"Wait you guys are twin sisters ?!" Kaylee said shocked, you sigh as Lulu said "Fraternal actually." as you scoffed.

"Um yeah you fail to tell me anything about this." Kaylee said to you arms crossed. "So my last name being Antariksa didn't ring a bell."

Kaylee rolled her eyes and said "W-Well freaking anybody can have that last name Antariksa ?!" you chuckled at Kaylee's clueless, she rolled her eyes at you.

"Why are you here ?" you asked Lulu.

Lulu sighed and said "I can't see my sister." as you said "You weren't worried about me for 25 years, what changed ?" as Lulu said "For once can you not have your sarcasm take control of you?" as you scoffed once more.

"Ok seems like you two need to go over some things, I'm going to be anywhere but here." Kaylee joked with a grin waving goodbye to Lulu as Lulu waved back, as Kaylee kissed your cheek and went up to upstairs.

You and Lulu looked at one another, Lulu gave a short wave as you rolled your eyes as Lulu sat down at the table, you got out a bottle of wine as Lulu said "Well I guess I'll get my own drink." as she went to the fridge and got out water, unlike you, Lulu wasn't that much into alcohol.

You on the other hand were obsessed with it, you both grew up in the same home with your lowing father and caring mother, but when your father died, your mother couldn't take care of you both anymore because your father's death took a toll on her she became depressed and she wasn't in her right state, you remember the day clearly, you and Lulu were on 5 and you both were ask by a women in business clothes to start packing, you both thought it was a filed trip unaware it would be the last time you say your mother in 25 years.

And you both were put into a foster home, you both probably went to around 4 homes back to back, until you both thought you had found a home, but no you were both abused by your foster father who barely payed attention to either of you, from forgetting to cook dinner, to not coming home on time, to forgetting to pay bills days on end.

Lulu did her best and took care of you and she would help you with homework, from doing your hair and helping you get through puberty even when she was still going through it herself, but it still didn't help you both with the abuse, you took it the worse because he was the worse you, your foster father broke you down mental, physical and even time he got mad...well let's just say it didn't end well for you, Lulu protected you, even if that mean't she got hit as well, but she didn't mind as long as it wasn't you.

You both stayed with him for 18 years, when Lulu was looking for a job, and her acting payed off and she was able to get a side role and get you both a apartment to stay in and you did, you both enjoyed yourself until Lulu really got famous and you both drifted apart from small fights to big ones, that's when you got into the fight that stopped you both for talking for 25 years and you moved out.

From the streets, to even more homes, until you started signing at random clubs or gigs  getting payed a good amount to buy a apartment sure, yeah you had horrible neighbors who would blasted music, or stuff would stop working but it was better than the streets, Lulu continued to get famous and you would get semi famous when you worked at one club and there fell in love with Danielle, you both moved in with one another, and it was like that for 6 years until your issues got the best of you.

Since being bullied for a long time, your mental health was horrible, from self harm, to depression to being bi-polar, your snapped at Danielle one night and that ended quickly.

Soon things got rough, but they started to get Ok, that's when you went to the gym and sooner or later meet the love of your life Kaylee Marie Kaneshiro Bryant.

Lulu poured her drink, and closed the fridge, your sister was wearing the newest trends like she always did.

"So, how have you've been." you chugged down your red wine and said "Fine, I guess." Lulu heard the attitude and said "Look Y/N, I'm sorry for leaving you back there so many years ago, that was never what I wanted to do, I mean it's always been you and me against the world."

You sighed she wasn't wrong, "Yeah but you forgot about me, so there's nothing to be said anymore." as Lulu said "I know I left, but I didn't forget." you bi polar attitude snapped in, you threw the glass hitting the window, Lulu flinched as you screamed "B*ll Sh*t !" as Lulu slammed her hands down on the table and said "It's not B*ll Sh*t !"

"You left end of story, letting your stupid fame get the best of it !" as Lulu laughed and said "Of course I let my issues get the best of me, how about you, instead of talking to me about your problems, you hang out with the wrong crowd, got arrested I had to bail you out so many times and it was for stupid reasons and it was always bar fights !"

"Well someone decides it nice to talk sh*t behind my back that means they want to get bruised, haven't you heard talk sh*t, get hit !" you were about to walk upstairs, so over your sister. When Lulu grabbed your hand.

"And you walk away from everything and all your problems !? Our mom begs for us to come and see her and get along and I want to, but I hate putting on a play for her and all she sees is her daughter's who don't get along and act fake." as you screamed "Well all I know is mom is sick and she's been getting better." Lulu scoffed and said "You don't know how she is, have you even called her since everything's been happening ?"

Your eyes drop, Lulu put her hair behind her ear, her white sunglasses sat on-top of her forehead, she huffed. You could feel her gaze on you as you yell "So what I have my own stress so I'm so sorry I can't put our mother first ?!"

"That's because your so wrapped in, in your stupid alcohol that's your downfall you turn to drinking when everything goes bad and wrong, when life keeps kicking your a*s and when you lose control and don't take your meds you turn to that stupid god forsaking reeking  beverage !"

"You look just like him, you look just like Paul !" and with that you slapped Lulu hard on the cheek. Lulu was shocked, but she slapped you back. "Don't. Ever. Put. Your. Hands. On Me. Sister or not I will drag you." you eyed her and with that Lulu grabbed her bag and walked away.

You realized what you did and croaked to your big sister, "Lulu wait, please just wait." your eyes filling with tears.

And with that you screamed, it broke the nearest wine bottle, Lulu turned to see you looking sorry and stressed out, your cheeks red, you going through a hardcore panic attack, Lulu dropped her handbag and rushed to hug you.

You hugged back but your panic attack was worse than ever.

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You take in slow breathes. Lulu knew what was about to happen next. She shouted for Kaylee. Kaylee came down and saw you, shaking and breathing heavy. "Y/N !" she said as she rushed to you, but Lulu stroked your hair looked up to Kaylee and said "Ok, I need you to go soak a cold towel and some ice water." Kaylee though wanting to stay with you nodded.

That's when the door opened, not even knocking since this person just opened the door. In walked Danielle, makeup still over her face, her hair wet with sweat it already starting to frizz up. She wore her tore clothes and when she saw you she went into full mama bear mode

"Now what are you doing here ?!" Kaylee said arms folded, as Danielle just simply rolled her eyes and put her hand out and said "Sorry, no time for b*tchy banter," saying Hope's line to Penelope in The Episode "Mombie Dearest."

Kaylee rolled her eyes she then turned to you as Lulu said "Guys help !" You keep saying "Yellow, Black, Purple, Blue !" that's when you started to yell it "YELLOW ! BLACK ! PURPLE ! BLUE !"

Kaylee rushed to get the towel putting it over your forehead, Danielle held your hand and stroked it, which triggered Kaylee who picked up your other hand. The two shot each other glares before focusing back on you.

You were curled into a ball, you sister encouraging you to stretch and move and your girlfriend and ex girlfriend holding your hand as Danielle said "Hey, Y/N try saying "this feels awful, but it's not going to hurt me"

You nodded, that's when Danielle lightly kissed your forehead, Kaylee was filled with rage but she played it off and focused on you again.

Hours later, you had calmed down and tried yourself out to the point you had passed out, Kaylee and Lulu brought you to bed, while Danielle stayed down. Picking the glass from her feet, and wiping her blood/makeup on her face.

Lulu left minutes later and waved goodbye to the two and told Kaylee to tell you she would be roaming with Jenny for a couple of months. Once Kaylee closed the door and made sure Lulu was gone, she turned to Danielle who sip white wine as she waved to Kaylee.

Kaylee just took it from her hands and placed it in the fridge. "Ok then." Danielle said arms crossed as Kaylee hissed "What the h*ll was that earlier ?" as Danielle said "I was just helping."

Kaylee huffed and said "Yeah, you were trying to get close to her again, let me make this clear do not get in the way of me and her, Danielle or I will crush you." as Danielle chuckled and said "Oh Kay, you and Y/N crush on me," she walked away and with that Kaylee grabbed her wrist hard, Danielle looked up.

"I'm not playing because if you think Y/N is worse with her anger I'm worse." Danielle eyed twitched, she then snatched her hand away and pinned Kaylee to the table, Danielle looked straight into her eyes, she titled her head.

"And I should warn you Kaylee," her body pressed onto Kaylee, Kaylee looked at her as Danielle said "I am so much more dangerous than you think," she slammed her head again as she clenched her robes and said "So you should not mess with me either Bryant." as Kaylee pushed her up and hissed "I agree Russell, so get the h*ll out." 

Danielle smirked and said "Fine, I"ll go then." and with that she walked away, she took the white wine from the fridge and said "Bye Kay, Kay." Kaylee slammed the door and slid down it and mutter "B*tch."