while you're busy
getting high
with your friends
i'm right here
in my bed
waiting and crying
all dressed-up for nothing
i'm so undeniably dumb

you must be on the phone
with another girl
for all i know
trust me when i tell you
that i'll feel worse
if you go
you should know

i'd rather be asleep
forever
than live in a world
where you and i
can't be together

thought i moved on
guess i was wrong
'cause i'm still holding on
to the fragments of you and i
in paradise
those nights
and i'm paralyzed
wishing i had the motivation
to just talk to someone else
do shit i gotta do
but i can't

i just wanna be with you