"....I was rejected...."

Laying down on the bed with a heavy feeling, the memories from the park flashes through his head as he cried through his sleep, "....this is painful....I didn't know love could agonizing...."Seokjin mumbled as he covered his teary eyes with his hands,"I can't stop myself from crying..."He mumbled once again, his tears wouldn't stop falling, Seokjin shifted his position on the side to where his mirror was opposite of him, when he saw himself completely messed up because of the heart break he went through.

Seokjin sobs and covered his messed up crying face on the pillow, His pain was slowly eating him each time he remembers the look Jungkook gave him, He gritted his teeth.

"I am a fool....I am your servant...just a servant...."

|| NEXT DAY ||

"....I'll be here...waiting young master..."

Seokjin said with a monotone voice, He was tired and the sleepless night he had earlier made his day worse, on the other hand Jungkook was thinking twice whether he should leave or stay.

"Seokjin...I..."

"Young master...forgive me for loving you.....it was a mistake..."

Seokjin's lifeless eyes stared at him directly, There was no light in his face, only pain could be seen. Jungkook clench his fist, "......"Jungkook was speechless enough, the rejection he caused made a rather strong effect to Seokjin.

"........Take a break..."

Jungkook said but his choice of words were wrong, Definitely wrong, He wanted to apologise but his cold attitude definitely did the trick. Seokjin bit the insides of his lips as he nodded, "....yes....young master..."the Royal Servant said before leaving Jungkook who was now filled with guilt.

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|| FEW HOURS LATER ||

"oh my....I wonder if Mr. Kim is alright....he locked himself inside his chamber ever since he came back....I wonder what has happened?" Seulgi said as she glance at Jaehwan who held a broom, He shrug his shoulder. "....beats me....Seokjin never showed his vulnerable side...."Jaehwan said scratching the back of his head as he looked for some possible answers, a sigh escape Seulgi's mouth when she suddenly heard heavy footsteps coming towards them.

She turned around gracefully, The young master stood in front of the servants who had their heads down to show respect, "welcome back young master" Jaehwan and Seulgi both greeted Jungkook at the same time as they back in a corner to give him space to walk pass through but their master did not move and only stared at the door that belonged to Seokjin's chamber.

"....young master?...do you need Mr. Kim to prepare your afternoon snack?" Seulgi ask the young master, Jungkook clench his fist as his lips pursed, He then turns around and walk away without answering Seulgi's question.

Once the young master was no longer in their sight, Jaehwan immediately went over to Seulgi."even the young master is acting weird...oh! did Seokjin and the young master have a fight!" Jaehwan exclaimed with his wide eyes, Seulgi chuckle.

"What nonsense are you spouting about? Mr. Kim and the young master never fought before....I guess..." Seulgi said as she was unsure on what was real or not real, countless thoughts came through their heads.

"It is weird....truly weird....young master and Seokjin were always on good terms...."

"haaa....I agree with you...what ever their problem is...I hope they find a solution for it..."Seulgi said to Jaehwan who nodded as a response.

"Truth be told" 

|| KIM SEOKJIN POV. ||

Hearing them say that made me realized something, It was a horrible mistake to confess, "....should I just quit...this love...is a mistake" I mumbled clenching the white folded shirts that was now stained by my over flowing tears, I buried my face under my white clothes as I heard continuous tapping on my window, I raised my head and look over my shoulder to see a black raven tapping it's beak to my cleaned window.

I stood up on the floor, "hello...."I said smiling at the small creature , I slide my window open as the raven flew inside my room flapping it's beautiful wings but his golden eyes reminded me of someone.  The raven landed it's feet on my bed, "....oh...you are so beautiful..." I said while I trace my crooked fingers to it's soft feathers, the raven then went closer to my face and rub it's face to mine it was as if this small black creature knew I was crying, "aren't you sweet..."I mumbled, I sat on the floor as the crow went to my lap, "....where are your friends?....are you alone too?" I asked the raven who seemed to understand me, I chuckle and tilted my head to the side in curiosity.

"hm...If I were to ask the young master to keep you...would he agree?...."

I spread a gentle smile at the raven, the raven backs away from me and flew out of my room through the window, I frown and stood up from the floor, I pop my head out of the window to see the raven flying away with his friends.

"....I guess you did have friends...."

|| JEON JUNGKOOK POV. ||

That smile, beautiful as always, as I transformed myself back to my human form, I flop down to my bed to what I call comfort and yet I don't feel anything, I want to hug him to sleep like the last time he was here but I couldn't, I hurt him badly. I left a painful scar in his heart, Hearing him confessing his love to me caused a sudden joy in my heart but a part of me wants no commitment.

I was afraid, truly afraid to be hurt and left alone in the dark again like how mother did, like how the others did but Seokjin. He was different, maybe I could love him back fully without being afraid of anything because Seokjin was the one who truly saved me from my darkness.