If I said that I love you
Will it change anything, if i said that i love you?
For there is darkness in me.
Will it change the way you look at me?
For i am not beautiful.
Will it change the the way you talk to me?
For i talk my mind.
Will you stay?
Or will you leave, like the ones i had fallen for?
Many a nights awake and listening to me,
go on about the tragedies of life.
You read my stories and read me poetry.
Made me fall asleep, and stayed awake,
Never asked what you will get in return.
Is it plain curiosity or pity?
I told you, do not come to me,
for i am not who you see.
What will change, if i said that i love you?
Will it change the way we sit together, yet apart?
Will it change the smile that you give me?
Will it be worth the risk?
You try to take my mask off,
to look beneath it all.
Will it change anything, if i said that i love you?
Will it change the way you see scars and wounds?
For i have many, i do not wish to open them
as they might fester.
Why do you look at me with calm eyes,
like admiring a raging tempest?
I am but a hurricane,
there is no peace within,
and no ground to hold onto.
Yet, why do you walk towards me;
wearing a smile so sincere?
Why do you make me believe,
scars to be embroideries?
The tears, the anger and the hate in me,
why do you call them beautiful?
I am not the one for you,
my fate would never let me be.
For, i cannot be who you think me to be.
I am a soul, who has no name,
a wanderer, who has no home.
A dreamer without a destiny.
Will it change anything, if i said that i love you?
Will you put me into a mould of the woman you want?
Will you stand by me?
Or let go at the most difficult moment?
Will it change anything, if i said that i love you?
Our lives entwined like fingers,
yet we never held hands.
Will you look at me, disappointed and disgusted;
if i take my past and put it in your hands?
Or will you take the time to build me up again?
If i give you time,
Will you spin the hands forward or backward?
Or will you stop the hands at where we stay?
Do you want my heart to stitch it back,
or to take it apart further?
Yes, i can differentiate,
But i cannot trust.
The many times that i have lost ,
i have forbidden this thing called love.So i ask,
Will it change anything, if i said that i love you?
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