January 11th, 2021:
Okay, okay, I didn't saw anything yesterday, let's keep what happend today in past and let's live as it was, yes! That's good idea, let's just don't ask, don't think about it, after all I want is normal life.

January 13th, 2021:
It doesn't matter what will I do, I always think on that day, I just can't get it out from my head! I feel like my curiosity is telling me something unusual but I can't really catch up on it, I just , I can't, bruh, how should I tell, I can't really communicate to my parents as I did, for example yesterday they were talking about me in the living room, sound was perfectly hearable from my room, they were saying that my puberty is kicking really hard and I am acting weird in front of them, dude! How my puberty kicks, when I don't even have voice crack come on !. I can't live in this house anymore, I have to do something, when I step in this house I am starting to act nervous and my stomach starts grumbling... I guess that's because of stress and all the things which is going are around me.

January 15th, 2021:
I want to go,I can't stay, I am freaking out, I just can't, help me someone, help! Is this some kind of horror thing? Is it? Hah god what am I thinking, I am really losing myself...
And that school is even more! I hate it so much...

January 17th, 2021:
It's 3:10am in the morning, while I am writing this diary I am hearing some feet sound below my room, below my room is living room,are my parents doing something?it's probably better to not to say anything! Or should I? Should I check? Of course not what the frick I am thinking on!

After 15 minutes of thinking He chose to check what was happening in the living room...
"Excuse me?, Is anyone down there ---" - said Noel.
And suddenly lights went on, He almost pooped in a place, but he was afraid of nothing, his parents started to open leftover stuff on 3:35Am in the Morning, what a usual thing to do right? Besides these boxes where kinda big for the furnite and house things...
January 20th, 2021:
Finnaly my parents aren't home, should I check it or no???
Fuck, really, I want to check but I also can't, I found this dice in the living room this morning let's roll it, anything below 3 equals to not to enter, more than 3 equals to enter, hah.
... Dice rolled exactly 6, and even without this dice he kinda wanted to check everything if he could go into that wall which was door and so many other things!
The moment when he got close to that Wall he felt something strange, but he was going straight, walking, slowy he started running fast and he, he actually managed to go In that wall! Directly in to that wall, and what he found just shocked he, in that room there was most unwanted, horrific and terrifying thing going on which he probably wouldn't imagine,
F o r this 14 year old boy Noel, his life just went black , darkest color you can ever imagine, this little picture which he saw in that room, changed his whole perspective about the everything, why was he here, why was he alive a g a i n and everything else... In the world there isn't enough word to describe that situation and I am sure there will not be one because its beyond human presence.