Part 4! I might put some of my anger into this. Sorry I got into an argument about gay marriage and this person was so close minded. it really made me mad.

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Evan' POV

I don't regret this. I want this. I want him!

The game had been over for almost an hour and my team and I had just got to my house. We were going to party and talk to Jonathan and his friends. I looked at my team and smiled. Josh patted me on the back.

"Calm down man. We have your back if ANYTHING happens." I nodded as I saw three more cars pull up. Well this is it. I opened my front door and everyone came in. My whole hockey team wasn't here because some had families they had to go home to but there were still a few here. I walked in after the team because I knew better then to leave them alone with my stuff. Something was bound to break. Jonathan and his friends sat on the couches with the team. They were talking as I got the drinks.

"So Evan what did you mean when you said you would tell me everything?" Jonathan asked. Everyone went quiet. The team seemed to glare at the new people now. Some even got up from where they were sitting because they didn't know how it was going to end.

"I lied the other day. A lot of stuff has happened these last 14 years." I mumbled through my mask. I still haven't taken it off in front of them.

"Then tell me the truth. Here I'll take my mask off if you do." He pulled his mask off and his face was beautiful. Not a scratch. He had sky blue eyes with black hair and a pierced eyebrow. He is more beautiful then me. I'm just an ugly guy. I shook my head.

"Why won't you take it off. He has. It's not far!" I am wildcat said and I saw someone hold Josh back. Then he spoke up.

"Evan has his own reasons. If he doesn't want to take it off then he doesn't have to. Evan has been therough a lot these last 14 years. DON'T PUSH HIM" Josh growled at Wildcat.

"What has he been through that Jonathan hasn't? What is he hiding under his mask?" Wildcat yelled. Something in me snapped and I pulled the mask off. No one saw me do it cause they were all focused on Wildcat and Josh.

"I have been through being gang raped. I have been through multiple hospital visits due to Suicide attempts. I have been beaten and cut across the face. I have been disowned and called names! Don't you fucking tell me it's not fair. I want you to look me straight in the eye's and tell me It's not fair!" I had walked up to Tyler and yelled the last bit in his face. I had heard the gasp I had seen the shocked faces. "This is why I wear the damn mask!" I yelled again.

"You were the guy at the bathrooms. In PAX...You were the guy I ran into." Wildcat backed down from the fight. I nodded not wanting to speak.

"What happen Evan? What happen to you?" Jonathan spoke up. His friends still had shocked faces. I sat down as did my team.

"It's a long story." I replied as I fought to hold back tears from springing from my eyes. Josh sat next to me and hugged me. This seemed to shock a few of Jonathan' friends. Oh they were in for a big surprise if that shocked them.

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Sorry this chapter would of been longer but I'm having a break down and crying my eyes out right now so I'll put another chapter up tomorrow. Sorry again. Mama bear loves chu.

~Panda