Part 5 Enjoy!

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"Oh they are in for a big surprise if that shocked them"

I sighed as I looked up at Josh' face.

"You don't have to tell them Evan" He said and I shook my head. He, Jonathan, deserved to know this.

"Yes I do." I pulled away. "Five years ago, I was 17 years old. I had gone to a school football game to get out of the house. I still felt alone but that is a different story. I had decided to walk home after the game and as I was walking past a hardware store I was pulled into the ally. I still cant remember every event but I know I was beaten for a while for being a fag. One of them pulled out a knife and I panicked. He slashed me across the face." I ran my fingers across the wound. I gave a sick twisted smile. "When I came to the nurse in my hospital room gave me a sneer and told me they should left me there. The doctor came in a while after that and told me that I was beaten, cut and raped....Multiple times. He said he was surprised I woke up. After two months in the hospital I was released and sent home. I felt so ugly that as soon as I got home I ran to my room and laid on my bed. I didn't want to go to school, work or Hockey.I looked to my closet and saw the Owl mask. The one I stopped wearing once I moved away from you. I put it on and instantly felt better about my self. So I went back to school." I took a breather and stood up. I paced the front room still holding the mask in my hand. I looked down at it then put it back on.

"Evan you don't have to finish it" Jonathan said. I shook my head again.

"Anyway I went back to school, That's were the name calling started. Everyday for the rest of high school I was called names. Finally I had enough one of the days in my Jr year. I tried to kill myself. Four times. Each one landing me on the brink of death and back into the hospital. Finally my parents walked in on my fifth time trying and asked me why I was doing this. I told them I was gay and everyone was telling me to kill myself so I was trying. They backed away like I had a deadly virus. They told me to get out of their house. So I did and I focused on Hockey. I've been here ever since." I finished up. No one could see it but I was crying under the mask. I fell to floor and covered my head with my hands. I cried harder. I felt someone pull me to them and I latched on to them.

"It's okay Vanoss" Jonathan said and I stopped crying. Automatically. I looked up at him.

"It's been years since I heard that name from someone that wasn't a random or a fan." I smiled and hugged Jonathan close. "You never introduced your friends." I whispered to him. He got up and pulled me up with him.

"Sorry. guys introduce yourselves." Jonathan spoke up.

"I'm Mini and this is my boyfriend Tyler" An Irish man said with curly brown hair.

"I'm Lui and this is David my boyfriend" The shortest of the five said. He used a squeaker voice and It made me laugh.

"Nice to meet you all." I smiled but then looked down at the floor. Now to tell Jonathan how I feel. Great.

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Alright so there's that chapter. Sorry if it sucked I'm dead tired. Mama bear loves chu!

~Panda