The white ground was covered with snow
I

couldn't see, I couldn't believe
Your bloody body is lying there
My mind is now completely chaotic
It's all fallen down
Am I fucked up now ?
What the hell I did to you ?

I killed him, it's real
My hands are bloody and sinful
My body is mine, mine 
Burnin' in flames
Screaming your name
Screaming at the sky
Your soul is here, wishing I saw
I'm drunk on this pain
Pain like your blood I drink

I'm an exile, an exile from everywhere 
Live in sin and torment 
Those scars you sewed up, now bleeding by me
Frozen tears on my face, look at the scarlet flesh under the snow
What a sad moment, maybe it's forever
It's never over 

I killed him, it's real 
My hands are bloody and sinful
My body is mine, mine 
Burnin' in flames
Screaming your name
Screaming at the sky
Your soul is here, wishing I saw
I'm drunk on this pain
Pain like your blood I drink

Blood on the ground
My heart is lockdown
The wound I caused, it's not my fault
( I did it )
Looking straight at the present
I won ( I lose )
Don't regret, oh me
"I'm free", ( myself ) I myself am imprisoned by me
The Enigma cage will hold me
I'll take my place
Grey, white infinite, I belong here
Snow falls into a pool of crimson blood
I'm smiling ( I cried in despair )

I killed him, it's real
My hands are bloody and sinful
My body is mine, mine 
Burnin' in flames
Screaming your name
Screaming at the sky
Your soul is here, wishing I saw
I'm drunk on this pain
Pain like your blood I drink