his head. If you leave a friend who is a maid, you will come twice in a row in a neighborhood where you will not come well.

"Let me introduce you."

"The crazy guy says it like straight?"

"This is what happened to your store, so you must be responsible."

"What do you want me to do with you?"

The matter has already been shattered by telephone. It was a story that I saw when I shook my head.

Did you remember a hot man you met at the store that day? Eyes turn on his face and his ears melt in his voice. I tried to be the first one in the world. Well, is not he going to stay at work? I am going to go to the place where I am going to be damn good, and when I have a chance, I run like a white horse running around in a snowy field, so I can barely get rid of it, I can not get rid of it. I do not want to talk about what I like to say that I like the socially popular thing. In the end, I made the worst choice to assure a 10 - year - old child to be a man like you and not even a man like you.

A who listened to the story laughed excitedly.

I was a little more patient than I was.

You are a child, and I am an adult.

I know you have not been mature enough to cope with the action you have made on the subject. A child who ignored me without properly calling my name because I was worried about my well-being.

I do not know what A means, but it makes the rosiness quite serious.

Lastly, the eyes that looked at myself were not forgotten. The characters who were sincere and annoyed were dismissed, and even the footsteps to the science preparation room disappeared for three days.

Sudden change of mind, I had two opposite feelings. I am waiting for disposal and - ........ I can only admit that I can not accept the words if I choose the words.

Why is human psychology different? I felt trembling to such a degree that it would be ridiculous to feel dismal at a broken character or step.

Do not be crazy.

Every time I went to the store, A scratched the upper sugar of the lemon drop out of her finger, and Jadeuk slowly leaned over the floor.

I suddenly realized that I was good at telling A. After 10 years of ludicrous, I was calmed down after the conversation with A. A had a mysterious trick that made serious things a glow with the magic word of going to work, or going to work.

Yes. Do not be crazy.

Though I can not be sure this is the end of the line, I was glad I ended up here on this line. I began to get tired of my own.

"Hey."

Suddenly, in the voice of A calling me, Jadee grabbed his head and stared at A.

I ... I ....

Front Wan pointed to the front door of the shop, which was far away, and continued to wear it. I turned around and saw the place, and the pupil was enlarged enormously. I hid myself in front of the front desk with A in front of me.

Hey. Why are you hiding?

I want to ask myself.

Kung-kwang Kung-bang BPM Kicked to calm the heart that climbed A's foot, which strikes herself,

The forgotten child 's three - syllable suddenly floated over the head.

Jangsuwon.

Is that crazy ?!

"I do not think you're bold when you hear that the boss is a friend, are you?" "Or did you say you were going to see it?"

I did not see what I was doing wrong. It is certainly. The child was right.

Jadeuk reduced the strength of uniforms. The gap with the school is gruesome again.

A boy in a shirt and a slacks shirt was attracted to him with his sane body, just like that day.

"I do not see you and my eyes, but I am in a lot of trouble.

The boss did not think he was going to kick out the minors, but sat down and sat down, and Jadee squatted and stared at A.

There was a guest. The neat and slender man looked good in appearance. Even if I do not know the age of Suwon, I was reminiscent of Suwon. I was hanging on my shoulder and hanging like an old tree cicada.

Suddenly, the child seemed to give a gaze to the floor, and Jadee quickly hid himself again.

The feeling of the mouse which ran in the corner is this, and it goes out, and it is vague, and it keeps laughing even if it keeps hiding, and the wool is made. I was nervous about the outside situation when I was trapped.

"He's the one who brought her, do you know me? She's famous in the neighborhood.He's our age.Well, you know that Jia is his girlfriend? Dude, do not you look at her face?

I do not need real-time relaying! Please shut up. friend!

Why! This day, at this time, I am going to pop up and make you fool! Sitting in a beer box, I rubbed my head without knowing it, and suddenly my friend? uh? I hit my shoulder with an urgent voice.

Hey. Hey. Look at that. that! Is that him?

I wake up and check my stage with a squint, and my heart sank down.

As soon as I get a seat, the skinship of the two things is not ordinary. A man who stood by Volga gave a cigarette to Suwon 's mouth, leaning on his shoulder and touching his back. A pale smile broke in the face of the Suwon nearer to Suwon 's ear. At the moment, the face of Jadeuk rose.

"Did not you say that you liked it?"

"Jang Suwon, what are you doing?"

Huh ...!

All eyes were gathered on the floor in the enormous presence of Hai Tong that resonated. A looked at the side of the fringe with a froward expression. Jadeok pulled out of the floor and walked to the front of the child. Fisheye was all smashed in the hands of Suwon and threw the cigarette on the floor.

"What are you doing here?"

The enemy sprang up in the face of the child who was walking with a flustered expression and feeling cool.

I did not know whether the student 's leading teacher' s blood was boiling, or whether other emotions were playing. Now it was just a scandalous feeling that something was going to boil.

The child waited for him to hold his cuff.

"You do not care about a child like me?"

"When I did not know you were a student, it was not anymore!"

student?

Whether it is a surprise or a curiosity, the neighboring eyes of a man are bright. I thought he was close, but he was not. Then there was nothing to hesitate.

You come out now. The man took his hand again.

"What are you?"

When I asked calmly in a voice of utterly murmur, my heart choked.

"I...."

Inside the store, the rat seemed to be dead ... Quite often ... The voices of the music sounded silently.

Jadeok got a little cold on his head. The reality was recognized. It has become the main character of the ball.

Jadee, who has reason to live in the situation of this mess, felt like an absurd obligation to choose an appropriate answer.

"I am ... I am the teacher !!!!"

Cry from the chest. A heartbreaking cry filled with sincerity.

At that moment, the face of Suwon, who looked down, turned into a smile and a pervasive face. Jadee grabbed his hand and grabbed the store without saying hello to A.

Oh, I'm crazy. Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha !!

Today, many people laugh at themselves. As A smiled at me, the child who laughed as if he did not know the speed and was bumped up was irritated.

My heart was banging. I walked to the streets of the downtown area to create a fairly spectacular scene. As usual, I walked the streets for the first time in the streets I would have been struggling with walking alone. What was so resilient was standing upright and the legs were stretched vigorously. The hand caught my arm, and my hand came in. Although the teacher and the student were not fit to walk together, they were responsible for dragging them out of the adult business, so they felt a sense of fairness.

"Oh, I really ... Because of you, I can not go anywhere now."

I'm afraid I thought I'd go anywhere else.

c5

"Kim, you left this one."

As soon as I came to work, the biologist pointed to his desk and said,

What is this? She asked the same question repeatedly.

She left. You know her.

# Feeding room

During the midterm exam period, the school atmosphere was sick. Even though it was sunny and breezy, it was autumn, and the children did not go out on the playground anymore. The principal, who was more than satisfied with the calm atmosphere of the tide, expressed his gratitude to the teachers as he asked them to give good guidance to the teacher until the end of the test with a smiley face.

At lunch time, the children moved to the food room by group. I would have been ashamed, but the noise was reduced by half. A large number of children in the long procession standing to receive lunches were holding a lingering wordbook in their hands. It was a scenery that I could not understand at the time of my first grade teacher, but now it is a familiar scene. The children were preparing to become high 3 next year. The autumn seemed to be calm and quiet.

"Teacher."

A good listening bass called himself and Jadee looked back.

"Can I have lunch?"

Suwon showed off his friendship among his friends. His head was set, though it was a uniform uniform.

When I saw the child babbling in the snow, the child suddenly departed from the line and stood before him. Jadee's answer is not necessary.

I'll have something to eat with you.

He smiled at his friends as he poured out his complaint and smiled at him.

"Eat with friends. Teacher, I'll eat late to build up the kids. "

"You can eat that late."

I did not think it would be useful to add more than that.

Sogori's food room is an annex that leads to the bridge from the school building. The number of times it came to a children's meal building was in a hand in a hand. Even though my body was big, I did not have to worry about the accident. The teachers arranged their turn and had a meal in the fast room. It was some sort of map play. Since the dietician teacher was busy with the distribution, most of the minor things such as the arrangement of the children were the responsibility of the teachers. There have been occasions when there have been fights going on as a result of worry, but usually the hungry kids at this age were not interested in anything other than rice. Nothing really happened.

Now, right here.

At this moment, the proposal that Suwon approached himself to eat rice together was the most exciting happening ever.

"Teacher. Do you eat? "

As soon as the distribution line is almost full, a pretty dietitian teacher is swishing around. When I had to explain about Suwon, Suwon swung his arm around Jiedok 's arm.

"Teacher, I'll have it with me today."

A nice dietitian teacher is nice with the teacher. I did not know where I was. I saw Suwon smiling now, and now I want to know what to look for. It is not an act of refusal to eat rice with Suwon.

"Are you studying?"

"I'm doing."

I took a seat in a window seat slightly away from the children and asked the child. I do not have a class, so I do not really know how to study.

Instead of eating rice, Suwon paired his hands and woke up from his seat and put water in a stainless steel cup in a drinking bowl slightly away. One was in front of me, one was in front of Jadeok, and I held back the chopsticks in my hand. Jadeok was the mouthpiece for a moment with the water that Suwon had brought.

"That's not asking you, is it?"

Stopping chopsticks and looking at the face of Jadeuk, Suwon spat out a small noise.

"Did you eat?"

Suwon puts a ham in his mouth and bites it well.

"It was delicious?"

"......"

"When you see that time, you do not have breakfast, and you are going to work."

Decisively, the mouth of jadeok was opened at that end.

"Did you make it?"

Suwon laughed lightly. It was a positive affair. Jadee's eyes grew bigger in the unexpected answer.

you?

I checked again, but there was no confirmation. I notice that it is fuzzy.

"Did you learn?"

"Not yet."

The elasticity fell by itself.

"Great!"

It is not a word of courtesy. It was a simple lunch box as if it was purchased at a household miscellaneous store, but the contents were not simple. That was cooking.

When I opened the lunch box, the teachers who were in the science preparation room gave out all the elasticity. It was as if I had received a bouquet delivered to my office. The housewife chemistry teacher told me that this would have cost her material.

It was a common homemade dish but it was colorful and colorful.

A well-made white rice which was not too sick or overcooked. Fine yellowish egg rolls. Sweet purple pickled vegetables. Deep-fried meat that was crispy. Rounded quail eggs with no scars. Roasted vegetables so that colors and shapes do not fall. The fragrant herb. Kimchi with crunchy texture.

My chest is getting bigger in the picture scene. How long has it been for someone to make such a meal for themselves? I chose the days after the Seoul metropolitan area by hand. I just felt more than delicious.

But all of that was from the child's thick hand ...

"I have a real taste ..."

Suwon, who pretended to be insecure, tried to hide it in the praise of Jadeok, but his mouth was hurt by laughter.

"Did you like to cook originally?"

"Yeah."

3 I was wondering if my class teacher knew about this great organ of the child. Prospects for children have been ongoing since the time of the convention. It was amazing that there was no story among teachers in this great talent.

"Do you know your parents?"

"You know."

"Are you making it in the morning?"

"Yeah."

"Does your mother say nothing?"

"I do not live together."

The flow of water was braking. Suwon, who saw the rabbit 's eyes open, suddenly looked at him gently.

"I'm doing it."

"Is the house ... far away?"

"Well, I'll tell you something else, sir."

My mouth was shut. I did not want to talk to him.

Everyone who is calm and good at cooking lives alone at a young age. What can I say ... even if I can help my child with it. Could it be that it was difficult?

The thought of the child of a slut child has been summarized within a short time. Suwon does not feel any sense of suspicion of 'poverty'.

If you look at it in detail, there is nothing unattractive about children's uniforms. Especially boys' uniforms are more severe. You can easily find traces of dirt that always smelt of damp, sweaty sweat and run on the playground. Suwon was no different. Suwon is a mature and kind child but he was not a child far from his friends. Rather, it was at the center.

But it is strange. It is different from other children. It is because of the feeling that the adjective is different from the other children.

It is often felt like 'aura'. To be more specific, it was like 'booty'.

The reason that I enjoy living in a more mysterious way based on that idea is also a falsification of poverty. Finally, is this private reason to be abandoned by poverty on the tech tree? .

I remember Belutti Tassloffer, who came into my eye with peach bones on the day I first met ... I could not imagine that a child would be underage due to the expensive shoes ...

Jadeok looked up at Suwon while lifting his head and playing chopsticks.

I do not need to write a spell word of congestion - but I was curious. The child who always rushes to himself as a writer was in fact above himself from beginning to end. I do not know anything about myself.

"Thanks."

At the end of the word, the child bowed his head and laughed smugly.

"But do not give it to me in front of you."

"why?"

"I have to study."

Suwon is not disappointed if it was not an unexpected answer. It seemed like sunshine on a naive smile like a puppy.

"I've always been good at cooking with you."

"I?"

Suwon nods when he asks himself with his finger. I wondered where I was going to run such an ambassador in school.

"when?"

"During the May Festival."

May Festival ...

I looked at my memory, but I never remembered Suwon.

The memory of Suwon was totally blurred from the beginning. If they were properly stamped, no 'mistakes' were made. The fact that this unusual beauty is unfamiliar is proof that I did not think of the child as a target within the romantic boundary.

Suwon seemed to grasp the inside of the jadee with his eyes full of curiosity.

"Talk to you next time, because I want to ask more."

Suwon finished his meal as soon as he began to eat the rice. It is a very thin child, but the speed of eating food at that age was not comparable with myself. I did not know when he was not talking, but Suwon was definitely not a chatty kid. The only thing I needed to say at the moment of the right moment, and the jokes were short and brief.

Little by little, I felt very slowly learning about a child called Jangsuwon.

"Teacher, I'll go first. It's a 5th class lesson ... Please come slowly."

Now that you have a lot of time for your class.

First, he grabbed a plate, followed his eyes to the rising water, and Jadeuk turned his eyes to the plate in front of me. I remembered the lunch box I ate in the morning. The lunch was much tastier than this rice that came out of the lunch.

Is this everyday again? The morning begins with the character of the child. When the lesson is finished Can I accept this routine casually? Strangely, I did not feel hurt or bored like the last time.

I do not think I should just let it go like this ... I had a vague idea that I wanted to leave my life as it was. The autumn scenery shining in the window of the food room snowed.

The child came to the science preparation room.

c6

It was a little earlier than the usual weather that the bus-eye was left in the message notification. Early morning messages do not have to be doubtful of the caller, but they are different from usual.

The previous day was a bit cold, and the condition seemed to be a post-test blow due to the teacher. After all, it led to a rapid departure, and I had to write letters to Suwon, but I was worried for a while, but there was still a sense of rejection to contact me first.

At home, Jadee fell into a fast sleep before. Fortunately, I felt a sense of exhilaration in the body.

This is what happened from the dawn of time ...

Did you miss the alarm?

No, it was an early character, unlike usual. When I dragged my cell phone and opened my eyes halfway and checked the message, Jadee was so surprised that she had run out of sleep.

[Teacher. I go to school together.]

 Along with the sound of the doorbell ringing on the porch, Jadeok raised his body from the bed.

# Calls and stars

"Teacher. I'm sorry. "

Joyok ignored the water source, which made a sound that was hanging from behind. I was angry, no, not at all, but I pretended not to know my child in a deep heart.

What are you doing here?

The water source was standing in front of the front door, which was opened, and the speech was blocked and the mouth was pacified. Suwon does not seem to understand yesterday. I answered dumbly.

It is a different matter to bring and to find. In addition, uniforms.

"Where are you from?"

The child responds brilliantly when he gets upset because he is late.

"I've been sleeping here."

"That... .! "

He picked up the dragon with his throat and watched the corridor. I can not get out of the way from morning.

"Do not you stop?"

Absolutely, I can never go into the house. With a firm commitment, she closed the door and went straight to the bathroom. In the mess of the mess that is reflected in the mirror. Oh, the painful voice of God has flowed to me.

I ran out of clothes at a fast pace with the cat tax. I looked patiently in front of the front door and saw the child. As she passed by the stranger, Suwon kept her stride like a cat for a long time.

"I wanted to show the tag quickly."

A child with a sagging distance slams a paper in front of his eyes. The promise that I had forgotten in the three - syllable word of dating came up and Jadeok trembled and trembled. I had forgotten even the fact that it was the day when a tag was put on a bad condition.

"Did you ever run away yesterday?"

"No, I do not like my body ..."

The child's face is further distorted by the embarrassed answer.

"It's okay?"

As a parent worried about the child, he was bitterly denied that he was okay now when he was bitten by a serious mug. Then Suwon had an anxious look.

"You are really good at studying."

The tag score flagship. The child laughed at the horse that I rolled off without knowing. It was not a score to coordinate with Katabuta. The child seemed to know that well.

"Are you eating?"

"......"

"After school, I'll go home for lunch, I'll pick you up at 8."

"Where?"

"In front of the house."

It was embarrassing to see Suwon 's agile momentum, which set the time and place unanimously. It is my fault that I forgot my appointment but it is an unexpected schedule. And the front of the house?

I ate scared in the morning and did not want to drag them home. You can keep it at school until 8 o'clock. I did not have to go through the hassle of returning to school. Suwon was willing to accept the change of location after the proposal.

In the Science Preparation Room, Jadeok grabbed his head in his indecisive mind. It is even more surprising that the promiscuous action is carried on without fail. At one time, even the child caught up in the school trembled. Did not you get tired before the test? I did not even want to be attached, so I decided to refrain from stopping in the science lab.

"What am I doing now ... "

Suwon did not stop at the science lab as soon as he planned to leave. It was sunny, and I checked the clock every so often. The head of the robes was waiting for herself with her luggage.

"Come on in."

"Where?"

"I decided to eat it at the party."

I knew it, but it was a decent expression of dating. Suwon laughed quietly and pulled the rope and headed for the playground.

The sky was full of sunlight, and the sky was dark. The night was over and the stand lights turned on. The children in the drama class who had been practicing vocalization were pulling out from the command center. I do not think that kids or supervisors who are in the palm of the woods seem to think strangely, but I have been around for a long time, but there are few crowds and the rest of the athletic children are not interested in them. Suwon, who does not know, stretched out his mat, packed the lunch box, and was hungry? He asked.

A good quality lunch still remained. Kim had risen from a lunch box that had just been made. Jadee sat down on the floor of the martial arts in the desire to be as it was. The soccer club opened its first evening as a scenery for children's evening exercises.

"It's my own way, and the weather is perfect,"

"Is this what you made?"

Suwon, who nodded his head, says that he came to the house because he wanted to give him a warm drink.

It would have been quite time-consuming to make food and come here. Nevertheless Suwon was cool. It is not a mature and sleek place to go clubs, but it was refreshing to see the rainbow trousers at school.

A child who came to the house early in the morning to take a date with himself and get a tag of good grades. On the contrary, the promise was forgotten, and I felt sorry for his insensitivity as a morning - wearer because he was struggling to take another step.

"Why did you become a teacher?"

I asked him an unexpected question and Jadee picked up an answer.

Although it was meant for teaching profession, astronomy and admission became an extension of teaching since the star was a good starting academic discipline. To the child, I just said, "I like the stars." It was an abstract answer.

"What kind of star is that?"

He pointed to the satellite and shook his head.

"That is not a star. It's hard to see in Seoul. "

"Just say it is a star. It's a special day. "

"What is special?"

"It's your first date."

I say so and the child smiles. Most Suwon 's answer is finished with laughter. I looked at his profile.

"When did you like me?"

 I am sorry for Suwon who makes a surprise expression, but I just thought it was a good time to ask a private question. In fact, I wanted to ask the question of why I pretended not to know me at A's bar. But if you knew the time first, it seemed that you could grasp the weight of the child more accurately.

Suwon did his utmost to the question that I would have handed over if I was a person.

"At the May festival, half boys split into two halves, one side plays and the other one sells cooked food, which I used to be when I cooked it, because it was cooked with seasoning and grilled skewers and iron cooked rice. I just sold it on a paper plate because it was a little forceful, did you remember? "

I remember clearly that. There was a story about three half kids' cooking among the teachers because I carried it beautifully. I went to visit my mind and it was delicious. I remember how many times I ate it.

"The teacher who came to our class served it and it was delicious, so I asked him who made it, and my friend replied that he was our classmate, but he should be a cooker.

I had the feeling that the stone was falling from the heart at the end - Suwon said so. That impression has had a tremendous ripple effect on me.

"I came to see you again, and finally I came back to you one more time and I went there and it was so delicious that I smiled and laughed and then I asked my friend who was next to me. I heard it. "

It was a very detailed memory. Suwon, who recites memories, seemed happy.

"I have a feeling I'm calling my name in the mouth of my mouth ... I do not know if I will like this person in the future, but I hope that someday I will live with this person.

You are not a good person. In addition, Suwon had never been a good army ever once. The child seemed to be placing orders. You'll be a good person to me. You will not do anything wrong to me.

When I saw Suwon's big eyes, I felt guilty. I do not know what the child's end goal is, but I have a feeling that Jadeok can never reach that area. I for one never expected to let the child down ...

So what are you doing here with this kid now? I am dating my child now on a subject that pushes a morally pretentious child so far. Although I once slept, it would be okay if I came so naive. Do you think that I'm good and enjoy playing without a good-looking child? Are you building up self-esteem? On that subject, the child keeps on the streets with room to escape at any time.

I was sick and tired of myself. This moment also pretends to ignore desire.

Cowardly.

I was bothered to look at the eyes and ate lunch without words. I turned my attention to the approaching child. His face was tinged because of his gaze.

"My teacher is my first love."

-

Sarai was caught and a cough came out. She wiped her mouth with her handkerchief. I tried to pretend that I did not say anything to Suwon, but I could not hear it.

First love ...! What a miserable confession. I looked at the eyes of Suwon 's eyes, and I was sick and tired.

I am thankful to Suwon who speaks so much, but I am a man who is nothing short of fascinating. Half a man to look at a friend, and half a man who was lonely, half a step to the gay bar, and a foolish man who waved at the enthusiastic courtship of a teenage boy who was at a party with a handsome man he had seen for the first time.

I had a first love even to the confident Jadee who lived a life that was dry. It was my second lover 'B' who was not the first lover of faint memories.

B, who met five years ago in A's bar three years ago, left me two years ago, promising the future without a word of warning. The farewell was the same name, but the performance was another area, so Jadeuk was long and suffered from the fiddle.

As soon as his first love, which was not fulfilled, was vanished like a dream, a new jadeuk drew his love into a love that would not have been done originally. I overcame it so desperately.

I can not fully understand the psychology of Suwon because I can not feel the feelings of my first love when I was a teenager, but if I go away, will this child feel frustrated like himself.

It is a sympathy for the child who made this contradictory and pathetic human being the first love. But Suwon 's first love of the desire to bow down to the fact that I did not come out of the mouth. Even if you do not have a cover, you will realize that it will be 10 years or 5 years. My first love was not to be true. I thought that it was very sad and bored. Nevertheless, I will remember the innocent self at that time, and I will miss the innocent eighty-eight kings who I liked more than myself, the object of my first love.

Early spoilers did not. It is not necessary for anyone to realize what you will realize. He will grow slowly without help.

To a child who says he likes - to be a cunning person who projects his first love experience to a sex man.

"Why did you pretend not to know it at first?"

When asked so, the child replied.

"It was a coincidence."

And added a little hesitant.

"Student, not a teacher, because I want to meet a man-to-man."

The answer became even clearer. At one time all of this was a planned event or a brutal prediction, but everything was a result of an oversight. A series of coincidences that flowed like water. The child had never been naughty and had only his own illusion of fear.

The truth of a paradise, as a virgin, who was desperate to Tomangori, was in fact a violent denial of what happened under the agreement. I was also proposing to go home, and I was the one who actively led the anticipated Suwon. He was hiding behind the back of a child who could not believe his detachment.

"I never thought of it from the beginning. I just wanted to talk more. "

She confessed to the feeling that followed her home that day. Even that confession made me sad.

"But I do not regret this."

My heart was pounding in my decisive voice. I regretted myself a number of times. Countless times without counting.

Suwon had many stories. I explained the story of the family in a short way, as I said.

I was expecting a lot because I was good at studying from my childhood, but he said he was interested in cooking and wanted to go to high school. However, I was deeply confronted with my parents, and with the help of my older brother, I was able to get away for a while.

I have talked a lot. I talked a lot, but the time was only about three hours. After the evening exercises, I took up my seat with the soccer kids.

My teacher is my first love.

The confession that told me in a low, neat voice ...

The two walked to Jodok 's house. In front of the front door, which I first met in the morning, Suwon gave me a rope.

good night. Teacher.

Speak with a low voice and kiss the volley with familiarity. I ignored the suspicion that this could happen. I just want to cheer for my first love. I can not accept it ... but I just hope that the first love is a good memory. So I rationalized all this.

It was an unlikely night of sleep. Tomorrow is a holiday. Jadee sat on the floor rather than the sea, pulling out a beer and drinking the back of Suwon back to the window. One drink, two drinks. A few glasses and empty cans increased, and finally I drank until it became clear.

Then I fell into a dreamlike dream.

Suwon, who became an adult in a dream, was smiling toward his young man in uniform.

+

Without thinking about it, my friend made a comment on the novel.

Part 1: I think it's time to come out with a piece of cake.

c7

I had a sleep of Jodok that my cellphone was ringing.

I tried to ignore the spooky appearance in the outskirts of the window, but repeated calls rang out of patience without any patience. I was surprised at the name of 'A' on the liquid crystal screen under the eyeball that I lifted hardly, and Jadeok dreamed about his fingers.

"Why..."

 [What time is it still! What time is it!]

"How many now ..."

[It's 9 o'clock in the night! Fuck you! I do not have a phone call in the morning! I thought I was lonely old man alone!]

A's voice was crazy and crazy. My eardrum was ringing and I took the receiver out of my ear for a while.

I wondered how many hours I had spent in unconscious consciousness. I felt that my exam period was quite hard, and later I recognized my condition. It was amazing to fall asleep while chopping rice.

[Do you have a phone call for that baby?]

"who?"

That was it. Even though it was the only thing, Jadeok was shaking at the feeling that it passed by the moment. I had a long and long sleep after awakening A without a pause in the phone and checking the LCD screen in a hurry.

Numbers that I wanted to forget but could not forget were in the high - call list a few times.

#Course

The mid-term exam was completed, and the children's faces were a bit lively. The principal who delivered a brief statement with a voice in the morning ordinance gave the teacher once more a chance to lead the final examination without harming the well maintained learning atmosphere.

Unlike the first graders, the second semester of the second semester, the end of the midterm examinations created a solemn atmosphere. In mid-October, the end of the month. Even the homeroom was overwhelmed by the spirited atmosphere of the children as if they had to take the pressure. But there was a reason why Jadeok was nervous.

[Came to Korea. I stopped by the store and asked you for news. You know I hate that baby? I did not tell you, but I do not believe you. Do not even think about it if you contact him. you.]

A thought to break the ears of this, even if there is no hope, but I refused to accept the message came Geecho.

I'll go to school. Let's face it.]

2 years. For two years ...

The character of the old friend 's tantalizing character was so refreshing that his swearing in his mouth was overwhelmed and his strange feeling was caught.

B, respectively.

I can not deny that he is a good girl, but I have a sadness for him to converge so shortly. The first man is not the first experience either. But it was the first time people knew what it was like to go crazy. The world 's most grumpy romance. Love that made the world laugh the most and cry a lot ...

The chest was frustrated with the trembling which did not understand. After three years of happy memories and a two-year nightmare, I woke up from the day I shed tears. Jadee grabbed his head. I still do not want to admit that B is having this influence on me.

Suwon put his face in a blank science preparation room. Suwon looked up at him as he saw his head burying his head on his desk.

"Are you sick?"

Suwon opened his mouth and opened his gaze as he had no energy to reply, and Suwon brought his palms to his forehead. I shivered in cold temperatures, but soon calmed down.

"There is no heat ... the face is white."

I put a swipe. But I did not point out. He put his hands on his bangs and put them together. Saying a word, the gesture was not sent to Suwon 's face became serious.

"Where does it really hurt?"

The expression of color was somewhat ridiculous, and there was a laugh. Suwon laughed at the thought that he was not worried. Why? I asked, but I could not tell the reason. When the window was lit up with an ogre, the child held his hand.

"go home."

"I'm going."

"let's go together."

"What are you going with?"

"I'll walk you to the front of the house."

"done. Give me something. "

"I'll let you go."

I shook hands, but I grabbed them again and looked at my face.

"Get up quickly."

I thought it was not so good to go to the front of the house so often, but I could not have any more wrestling. After hanging the bag on his shoulder, Suwon solved his hand. I'll put my arms around my elbow. I pulled my arm out of my mouth.

There was no children in the hall because it was a long time. If there is a B in front of the door, then what ... I was worried about it, but I wonder if there is such a dream. Two years ago, when I suddenly disappeared, I wondered if I would live like this and that I would come to the front door of the school sometime and B would come. It was not long before I realized that the expectation was just an expectation ... I do not think such a ridiculous thing will happen. The missing call list, the advice of A, and the message of B were not as realistic as lucky letters without recipients.

Suddenly, Cook - he was shouting at the chilly pain felt in his side and trembling. Suwon, who was standing next to him, is looking down at him with his long index finger. I screamed at my screams.

Come on. Is he? Had to play with the stars ...

"Another idea."

"What?"

"Do not think about it when you're with me."

Jadeuk clapped her mouth like a bum, a fool. The others are nothing. Even if I feel pleasant, I notice something badly. Not so fast and noticeable too many children are not aware of the abnormal condition.

"There is no sound that children can not hear."

Suwon grabbed his arms when he stepped away to wonder.

"Do not say that."

"... ... "

"I'll keep kissing people in school all the time."

I think it would have been a pretty effective threat if I had heard it before, but now I feel convinced that Suwon will not do it, and I feel like a wind of wind. I was sorry for the theme that I did so grudgingly. As he rolled his finger again, Jadeok grabbed his hand.

It is hard to know how to push the stop line to the child who climbs up and cuts the gap. Jadeuk had no quality in line drawing.

"Let's leave."

"why."

"The teachers are watching. The children who volunteer go back and forth. "

"I see who sees."

"Are you going to go to the marsh?"

"I do not see anyone. no one."

"I do not see what. Look at that. that. He is coming. "

As soon as I pointed to the uncle who jumped far to the end of his chin, Suwon seemed reluctant to release his hand. The old man who ran up the slope of the board was tired,

"Kim Seon-sung! You are in front of the gate! "

In the word guest, Mr. Joyuk fell on his body and was surprised.

"What's wrong?"

Suwon was nervous because he did not take a mouth for the question and moved his steps as if he had something to do.

When B appeared out of the way like a lion in black and cleanly out of his mouth, Jadeok took a breath.

"long time no see?"

"... ... "

"disciple?"

I looked back at the side of the water along B 's head.

Suwon did not have any. There was an antagonism that only Judeok could recognize in the mild eye that contemplated B in contemplation. I saw the enemy instinctively ... I felt nauseous in the heavy air flow between Suwon and B. My body was stiff and cold.

"Here ..."

I am thirsty for my prayer and pray for my voice.

"What are you doing here?"

"I will not answer the phone."

The feather-like light answer was absurd. I'll call you while I'm calling. No, even if there is a purpose, this is a rule violation. It was a man who knew just how to know how tangible it was to get silently into the business world in our world. At one time I was more sensitive to outings than me. I did not blame myself for the 'ordinary life' after I left my side.

When I was bowing my head, I felt awkward silence.

"Good-bye."

"......"

"Let's go somewhere quiet and talk."

I did not want to, I did not ... I feel like this. It was full of unresolved emotions. So curiosity snooped. Even the princess can not wait to see what kind of excuse he will make because he has questioned himself by searching for the marketplaces with his arrogant pride.

"Teacher."

A sense of pulling his arms out of the way pulls the jade into reality.

I stood face to face with the water source for a few seconds without words. Suwon sends a silent message, but he was distracted to catch it. I was inadvertently reflecting a lot of signals.

"I'll go first."

Jadeok could not afford to care about Suwon. As soon as he approached one foot B while he knew Germany, he was braking the force of pulling quickly. I looked back at Suwon. There was a B at the end of his gaze. Without a single flicker, a much bigger pupil chased B out.

"friend."

A friend is a friend of his.

There are no words to say in that mouth. I have a voice and expression, and I know that there is no credibility. It was a difficult process to pull out a hand that was very strong and heavy and strapped on itself. I'm worried about my son's finger that is missing at the same time as the last finger is missing. The chest flared.

I moved my foot but Suwon did not move.

"Good-looking."

"......"

"What is it?"

"......"

"Gording and love, Kim Jae-deok?"

The rude heat of the B's disrespectful prick comes up.

"What do you care?"

B smiled neatly without further questioning at the end of the line.

I was still familiar with the two-year reunion. It does not change body shape or feel old. I was proving myself to be a self-managing defect. If it was two years ago, I might have been wearing my arm in a strange way admiring my newly-good-looking boyfriend. But the man left his side.

Jadeok walked and chewed up his feelings and memories of the time he disappeared. I was not able to contact you until a day or two. After a week of painter, I became worried about all kinds of worries. From then on, Jadeok thought to treat him who had left the world in an accident of injustice.

I wonder why this person is walking down the street, whether it is a reality or a dream ... It seems like doing things that are confusing and wrong. Even so, it was bizarre that it was dragged forcelessly.

"I've finished my training, I've got a job, and I want to go back to graduate school because I want to pick up a doctor."

B. As soon as I sat down, Mr. Jadeuk heard his story quietly, without any ambiguity.

I'm not curious. I already knew if it was a good history. It would have been an uncomfortable step, but I'm proud of it.

It is also bitter that I want to have some kind of qualification that B has. B has been bored and bored with the life of Jadee who is old as an ordinary civil servant. Do you think of yourself as a yearly addition of two years without a sense of anticipation? When B thinks so, it was not able to endure somehow.

"Then I went away and I regretted it. I could not see and see your face properly."

Finally, I can not say that I can not see your face by the excuse I have made so far without disappearing without a hemisphere. I was afraid and sorry ... It was a very reasonable reason. I heard that B is dry. No, I pretended to listen to it.

"I'm sorry.

The requirements of B were brief. Two years ago, I confessed that I had prepared my training course without ending my life with worries and fears about the future. It was a helpless gesture for reunion and apology in the open.

I cheated on two or three times, but I could not understand it. I had no common sense. Even if the lover knew it, the world does not collapse. It could not be replaced by any word other than the word 'run away'.

What was his lack. I was afraid of what I was so determined to 'run away'.

Then... I was convinced. I have a lot to have ... I have a lot to keep and a lot of people to keep is uneasy. But there was no one in the boundary. It was just one of the big bangs I had to shake off.

When I arrived at the conclusion to this point, I felt sympathy for the good B. This was enough ... that you, too, were the killer of this kind after all. I felt like a comedy when I left my side until I denied my existence and now I seek forgiveness in front of myself. There is no guarantee that the end of the runaway will be heaven. My own indecisiveness did not go anywhere, but he was also very tired. A snob has been poured out.

"Is the inside a little cool?"

"......"

"I want to be cool, I need to cool one of you.

When I talked, I remembered old memories, and I felt angry because of the sense of memory. My lips were sore. The more I thought of it, the more I felt like a fever. The opponent may have apologized for the guilty conscience, but Jadeok was back into the nightmare of those two years ago. The old lover in front of me was resentful. I just let it go ... Why did you ever hear someone who lived well. Why! What the hell!

Even if you want to spill more harsh words, there is no more. Even worse in this situation, it was the person who thought that the B in front of the eye was brighter. It was his own embarrassment to say that if you say that you are going to come back because you are wrong ... you can not tell me to go off and chew your cheek.

Without a greeting, Jadeok rose from his seat. Tears of his back went up to him. I walked out of the store with my lips, but as soon as I saw the water outside the door, I was overflowing without knowing it. I got angry in English. It seemed as if I showed the most unfavorable things to show up.

I went forward thinking I would not look back even if I die. Suwon does not reduce stride wisely.

The tears that keep pouring down were not predominant. I ignored the blurred gaze in the silent gaze. I can ignore it now. The tears did not stop even if I caught a taxi and took it.

It was a long time to get to the front of the elevator.

"When will you come along?"

"... ... "

"go away. I do not feel like talking. "

"... I told you to take him. "

Suwon stood beside the elevator, ignoring the sinking voice. I pushed my way into the house and said quietly.

"I'll pick you up tomorrow morning."

"Do not come."

"I'll come."

"Do not come! Do not come back again! I really hate coming to the front of the house like this. Next year, it is high 3, and there is no common sense !? "

I spoke and regretted in less than a second. I looked at the face of Suwon, who was hurt by a shortage of money.

It is terrible. I had a bad ending. I do not know who does not work in common sense. It was not to say that he never spoke to a student. Where the hell are you doing, how far you want to see the bottom ...

He closed the door and collapsed in front of the front door. Tears fell on the floor. The face was hot as it flared and burst because of the heat. It is a headache ... It is the bottom on the floor, and it breathe a lot, and the last face of Suwon comes up and it was a self-assault. I snooped toward the quiet outside. I wonder. It would have returned. It's been a while already ...

I pushed the door gently, and the sun was out in the outside. The wind of the cold and cold corridor was pushed in and the heat of the scorched face chilled. Then, the snow and the water meet. Joyeok was stunned by the appearance of Suwon, who was standing with his dismal eyes.

"Why are you ... "

Suwon quickly scooped his lips and scolded him. The smile that came to me was very ordinary, and the smile of a man who was amiable and full of vitality. I lost my horses in the shining landscape and I smiled at my mouth. It is a moment of the moment, until it is not in the chest of the wars pulled by the strong power. The fragrance of memories that I took care of when I smelled the smell. I pushed it by hand, but the strength of the water source was stronger. Repeat the cheeky meaningless Suwon once again pulled into the chest.

He buried his face in the boy 's arms and took on the mask of the school uniform, and Jadeuk felt the unawareness. Somehow I was relaxed and fluttered in my arms.

I thought of my parents in Pusan, I thought of my sister who got married soon ... I wanted to see my nephews. I missed A and my friends. And...

I wanted to be hard. Just like never been hurt. Like Suwon's hand touching my head ...

It is ...

A loud cry like a lost parent caught the corridor. He cried out in Suwon 's arms for a long time.

c8

It was about the time of dim. Even in the autumn, when the good winds were sprung, Jadee 's body became cold. I looked around. I was ready to stand on their own body, but I had a promise to my family. I wonder if Suwon, who first dismissed him, would pop out somewhere.

B, who thought he would never see it again, visited the front door again. It was so unexpected that I could make a mistake. B was calm as if responding to a natural reaction. The water level, which was approaching at a gentle pace, locked the key in the doorway even though it was early. Jodok, who swooped at him for taking greetings, looked at B with his head as he moved away.

"Do you mind if I go to your company?"

B rescheduled slowly. It was a well-dressed dressed man who went out to work.

"Do not do this if you care. You know it's inconvenient. "

"I do not care."

In a quick and concise answer, Jadeok sucked his mouth.

 "But if you tell me not to come, I will not come."

B looked at the face like an alliance. Jadeuk did not believe the word. It does not matter. He was not afraid of outing the world. There was a history of a fiery love and a week - long dive that once received a call from my parents for me. For him, it is the solid wall that we have built up and the absolute nucleus that breaks the whole world. Do you mind if I go to the company on such a topic?

"Do not come."

I will never give you the answer you want. It was such a thought, but B smiled only to see a few numbers ahead.

"Yes."

And as if all these things are according to the expected scenarios, I will eat and break up with the rice in the end of the day. - Yesterday I spoke to my friend yesterday. I did not come up with anything but ignorance.

# Confession (1)

As soon as I got to my house, I went straight to the bathroom and poured cold water on my face. The water droplets fell from both hands, hair, balls and gazebo in the sink. The tie is wet under the gaze overlooked. I kept thinking about how much more I would be in front of the mirror.

 It was an unusual thing. In jadeok life, it is in the midst of everything, but also in relation of two people.

Jadeok has never let anyone down. It was even more so in their relationship, which was very clear. I do not think it is appropriate because of his feelings for his lover, but he always thought he was cool. B was not surprised that it was impossible to understand that it was not possible to understand common sense for a girl who had been dating for three years without a notice. B was such a man.

So it is more amazing. It is not the great man who can grab a man to go, and walk twice to his man. I was confident that I saw the human race on the floor, but the way of B was so fresh that I felt something strange.

The last remaining familiarity was that he did not follow his own back, ignoring me. That point contrasted with Suwon at first glance. Is it just the difference between an adult and a child?

* * *

"Oh, what is this all about?"

Jadeok frowned at the box of two couriers arriving at the science preparation room. It was a fatigue recovery nutrition that was often advertised on TV. Teachers who gathered in a large amount of drinks were snuggling around the box. Even without confirming the recipient, he was able to see who was on the fast boat.

"Is Kim trying to eat it?"

"No, this is ..."

A person who still remembers that he likes this.

The horses were blurred before they thought it was strange.

It was funny. Same as sex is when it comes to the moment of the relationship. I remembered that I had the same excuse for Suwon. Anyway, it was an excuse that would not work if it was a girl's name.

I could not produce a monstrous shape that I would take and eventually I subdivided it with the science teachers. I shook my head as I was supposed to remove it. Teachers reluctantly let me take a bottle to my place.

I know B's contact. I was troubled to send letters to ask. I do not want to show any reaction to events that he did or did not do. It was a great success even if I did not want to admit the nerve gus was enough.

Because the teacher could not concentrate, the children were in the middle district heating. Thanks to it, I had a day. He was angry at thinking about dropping out, but he was worried more because of B.

"Teacher."

Suwon swung his hand from a distance away from the hallway. Suwon, who passed by the children and laughed in front of him, laughed. In the hands of Suwon, the nutrients were held in his hands, so Jadeuk sank down his chest.

"... where did you get that?"

The face of Suwon was quickly calmed down when I heard a little overcrowded voice.

"The chemistry teacher sprinkled our half to eat people to eat.

Suwon glanced at the friends waiting in front of me. Other children's hands also had the same nutrients.

I swallowed the sigh into the inside. Suwon did not want to see his flickering behavior. I wanted to pretend to be casual.

"What kind of friend?"

Now it was time to explain. A good lie did not come up. Then you have to tell the truth. The man I met at the gate before. What is actually embarrassing to say that? I swear, I think it is very hard work. Nevertheless ... Strangely, his mouth shut. Jadeok stared at the bottom of the hall to avoid the eyes of Suwon. There were only two people in the corridor hall.

I wonder why I feel so embarrassed. Suwon has a persistent corner, but he is a clever child, so he has only pinch enough to withstand himself. I did not ask for an answer, but I gave it to him by looking down at his face.

The child turned his back. The children wondered about Suwon, who threw nutrients into the closest classroom trash bin. Suddenly Jadee is amazed at the moment when her heart pierces in the act of Suwon.

Why bother?

And I turned my thoughts back to B.

When I found out that the recipient of the nutritional supplements was B, I honestly said, 'It has changed.' I admired it.

It was strange that it was equipped with a sense to send a gift like a courier to others. So selfish man changes. I can not be sure of what it is like to do it, but I did not feel like it was a miracle. Then I get a little self-help. I felt that the chewing mind of B was squeezed one layer. Only a few days before the first meeting, the anger and grudge were clear.

Now curiosity, doubt. And the novelty ...

It was always like this. Jadeok could not hate b on a regular basis. Even if it was not like the other side, it seemed to kill, but when I look back, I repeated the strange rationalization as if it were my fault. I stop, I grumble, I repeat the stopping cycle.

This kind of self - indulgence was even more amazing than B that came back. The thought reached to this, and Jadeuk was back in his mind.

"Can I come in?"

"No."

"And so it is. In addition."

Now, when I saw B that came to the front door of the front door, I rummaged through the bag and looked for a healthy drink and threw it out to B. B, who got a glass bottle in good shape, was amazed.

"What are you doing?"

"You've been eating these things well. Do not you eat fort? "

"Why are you doing this?"

A voice filled with rumbling voice popped out. Jade dug his lips. Still, when I look at B, I feel dizzy and sad and sad. I was confused about how to deal with B which neglected the time of two years without any hesitation. I do not know why those two years ... I wonder why he keeps pushing people on a topic that has sprung up first.

"It looks like a cry."

"Who cries is crying."

"That's right."

"Why are you sending such a thing?"

"bribe."

"I am a public official."

B was laughing as the big talk came along. Jadeok did not laugh.

"I just missed it. So yes. "

"You and I want to see you?"

His optimistic smile, which is a bit distant from the cold heart, slowly found its place. B, with the nutrient on the floor, slowly came to Jadeok.

"I missed you."

A calm and comfortable voice came close. Jadeok was stuck in the ground as if it were a stone.

"I missed you."

The hand that stroked my head came down the ball. My fingertips stopped pausing for a while. After B stepped down, Jadee looked at the nutrients left by B in front of the entrance door for a long time.

[Let's meet. Let me buy rice once.]

And I was convinced by B's actions that Gideok had not received such a character. It was followed by impatience. Answer and ignore. I listened to the possibility of the result and looked down at the cell phone liquid crystal. We pledge to be cautious. He may have set his mind, but it was not a rope. Indeed two years ago, no ... What would it be like a year ago?

No, it's not ...

Before I met Suwon ... ...

"What are you excited about?"

Sujwon 's face, which was visible when he lifted his head, was suddenly hardened. He put his cell phone in his pocket.

After the nutritional event, Suwon was confronted. Stopping overblown and quiet. He did not come to the science lab and he did not want to give it away. Was it disappointing? Or are you angry? My thoughts on B. On the other hand, Suwon 's thoughts followed. It has been a few days since the confrontation, but when I face my face in the corridor it was calm. I did not know what Suwon was thinking.

When I saw Suwon, who did not add any words and pecked his head on his shoulder, he was getting worse.

I have drawn such a blueprint. I searched for a way to get back together with my lover who was on the internet, but I could not finish the sentence and erased it.

And reluctantly accepted the request of B to feed the rice. I was interested in the story to be heard at the dinner. I needed my own preparation.

Jadeok questioned B's feelings. His psychological hearing to me was too much for me. He is not an emotional person. It would not be a simple act of seeing such an aggressive offensive again. If you know B, you can control emotions as much as you like. Just like you've been away from home - it's so rational that you can not even compare yourself. What is the future between him and himself? I was wondering if the intention to return was still crazy because I would never do a step to lose.

B seemed to think that it was enough for two visits and a courier gift because it was an efficient personality that did not spend time in the middle. Before the worries and doubts deepened, B threw the answer at a rather fast pace.

"I came out to my parents."

Jadeok was very surprised. From the appearance of B who laughs and speaks like that, I have just peeked into a tough smile. Nevertheless ... That did not happen. Before the courageous act, B must have struck the abacus.

The essence does not change. He left because he was afraid, but he would have realized. It is not stupid enough to compromise with reality and marry a woman. Absolutely not a woman is a human being, and it is too much for her to be ridiculed.

I knew B well. The change is real. B would have realized that the indecisive behavior was no longer meaningful and that he would know that his life would be unhappy if he did so.

"Let's start again."

If it was a man and woman relationship, this story would have come out of a quiet place ... But they were gay, and I did not even like me waiting for two men in such a place. It was a sincere proposal to hear from the gibbous house.

Jadeok passed away a cup of soju without a word.

Everything became clear. Jadeok has never considered his value. But now I came to judge the value.

Two years ago, I was so excited that I might have jumped, but now I did not feel anything. My mind calmed down.

Now, there are two actions you can do next.

Do you accept it?

Refuse?

I did not give a B to the front of the house. And the kiss was sudden. But he did not surprise him. The response to the kiss, along with the familiarity of the old lover, was accompanied by trivial care that he did not want to make him uncomfortable.

Can I come again? I just smiled at B asking without answering. I was very curious to see what kind of interpretation would be made, but B did not like B and pledged the next. Looking at the back of B, the face of Suwon was strangely strangled.

Good and good.

A child who is not good enough to tell me that he is good.

Sometimes I remembered the lips that smashed the ball that surprised me. Jadeok shook his head.

-

c9

I thought it was a dream.

You are in this fantasy.

[Relocation, first love]

# Confession (2)

It was a really strange day. It was a coincidence of coincidences, a day of protruding, impulsive and strange. It was a Saturday on which the emotion did not dominate like a depressed person. It was hard to embrace the secrets and confuse them.

Jadee headed to A's store.

A, who was cynical at first when he heard that B was coming to the school, was not disgusted after the story.

"No! Even if I die, I can not allow it! Did you just hear that? You're an asshole !? "

A, which makes trivial events inconsequential, largely resented unlike usual. And he exaggerated and repaired B's irritation.

"I knew that he was the first person to have blood and no tears, but at first, he was a three year lover. Now I realize that I realize that I realize that I am aware of my parents. How do you start dating like that scary man again? "

The disadvantages of B that A enumerates are not denied, but I was not positive either.

In fact, the more you chew, the more you chew, the more you appreciate the extraordinary character of B.

This is not the ruler of life. B was really at the center of his life. Parents and lovers will not break in their lives. I have a tendency to think that it would be nutritious to follow a cool and cool man like B, rather than to break through the world with a weak mind and body. If B reflects earlier or if B and Jadee meet later ... When you are grasping a broken rope and groaning under a cliff, throwing a new rope will cause the rope to break and the fear of starting to hesitate . Besides, there was someone who took a small amount of water and food to catch the rope.

"I'd rather eat it and eat it."

"What a nonsense."

"If you are a good guy, why are you trying to screw me up!"

I was touched by my teacher 's status and I did not like half of it.

The horse came up above the neck, but did not spit.

Jadeok shot a lemon drop at a stroke. It would have been impossible if it was usual, but this day was possible. A grabbed the hand of Naka-chan and dragged him down. This cub is crazy. why are you like this? I did not hear the sound of that tree. When I took out my cell phone, I thought that the train would be shut down soon. Jadee called B.

[Drinked? What's your voice?]

"Can A come to pick me up?"

[wait.]

Hang up the phone frightenly A took the phone and checked the caller and looked at the rope.

"Do you really want to eat it?"

I bumped into it and ran out of it. Soon B got in. It was my first encounter since kissing, but it was not awkward because of the skill. long time no see. A did not react calmly to B who greeted.

"Would you like to go home and have another drink?"

It was A story to B, but it was A which made surprised expression.

"Do not hate it."

"Hey. Kim Jae Deok. Let me see. "

A did not need to answer the affirmation, and A pulled Jodeok's wrist and dragged it toward the kitchen. I tried to shake my eyes off my eyes, and I heard Highton's A voice sharply pointed at my ear.

"Did you turn around?"

"What am I doing."

"Are you really going out with that baby?"

"I want to check it out."

"Check it out! What!"

B and A's hand, which, with fervent anger, seemed to be able to say about 100 reasons why it should not be restarted. Jadee is not good at scolding. I knew enough what A said. For a long time already, things about B felt like that.

But what really went on to B, and what a foolish act. B has a promising career in my age, has a good job, and is well equipped with a degree of success. The floor is different from the one that is lost. You may just end up living with such a lonely gay waiting for you to get old and receive an annuity. It is the future, but B in front of the eyes feels like a comfortable ticket.

I do not know the answer, but today I had the feeling that I could do something even if I did something.

When I searched for 'Can I have a date with this person?'

'If you can kiss, it is possible.'

The stage has already passed.

'Can I have sex if I can have sex?'

I have not been able to do it for three years, but I wanted to knock on the stone. Jadeok was ready to find an answer, throwing a body.

A noticeable B will notice the temptation of jade in the evening. I had to get off the car of B, but the alcohol was broken in half. But with a bit of slumber, I could barely bite into B's bustle.

As I walked past the elevator, I walked down the stairs, and the corridor was opened, and the silhouette was standing in front of my door, like a gate. Jadeok wavered and settled. I was familiar with the silhouette that was very slowly shaped. Suwon's movements were sluggish as he sprang out and stood up with his hands on his knees.

Jadeok was amazed in his heart because it was an encounter that he never wanted to overturn twice again.

The eyes of Suwon who looked at B were calm, and B which was several more than me calmed down. There was only a loquat in the meantime. Jadeok unwittingly bumped into B 's body.

The embarrassment. This is unbearable pressure and embarrassment. B is embarrassing. And I do not know why Suwon is guilty.

Suwon in front of B, which is like a peacock in the distance, is more like a peacock, and has been a boy. I could not bear to see that figure.

"Will you come in for a minute?"

Even the coping situation of the turtle was intentionally expressed to Suwon that it is the situation of superiority without mixing the adult horse B. horse. B, who accepted the silence as affirmation, hid his face lightly using the key he received from Jadeok. Suwon and I were confident enough to leave only two.

The corridor where B disappeared was harsh. Only a brief silence was rolled.

"I think you drank too much."

For a long time, the voice of Suwon sinking into the silence kept permeated into the air.

"Was he that person? From the nutritionist. "

"... ... "

"I was still seeing you."

The voices speaking disguised as Taeyeon were calm. I'm never going to do something sorry. But unlike the mind, the face was flourishing. How long have you waited and where did you see it? When such doubts came to mind, my mind became complicated.

I have never taught a child something, so it is not a teacher, but the position of myself and the child is teacher and student. It is self-destroying the frame. Someday, one day I bury my face in my chest and cry, and now I'm stumbling back in the arms of someone else.

How frivolous ... I do not know if Suwon is going to be more embarrassed, but I want to cheer her first love quite a little at some point.

It was awkwardly heard that the eighteen boys came to the stomach disguised and angry question. Humiliation and disgrace. This feeling of pulling the ankle cramped. I was annoyed by the embarrassment of feeling guilty and uneasy as if the wind had blown.

"Tell me something."

Suwon stubbornly endured the look of Jadee finally.

"Why did you come."

Suwon's matted hair flew into the night-time wind through the corridor. He looked very tired. I stood in front of the door, trying to gaze at Suwon without an answer.

"Will you keep meeting him?"

The cracked voice, which was not so predictable, shattered the chest of Jadeok.

Jadeok frowned. Somewhat unbearable comments came to me about the tolerance between me and B, which seemed to persevere.

"What if I keep seeing you?"

My heart trembled at what I spit out to pretend the wisdom. In his mind he was astonished at his discretion. He's my fourth, disciples!

As Joyeok 's expression got tired, Suwon' s expression became calm.

"I can not help it."

"... ... "

"So I'm going crazy too."

My breath came out of my lungs and the cold sweat flowed. Suwon turned his back and his vision looked dark. Jadee walked in the corridor, which looked more like an empty landscape. Soon I walked to the end of the corridor, a few steps down the stairs, but I did not see Suwon.

* * *

As soon as the front door closed, B caught Jade 's arm and pushed his lips. The embarrassment was also expected for a while. No matter how lonely I was before, I can not help but swell my body even if it is a short pleasure. At the moment when it should be enthusiastic, Jadeok was absolutely rational.

Is not it good for this? I remain in teaching and you increase your number of years. Would not it be okay for us to work together for a lifetime as a partner? Once you have segregated, I can not believe the mistakes. You can do it well. Let's look for stability in confusion.

Let's meet again.

If you keep seeing ...

[I can not help it.]

Suddenly, the voice of Suwon slipped into my ears, and Jadeok pushed the body out of his mouth.

"Why?"

B, who exhaled with his sweltering breath, looked down at Jadeok. Jadeuk rolled his eyes. I do not know how many zombies there are in my life, but it was my first experience of passing something. The memories of successive children. A gentle bass voice.

Did you come alone?

Oh, sir. That's great.

Teacher Kim Jae Deok. 4 Classroom.

I'm Suwon. Jangsuwon. You know that?

I think you can do a little more when it comes to that degree.

Why do you keep your eyes closed when you only see the baby?

My teacher is my first love.

... We are good.

Teacher.

"I do not think so."

It was not a rational answer from my head. I was amazed myself. Why? I rummaged about why I should not be deep in my mind. As A says, they are not good. But why.

Stopping all the movements and looking down on the rooftop, B soon swallowed the hardened hardened arm of Godeok as if he had grasped the situation. Then he laughed as if he had predicted.

"Is not just a disciple?"

B, who arranged the disarranged clothes, laughed as he did not answer.

"I was right about dating Going. Kim Jae-deok. "

The word of conviction did not stimulate Jadee as before. Unlike the day when the day did not stand, the tone of B was not mixed with the light of sarcasm or accusation.

I did not ask any more, but I gently lowered the shoulder of the tug - joo deok, and B, which locked the button with a straight and well - extended finger, calmed down. It was an awkward time. B, dressed in outerwear, looked at the rooftop.

"I have not been there in time, so let's go."

Jadeok stood stiff in front of the front door and shook his head.

"I'm sorry if I'm sorry."

At the decent B's - I know. As he whispered, he came closer.

"It will be the last."

The end was not ascended but it was OK. Careful B went back to mind. Yes. End. It was the end. We can not. We can not be without Suwon. It was a time when the five-year time was calculated, and it was a time when it was sluggish. Jadeok once again recalled that five - year period.

"Stay healthy. I'll go."

"B."

This time, Jadeok stepped forward one more footstep. I looked up at B with his head up. The body 's excitement was subdued and calm, and the heart was suddenly caught up in sake, and it was as if it were dreaming. Jadee, who was so happy, held B. There was nothing I could not think of the last day. I whispered into B's ear with a spirited mind.

"It's nice to come back."

... ...

"I'm serious. I lived to death, but I am not happy to die ... I will tell you now. I could die because I really liked you so much. When you're gone, I think you're dead. If you do your first love, it looks like it was originally done. I saw my first love and I remember how much I had done. Do you know what I'm talking about? How could you live so easily. envy. This motherfucker. Envy ... but do not come back now. Do not come back. "

The right answer at the end is a life that I can not find. So the first love came to an end.

There was no hope and joy for a new love. I could not imagine love with Suwon even though my love with B was over. It is a dream. It's a ridiculous dreamer ...

I thought I should drink more. After B went out, Jadeok sat for a long time. I had to drink a celebration. I had to celebrate my brother 's consciousness of liberation.

-c10

At first I thought I would drink beer or a bundle at a convenience store. But I changed my mind. I wanted to get drunk. It was seldom that I had such a passionate mind about alcohol. Jadeuk did not hesitate to plunge into a very drunk, he made a virtual commitment.

I visited the destination. Let's go back to A's store. But I will not come out to drink unless I vomit the story between ... Jadee was tired of talking to someone. It is too lonely to return to the house without the half - life. Moreover, I did not want to rub the corridor passage where the child waited.

Jadeok stood near the station. In the fall, the stall village was booming. Even if you eat alcohol, it will not look as if it looks dull. Appropriate turmoil, optimal crowds, and autumn night with liquor. Jadeok, who was ready to stretch out, even counted the existence of a nearby police box. It is said that it was prepared for the outsider.

I walked into the alley after the mansion door. Saturday morning dawn was desolate. Under the light of a yellow light, the flywheels were flinging their lives at the end of autumn. And just this bizarre Saturday. It is Saturday, which is constantly flowing impulsively. I was stunned by the silhouette that I encountered unintentionally several times.

Jadeuk stopped at his feet and watched Suwon burning cigarettes at the entrance of the alley. I watched a quick butts on the floor and guessed how much time I had spent.

# Confession (3)

"The smell of liquor."

Suwon, who ran away from eating a feast noodle in a corner, finally took a chair and sat down in front of him until he consumed a bottle of shochu. Jadee did not say anything. It has been long since I have lost my energy to make a nag in the stalls of a stall.

I looked up at Suwon's face, and I wondered if it was too cold. Soon after I had fallen for a while, Suwon took off his coat and put it on his shoulder.

Suwon, who was looking at Drunkjok's drinking, squeezed his throat and gave me a bottle of shochu - I finished a very good order. The boss who brought shochu bottle without any doubt. I felt the same age and drinking and feeling of incompleteness. But is not it? I know that it is not so well, so the laughing smiles.

"Why are you laughing?"

Am I smiling? Jadeok was suspicious of such a suspicion, and at the same time, he smiled with a half - folded eyes.

It was not a face that looked more gloomy than worry. This vitality that makes me surprised every time I come back to my place again ...

"You do not go home."

"It's Saturday."

He said so and the child opened the liquor soju. Jadeuk quickly snatched the bottle.

"You can not."

After he put his thumb on the cup and followed his drink, his hand reached out to the cup. He took his hand to the cup until he finished it and scooped his hand when the cup was full. I wait for a while to empty the cup and I ask.

"Has he gone?"

Suddenly, B was raised on the board, but Jadee was not embarrassed.

"uh. I went. "

"Who is it?"

I asked for a moment. I was hesitant to answer, but I quickly resigned.

I would have continued to wonder. When you think about it, Suwon has been amazingly patient. I witnessed all those wondrous landscapes and did not ask me a word without age. That was more than anyone who met me as an adult.

"My first love."

It will be thanks to alcohol. I did not even pick a word. No matter how young you are, you may have noticed that it was not a normal relationship. But it was strange. I was amazed that there was no feeling of sadness, but when I defined it as a word, it came out with tears. It did not stop to such an amazing extent that Jadeuk buried his face in the back of the hand and cried like a man with a story.

When I cried for about five minutes and lifted my head with a smile, Jadeok was thrown down with a chest.

Suwon was crying. Jadeuk dropped the chopsticks he was grasping. I did not know what to do.

Suwon had no expression but his face was red. Tears dripped down at regular intervals on the ball. It was the moment when Suwon, who seemed so mature, felt so childlike.

So Jadee was all regretted. Every action I've ever done to Suwon. I was regretful about the impatience of the first meeting, eventually without boundaries, and I regretted lending the child's shoulder with B's work. As far as the thought went, Jadeok seemed to have a sparkling mind as if the drink had been awakened at once.

"Suwon, I'm sorry, Suwon ..."

I apologize again and again as it should be. It was an apology, but it was true.

"Teacher."

Suwon's voice, which swallowed tears silently, sat down. The child was astonishingly calm as the tears were patient.

Jadee was really sorry and I was so sorry that I was crying because I saw Suwon.

The finger of the child reached the chin. The head followed the reaction. Suwon narrowed the gap and turned his head and gently kissed his mouth. Short kiss like cotton candy. In the eyes of Suwon, Jadeok found his face embarrassed. I could feel the salty tears in my mouth.

"Teacher. Us..."

"... ... "

"Are we going to have a meal?"

......

"Why all of a sudden.."

As the horse blurred, Suwon sat down and pulled further.

"Suddenly not."

"You saw him."

He gently pulled his fingers gently.

"I... I'll do better. "

"What."

"Whatever ... "

The voice of Suwon finally came to shake. Jadee looked up at Suwon and turned his head sadly.

A little cool autumn wind swept the face. I also had a stingy liquor. I did not like the feeling that I was feeling a little bit broken.

"I can not hear a child ..."

It was a sound without heart. I often wondered who was an adult and who was a child. Suwon is calm forever. He stared with his two hands without a response, grabbed his hand, and buried his face. And I put my lips there. The tears that were not dried all over the volley of Suwon were soaked, and my heart was shining.

"Did you do that before?

It was a cute moment contrasted with a low voice, but Jadeok was caught in a sad feeling.

Even if it was hard in the world, it would not have been a B ... a kiss that I would not do myself.

But Suwon was possible.

If I spit the same dialogue 10 years later, would I hear this child feel? Or are they still treated like that to my children? No, if the fantasy about yourself breaks. When first love is finished Suwon will be as tall as I am. Somehow I can not imagine. I did not want to imagine. How about the first love of Suwon? As I am now, pretending to be fine, in the end, bitter and terrible?

Suwon's gaze dived. Like a sweet temptation that can not be rooted, I was tangled. Jadeok, who had a sudden feeling of depression even after receiving a confession, followed alcohol.

Let's drink. Let's drink.

I thought I would drink only from the beginning, but I could have been more blind because of the opportunity. It was added to drink in restaurant of A, and suddenness of upbringing rose. It was already over the share.

Suede was so tired of the confession that he was very tired. I did not mean to ignore the child's feelings. It was because it touched the office.

I ran to the end of the ceremony, leaving only one remaining head. Suwon was also supposed to be strong thanks to such a jade.

"Stop it, stop drinking, do not mix it up.

Whenever the child takes the bottle, he takes it again and repeats the struggle. Drink another cup. Drink two more cans.

It was when the child 's crying was many times.

"Please do not give me a look like that, okay? I pretended to be friendly without saying anything, and I was not angry and came to see ... Then come again. Why do you keep coming? uh? Suwon? Why is that, you? You know? Why do you do that? "

So many times,

My memory is broken. When the spirit came back again, Suwon was on his back. In the mouth there was a trendy tone that did not even know where to listen and how to memorize.

It was good to hear the footsteps of Suwon, whose weight was echoed in the boggy alley. It was like a lullaby.

When my body fell again and again, I was falling down on my bed in the room. The pain in my head, like the ebb tide, came and went and repeated.

"My head hurts."

"It's okay? What do we do... Should I go to the hospital? "

"Turn off the lights"

When the snow broke out, Suwon turned off the fire and touched the forehead. The feeling was cool, and the first feeling improved. I felt like I was in a mental state. When I opened my eyes, I saw the face of Suwon.

Cute Suwon ..

I was drunk and drunk I was drunk, but I could not get any better.

This fragmentary memory will not last long. There was a feeling. The feeling that this memory will be very rare. I did not remember any of these conversations. It was impossible to develop the film already.

That made me feel at ease. I was able to put the opposite reason.

Jadeok grabbed the water source for the moment. I really wanted to hear heartbeat.

"Teacher."

Suddenly, Suwon soon got up. I kept the distance on my mattress and awkwardly. I felt uncomfortable at first and pulled my neck again. Suwon's face fell back on his neck again. The boy's hand trembled as he stroked the stretched ball on his cool face.

Suwon's face was dark brown. Jadeok was amazed at the reaction. It is indeed naive. It is innocent to hesitate even if there is the whole thing. I do not compare myself to B, who was trying to mix B with body after 2 years of memory.

After much diligence, Suwon cautiously lipped his lips. I woke up to the slow progress and wiped my lips, and my tongue was entangled.

"Ha ... "

A short moan broke out. At the same time, power was applied to the hands of Suwon who held his arm. I remember a few months ago that I had forgotten quite a bit. This is the first time I've ever met in this space.

Teacher-

The voice of Suwon, who was a strange man who echoed in my ear.

When Sujwon 's hand, which was dancing, hurt the buckle and came in, Jadeok trembled and trembled.

No.

Then the majestic jadeuk dropped from the child 's face with the last remaining reason. I felt a swollen water source between my body and my legs. Jadeuk wrestled with the result of this situation that he had made.

If you cross this line, it will probably be painful. I will regret it very much like the first time.

Nevertheless, Suwon was decisive. In the movement where it seemed to be nervous, Jadee 's clothes peeled off one and all.

No matter how I tried to calm down, the sensation of the lower part of the head was reached by the hand of Suwon, and it rushed to just before the end. Jadeok shed a scream. There was a crazy excitement behind the embarrassment and tantrum of tears. I was in the mood for a sensation that stimulated my lower back. Suwon's stuff, which was inserted between his thighs, repeatedly moved slowly.

When he licked the earlobe of his pussy with his tongue, Suwon spouted a sweltering moaning and asked the shoulder of Jadeok. Within a short period of time, he was shouting at the same time as he was groaning.

I was so tired of breathing in my senses. There was no pain because there was no insertion, but it was a strange sensation. And as there was a great pleasure, I found a sensible reason, and a great disillusionment came upon me.

The body was turned awkwardly, and the hot, sticky conclusion came down from the wad and the jade could fall into more self-loathing.

The alcohol eventually did not comfort me.

I closed my eyes and wore black eyes like a calf.

"I love you."

.......

Jadee, who wants to faint, closed his eyes.

The gentleness of Suwon, which gives strength to the hands that support the neck and makes the head of Jadeuk lean against the pillow carefully. His hand touching his head makes a loud noise. He wiped the body of Jadeok, lifted up the bedding, and pounded his chest. Jadeok was overwhelmed by these bizarre things that happened in one day and his behavior, and bite his head and bite his lips.

The enormously bizarre Saturday was over. It was already Sunday morning, and a bright morning light was coming in through the windows.

The blue color is sad ... After the thought, the ceremony went down to the bottom of the pillow.