It has been brought to my attention that I have a suicidal reader so I need to make this message to everyone. Don't give up, just please don't give up. You guys at this point are my everything and if I were to lose one of you, even if I learnt years later or something I'd be destroyed. I practically live for you guys 'cause life is rough, I'll admit it but I won't back down. Depression is a fight with your worst enemy but you can't back down. PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) is also a fight with a horrible enemy but once more we can't and I absolutely mean WE CAN'T back down. I can't deal with the thought of one of you guys dying, especially at your own hand so please don't give in, I am literally begging you from the bottom of my heart. Honestly you guys have made my life something unexpected, because of you guys I write and write and write, professional authors have been talking to me about a potential writing career and I never expected anything of the sorts as this story was never meant to be finished, this story was only meant to help me cope with my Mamaw's (grandma) declining health and eventual death and also some PTSD that was attacking me from a car wreak I was in when I was younger. Yes I agree life is a b*tch but what do you do with a b*tch? You fight back. I'm fighting my life for you guys, my godchildren (two beautiful little girls), my friends, my father, my brother, my sisters, my stepmother, my aunts, my uncles, my teachers, and everyone else. Please guys fight for me. Live on for me and never let yourself be defeated. I guess I might as well stop or else this might become a tangent... seriously guys I love you all from the moon and back. Have a good day/night. I love you all.