I don't want to get out of bed anymore, let alone eat or shower. What's the point, life no longer has any meaning. It's been about three months since losing him, and so far, I'm not doing well still. People are in and out of the place we lived, and they alway bring me food and asked if I've left the bed. Today, Natsu came over alone, normally he'd come over with Lucy, but I think she was working today. 

"Mavis? Can I come in?"

I hear the opening of the door, which makes me pop my head up from under the covers. From the look on his face, I'm guessing I don't look very good, but who cares. I pull the covers even closer to me and continue to stay quiet. He comes into the room, stepping over shoes and a shirt that I refuse to pick up. "I brought you some food. Do you want to eat it in here?"

"No. I'm not hungry."

"You sure? When was the last time you ate food?"

"Yesterday, Zera brought me some food."

Natsu sits at the foot of the bed and stares at the floor. I look down to him to see what he's staring at, but he sights his eyes to the picture from on the dresser, the one with happier times in it. "We all miss him, you know that. This pasted three months have been hell for you I know, but you know this isn't what he wants you todo, he'd want you to get up."

"I think you need to leave. I want to be alone."

He pats the leg and starts to leave the room, before he leaves he takes one last look at the picture then closes the door, a few minutes later I hear the front door shut and lock. Once I'm alone, I rise from bed and straggle over to the picture. I grab it, then sit on the floor. I run my fingers lightly over the glass and try to hold back my tears. It was a picture of Zeref and I at the beach a few months before I lost him. We didn't bother to look at the camera because all I wanted to was look at him in all of his beauty and happiness. 

"Guys look over there. Isn't the most beautiful sunset you've ever seen."

Lucy points over to the pinkish-blue sky, I get a funny thought in my head when I see it and I laugh a little to loudly. "What's so funny?" Zeref looks at me, but I still continue to laugh at the dumb thought. "It's just the sky reminds me of cotton candy." His gentle smile melts my heart, he kisses the top of my head and ruffles my hair. "You're just like a little kid I swear, that's why I love you."

"I love you too silly."

I'm no ones silly anymore, no ones light or future. He was taken from me so quickly, so suddenly It feels like a dream and when I wake up he'll be right there in bed just sleeping. I hug the picture the picture tightly and the water works begin, I've been crying almost every single day, its a miracle if I don't cry for at least an hour. 

"How...How can you just leave me like this. I told you I wouldn't make it without you and still-"

I choke on the rest of my words, my eyes kick into overdrive. Crying is almost like breathing now, if I don't cry then I'll never feel better. I lay on the floor and grab the shirt near my head. It was the last shirt he wore before he left that night it still smell just like him. 

"I'm gonna go get something from the mini-mart, then I'll come back and we can have our movie night."

He tosses of his shirt on the floor and changes into his pj shirt. "Don't throw your clothes on the floor, they don't belong there." He crawls on the bed and kisses my lips quickly, he grins at me and I kiss him once again. "I'll pick it up when I get back, I promise. Alright, I'll be right back, get everything ready."

I get up from the bed and walk him to the door, holding his hand whole way. "Just make it back safely alright." Kissing my forehead, he reassures me he'll make it back in one piece. "I love you, I'll be back." I watch him go to the car and wave his good-byes to me. I close to door and start getting everything ready for what would've been the best night ever.

I waited for hours for him to get back. I called him, texted him and got nothing. It wasn't till later that night, I got that heartbreaking call from the police, saying that a drunk drive hit Zeref head on. I screamed so loud the people next door thought I was dying and I was. I refused to leave the room for two week, I lost everything that night. 

At his funeral, I did nothing but cry and cry. I wanted to get in that coffin with him, to just be with him forever like he said, but something got in the way of that. When he died, I died as well and now I'm nothing more than a shell of what I used to be. I don't know how I've made it this far, no more hugs or kisses, the worst part is I'll never hear 'I love you silly' from him, ever again.

I set the frame next to me and get to my feet, I musth have put the frame a little closer to me than I thought, because I knock it over, causing the frame to break. I felt the shards go into my foot then the blood came. I crouch down and pick up the big chunks. I take the picture out of the frame and gentle put it on the bed. I throw everything away then, go to the bathroom to take care of my foot.

Fifteen minuets later, I come out with my foot bandaged up, I hope to the bed and glop down on it. I grab the picture and hold it to see again, but doing so, I see something written on the back of it. Flipping it over, I see a long letter from Zeref. I spring up, and look over the unknown later that he wrote me.

"Dear Mavis, I'm so thankful that I've met you and you choose to stay with me despite on how I am when it comes to things. I thought once you saw how I really was you'd leave me like everyone else, but you just hugged me that night and told me everything will be okay. So, I'm going to remind you everyday that no matter what happened good or bad that everything will be okay and I will alway love you and I'll be with you always. Forever yours, Zeref."

"Zeref, you always comfort me don't you." I smile threw my stained face, but something felt weird but in a warm and safe way. I touched my forehead, it felt like someone just kissed it, I still feel the pressure on it. When I went towards the door, I swear I head someone say ' I love you'.

"I love you too Zeref, I'll be happy. Just stay with me till its our time to be together again okay?"

"Promise."

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Yes I wrote another sad story, and just like my other sad story I cried when I wrote it. I wanted to write a mavis grieving one after my zeref one, but with the sad mood I'm in I thought I do it. So, I'm sorry if you cried and this isn't as good as the other one.

Anyway, hoped you liked it:)