My Inspiration
I think I lost what it means to write, hey writing me, what is going on? Do we need to have little talk. The inspiriting pool is on empty. "Mavis!" I jump in me seat to see the teacher right at my desk. "Oh, hello." He puts his finger on my blank piece of paper and taps it a few times. "Let's talk after class." I grown but agree to his request. Damnit.
The class ends and everyone gets to leave, I of course take my sweet time gathering my things before my talk with the teacher. "Mavis, let's have a little talk." I come up to the desk in front of him. "Uh yes? What about?" He cocks his head to the side, he pulls out my latest paper than another piece maybe one of my older writings. "I'm not sure what's going on, but I can clearly see that writing is not becoming your friend anymore. Take a look at both of these." He hands me my papers, one from last week and one from 6 months ago.
"This one from last week isn't even close to what the this one was. I can see the inspiration, the description jumping of the pages. I felt like I stepped into another world but this one, it's like you killed the creative side and just wrote whatever to get the assignment done and over with."
"What can I say. You caught me, the creative side is on empty."
"Is something going on outside of school? Home life going good?"
"Yeah, everything is great I swear, but I don't know why you're so worried. It's just some writers block."
He stands tall and places his hands on my shoulders. "Mavis, I'm worried that you don't care anymore. You're my best student. You're destined to be a great writer, but I think you're burnt out, lost the writing way. People don't always come back from that."
"So, what are you saying?"
"Well as a teacher, if these papers keep coming in like last weeks, you'll fail, but as a fellow writer I think you need to find your inspiration again. Take some time to find it."
Burnt out? Well, he isn't wrong. I have lost my mind just a bit from this but to loose my writing all together scares me. "Don't worry, I'll find my inspiration." We both smile before I leave the room. Lucky for me, it's winter break, two whole weeks to just sit and gather my thoughts. This will be a piece of cake.
*4 days later*
"Mavis, are you in there?" I hear Lucy, I turn slowly to see my friends look scared, afraid even. "Oh my gosh, Mavis have you lost your mind?" Wendy picks up some paper balls that litter my floor. "Uh Mavis? Are you trying to write?" I nod my head, Lucy looks around the room and is about to turn my light on. "No don't, the light will burn my eyes." She rolls her eyes and flicks the light on. When I see the lights, it stings so badly and it makes me fall to the floor.
"You killed me."
"stop being dramatic."
"Sorry, can't talk anymore, you killed me."
They all laugh and Juvia places a blanket over me. "Looks like we'll let you be poe, its to bad Natsu's cute brother was looking forward to seeing you again." My ears perk up, Zeref is back in town? "Zeref even asked us how you're doing?" Oh did he? "He's even the one that asked us if we be so kind to bring you over to his house." With that I sat up, blanket still on my body. "Well would you look at that, she lives once more." Cana yanks the blanket off me and a collective laugher breaks out in my room.
"Well, I guess I should shower and get dressed."
"Yeah and while you do that, we'll burn these clothes."
"They don't smell that bad, you're mean."
***
"Okay, we're here." We all gather at the door, I feel all kinds of things, but the one I feel the most is my nervousness. It's okay, it's just Zeref, he's your friend, pal, amigo. Juvia rings the doorbell, I shover her hand away, "My gosh women, what are you doing?!" The door opens a few seconds later. "Hi everyone, Hello Mavis." Still holding onto Juvia's hand I look over slowly to see Zeref in the door frame. "Ello, I mean uh hey, Hi um Zeref." Juvia takes her hand back, at least I think she did. "Let's get you guys inside, its cold outside. After you mavis." Alright, let's go feet. One foot up and... "Oh gosh, are you okay?" I tripped?! My pride.
I hold a ice pack to my knee, I can already feel the bruise forming but I have to look like it doesn't bother me cause Zeref is right next to me. "How's it feel?" Looking at him I can't help but drink is this work of art in front of me. His silky hair, those dark eyes, his porcupine skin, the way his shirt clings to his sexy body- Mavis!!, He's not a piece of meat. "You're fine...I mean its fine, it's okay can't even feel the pain haha.
"Still funny as ever I see."
"That's me, funny lady."
"It's really nice to see you again, I really missed you."
My face feels like it's on fire, and in my head I'm screaming. "I missed you too Zeref." His smile makes me forget that I even fell. "Oh Mavis, how's the writing going." My words get caught in my throat, the smile fades and I'm left looking at the floor, not him. "Mavis, did I say something wrong?"
"No, not at all. Um, I'm gonna go check my knee out, I'll be back."
Zeref POV:
She left fast, I wonder what's wrong. I see all the girls glaring at me, Oh damn I'm dead. "We can't be mad, he doesn't know. Mavis lost her will to write.
"What do you mean, she can't write anymore anymore?"
"Bingo, she's burned out. The pool of inspiration is gone."
I see Mavis come out of the bathroom, she seems to be walking fine but a slight limp is seen as well. My little writer, she can't stop writing. "Mavis, come with me." I take her hand, I grab her coat and take her to my special area.
The air is fresh and clear, the sun is setting, the orange and red make the sky look like a painting. "Zeref, what is this place?" She looks to the sun, it's makes her eyes shine and hair glow, Breathtaking. "Here, lets sit down." Together we sit on the bench that looks over a small lake, the tress have lost their leaves but the snow replaces the empty spots.
"Hey Zeref, why did you bring me here?"
"When I was in school, and I lost my inspiration. I would sit here and let my thoughts gather. It's good to be out in the open where nothing can box you in. You know what I mean."
"Yeah, I do actually. I'm kinda like that right now."
Mavis POV:
"My teacher says I'm burned out, I lost my spark and I'm in danger of losing it. It scares me."
"You can't loose your spark, you need to be my little writer still."
"What did you say?"
I see Zeref coving his mouth, a slight red blush dusts his cheeks. "S-Sorry." Oh my lawd, he's perfect. "It's o-okay." The heat returns to my face, he called me his little writer. Wait, does that mean?! "Zeref?" His hand still covers his mouth, the redness still sits on his cheeks. The way he looks and the way the air moves his hair, what an inspiration.
At that moment I felt something, a small fire going off in my heart and mind. "I have to go Zeref."
"Wait why, did I scare you with what I said?"
"Not at all, your writer just needs to write is all."
***
"Welcome back everyone, I hope your break was good and you're well rested. Now, lets see what you all came up with." The teacher takes our papers one by one but, I'm still finalizing some small details to make sure it's perfect. "Mavis, your paper." I hand it over with a big grin on my face.
"Mavis, may I speak to you?"
"Sure."
He holds my paper in his hands, its as if he can't take his eyes away from the words. "Is everything okay?" He hands the paper back to me, with a big smile on his face. "Welcome back."
"Thank you, without your advise I wouldn't have found my inspiration."
"Care to share what your inspiration is?"
"Uh Mavis, ready to go?"
My teacher waves me away and I run to Zeref, "Yeah, I'm ready." He takes my hand into his and i wave goodbye to my teacher.
"Did he like your paper?"
"He loved it and its all thanks to my inspiration."
"Care to tell me what that is?"
With a tug on his hand, I kiss him sweetly on the lips, "I think you already know Zeref." He pulls me into a warm hug and kisses my forehead, "You're right I do know, my little writer."
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Yay another story that's way over due ^^', I'm so sorry. Also sorry again for not editing yet.Anyway, hope you liked it :)
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