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˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳ ぉゔぇ羅 ♡.°୭̥ 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦;
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𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗿𝗲𝗮      words n faces

𝗏𝗂𝖾𝗐 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌

𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲 how am i not surprise that she can draw?!?

𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲   what can't she do!!

𝗮𝗹𝗲𝘅𝗴𝗮𝘀𝗸𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗵 🎼

𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲  andrea is so talented, she can draw, act and sing!!

𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲  um? excuse me but are they song lyrics??

𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗱𝘆𝗯𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗵𝗮𝗺 honestly what can't you do!

𝘀𝗶𝗲𝗿𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗼𝗻  🤯🤯

𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲 she's a really good drawer. i can't even draw a stick figure
  ⤷𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲 honestly same here!

𝗹𝘂𝗸𝗲𝗵𝗲𝗺𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀   love this!

𝗻𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗮𝗽𝗼𝗹𝗼𝗰𝗸   always surprising me

𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲   she is writing songs too??
  ⤷𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲   yeah! she's got an ep out

𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲 seriously, how does it feel being god's favourite??

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳ ぉゔぇ羅 ♡.°୭̥ 𝘁𝘄𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿;

𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
okay, so hear me out. i've been listening to old 5sos and i have picked up on a few lyrics/songs that screams out ANDREA!

↳𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗼𝗻𝗰𝗮𝗹𝗿𝗲𝗮:
omg my calrea ass wants to know!
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
well, buckle up and get ready. it's about to a hell of a ride

↳ 𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
okay, i'll be going chronologically. so the somewhere new ep. let's go!
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
in total, two songs. easy. beside you and unpredictable
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
beside you. we all know by now that the two of them wrote this song a long time ago. they even mentioned it in interviews.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
okay, so the lyrics of "within a minute i was all packed up, i got a ticket to another world," hints towards the whole calum and the boys moving to london. starting their career. leaving andrea, maddy and tullie behind in australia.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
and the lyrics "i made a promise that i'll come home soon." calum has said many times on their twitcams that he had promise andy they'll come back soon.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
onto unpredictable. luke had mention in an interview that this song was to help one of their friends kinda open their eyes.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
and the lyrics of "pick you up when you fall to pieces let me be the one to save you." we all know that andrea had her struggles through the years and i think calum was singing this to her.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
"one day we'll make it out alive. i'll take you where you wanna go." calum has mention in a couple interviewers that he always told andrea that one day they'll make it big time.

↳ 𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
now onto self titled album. 5 seconds of summer, in total 5 songs.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
okay, so the first song is heartbreak girl and here's why
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
the lyrics, "'cause i'm just a sucker for anything that you do. and when the phone call finally ends. you say thanks for being a friend."
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
we all know the song is about being friendzoned and even through they've been friends for a really long time. it is very obvious they have feelings for each other.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
but wait that's not all; "but i wanna scream out you could be with me now," come on it's not a secret that calum has feelings for her. but we know calum isn't good with speaking about his feelings, so he writes songs about them.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
he's been there for andrea and picked up the broken pieces of her heart.
andrea = heartbreak girl.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
the second song is, wherever you are
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
"you were crying at the airport when they finally closed the plane doors," andrea would always end up crying while saying goodbye to calum.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
we all know that calum would call her almost every single tonight. the "and i know i shouldn't tell you but i just can't stop thinking about you" in the videos and keeks he was always texting andrea and telling michael he misses her.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
and finally the lyrics: "you can say we'll be together someday, nothing last forever, nothing stays the same," literally shouts that he'll wait for her
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
third song. never be
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
okay so, the song represents the whole moving over to the usa to start loving their dreams. it's like him tell her who they were in aus will never change and it's about taking risks
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
clearly the song describes two people being very close and content with other and the never be part is a sense of they aren't getting a young might as well start? or something along those lines
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
"when i'm with you, i'm never alone," in a couple interviews from both andrea and calum, they've both stated that even if its just a call or facetime, they don't feel alone if they have the other there w them in some form.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
the fact that calum sings this part of the song: "i've seen myself in your eyes, i stay awake until sunrise, i wanna hold you, hold you all night, i wanna tell you that you're mine, i felt our hands intertwine, i hear our hearts beating in time, i need to tell you that you're all mine"
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
the fact that calum sings that part, it's either about him dreaming about andrea finally being his or it's about all the times his spent with her.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
number 4. close as strangers. at the time this come out, 5sos only just started touring around the world. andrea had stayed back and finished school. which meant calum had to leave her for a certain amount of time.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
in interviews when they got asked about what the miss, calum would always said that he misses his family and andrea. even though all the boys said andrea and maddy but you could see the look of hurt in calum's eyes every time he said her name.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
calum also said being in the road was weird to him as he wasn't able to see andrea like he used be able to before. and that all the texts, calls and facetimes never would do him justice.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
michael would always tease calum about how much calum wishes she was beside her instead of miles away from her? or that time when calum had admitted that he feel as if his friendship with andrea is alway going away bc his away so often that he feels as if his losing her?
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
okay, the finally song. disconnected
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
it's very easy to explain. andrea is calums great
escape and via vera. the song disconnected is having somebody that is able to make you feel like your on top of the world. make you believe anything is possible and andrea is seen always doing that for calum. andrea is calum's safe place.

↳ 𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
now onto sounds good, feels good. this album was right before their fight, it was the last album that reflected their friend before it went straight down the drain.
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𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗱𝘆'𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗲𝗹𝘀
so not ready for the youngblood album. breaks my heart.

↳𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
okay so with the sounds good, feels good era. the total songs are 3 songs in total.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
first song, catch fire.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
"without you i'm nobody, tried to win you desperately now i'm lost in this swirling sea of your sorry eyes. all my life i've been waiting for moments to come when i catch fire and watch over you like the sun i will fight to fix up and get things right i can't change the world but maybe i'll change your mind"
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
there's probably a deep meaning about them in this song. considering that in that era calrea moments were so rare. calum was with nia at the time but he was still making sure andrea was okay
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
"i will fight and get things right, i can't change the world but maybe i'll change you mind" andy was going through some hard shit and very unnecessary hate. calum had tweeted that he can't change the world but he would have for her.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
second song, sam fransisco.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
the lyrics, "making plans to rule the world you were more than i deserved", andrea had told calum a million times that he would some day make it big and calum had said in a number of interviews that he doesn't deserve her
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
"remember that weekend when we got out of town drove into infinity, i held you 'til you fell asleep", remember that time when she went to visit him in san francisco? and they went out of town for a bit to explore? and that ig story from crystal, we saw of andy asleep on calum's lap?
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
"the smell of your perfume reminds me of when we were free i swear that it's still haunting me" = the perfume is easy. calum can tell if it's her by the sent of her perfume, coz it's his favourite smell 🥺
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
"holding on to memories and i can't let go" his always said in interviews that his holding onto the memories of her and the boys when they were in aus.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
the finally song, castaway
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
the song sounds like the start of their down fall. even thought their down fall didn't come until later on, it still sounds like something was happening behind the scene that led up to the breaking point.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
the whole, "late night conversation, led to complications," kinda hints to the fact that the only time the two had the time to talk was late at night. andrea was being filming while calum was on tour and they didn't get off until later on in the night
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
"all your screaming whispers, slip through my fingers but these memories linger on," they probably had a fight and calum had let andrea slip through his fingers, meaning she walked away and he hadn't ran after her
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
"eyes closed, all i see is good times disappearing and i'm trying to hold on," calum is trying to hold on to the good old days where it was just them in australia
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
and finally the lyrics that felt like i got stabbed in the heart, "i just keep on asking myself how'd you drift so far away" and "heartbreak that i can't escape, a sinking ship i'll never save."
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
their friendship slowly drifted apart due to the fact he was touring and she was filming. calum hadn't notice until it was too late and the heartbreak that come after it, he feel as if he couldn't save it if he tried too.

↳ 𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
now, we are on youngblood. my calrea hearts aches when thinking about it. and yes, i spent sleepless night trying to do this
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
youngblood, totally of 5 songs and the opening of want you back.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
okay, so let's start of with the opening of want you back. it's just the start of it though, not all of it
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
anyways, the lyric of, "can't help but wondering if this is the last time that i'll see your face," again, sorry to bring up their fight but they did have a fight which led to them unfollowing each other on all social media. and maybe this is calum coming to terms with never seeing her again
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
the first actually song; moving along
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
here me out. the lyrics of "thinking about you lots lately. have you been eating breakfast alone like me?"
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
y'all remind how they would always go on breakfast "dates" with each other. calum's been thinking about her lately and wishes he could turn back time and hoping that andrea is eating alone like he is 
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
"i know i'm the stupid one who ended it and now i'm the stupid regrettin' it"
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
hints that probably it was calum who had started the fight and he now regrets as he has lost someone that means a lot to him
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
okay, second song; why won't you love me
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
easy,  the lyrics "i hold back the tears i check my phone to see your face staring back as if to say don't worry, you won't be lonely"
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
we all know by now that calum's lockscreen was of him, andrea and duke. proof that is actually was, a fan screenshot of a video where you see calum's lockscreen and the fan edited to the photo clear. this is the photo

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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
when calum was out with roy, he keep checking his photo, in instagram stories he was seen doing the exact same thing. it would be quick, hints "check my phone to see your face staring back as if to say don't worry you won't be lonely."
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
okay the third song, ghost of you.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
we all know by know that andrea is the only one that can make calum dance, hints the lyrics of "dancing through our house with the ghost of you."
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
and we all know andrea had lived with maddy and nadia at the time but before she was alway staying over at cal's. (movie night - a thing they did back home in aus, writing songs w him, having sleepovers.)
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
we also know she would steal calum's shirts, or would leave her clothes at his. hints: "cleaning up today, found that old zeppelin shirt you wore."
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
and calum's recent caption post: "we're too young, too dumb to know things like love," makes me think that even tho his had a thing for her for many years (it seems) even though people would think he was too young to even know what love was.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
the song fourth song, monster among men: it seem as if his taking blame for his actions and feel as if his bad for andrea.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
"oh, the stupid truth is i'm so bad for you," calum thinks his bad for andrea
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
the lines following that is, "i can't take it. i won't break your heart again," his 'bad' for her but he really isn't and "i won't break your heart again," we all saw how broken andrea was over the falling out. proof is her tweets, the poetry she wrote.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
and the line that pieces it all together is "it's time for me to admit that i'm an asshole, so here i go." and is followed with the previous lyrics. his admitting that his an asshole for all the things that happened in their fall out.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
it really pained the calrea shippers that those two didn't even wanna be near each other. and we all know that calum began to drink/smoke more. but in the end they made up and our now "best of friends" again.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
also i'm sorry but for this we have to go down memory lane. to june 2017 - march 2018 those 10 months were the worst for calrea shippers as from june - march andrea and calum had stopped talking altogether. unfollowed each other one on all social media.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
it killed everyone in the 5sosfam that they had done this. 5sos fam had compilation edits of the best moments of calrea from 2011 - 2017 or calum falling in love with andrea 2011- 2017.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
everyone was panicking as the two unfollowed each other on all social media platforms, our calrea hopes where gone. the fact that the two wasn't even seen around with each other anymore. no stupid/funny comments on each other's post. no communication between the two
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
everyone thought they had stopped being friends. which they kinda did but it wasn't until march of 2018 they followed each other back and we're on speaking terms again. we will never know what happened two them within those 10months. in matter of fact we only tell how they felt.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
from all the poetry andrea had written, the drawings. and the fact that we only got andrea content whether it was from interviews or if maddy and nadia would post and she'll be in the background. and the fact she was in aus most of the time. and how she just went dead on social media.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
and how andrea would react to when interviewers would ask about calum and she'll struggle with words/be taken back or she would try she move on from it. example these videos:

interviewer — "how's calum and the guys doing?"

andrea — "oh, um i think his—their doing fine. let's stay focus with the movie", giggles.

andrea — "calum? oh, let's not."
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
and calum was the same. he went from smiling whenever he heard the interview say her name or brought her up or when the boys shared a memory with her. example in these videos:

calum — "dude, andy says you suck."
luke — "what?"

interviewer — "okay, so, i wanna ask, andy put this in so, calum, when are you gonns stop wetting the bed?"
calum — "oh, god."

andrea — "question for calum. am i better then the boys?"
calum — "oh god, i can't answer that." *nod*
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
he went from that to this: he would go quite and have the other boys talk or he would just look really sad whenever he heard her name. example:

interviewer — "how proud are you of andy?"
ashton — *notices* "how about we steer away from that question. but very very proud of her."

interviewer — "so andrea's new movie comes out, are you excited?"
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
we had to go down that, bc meet you there sounds as if his accepted the fact that he might lost her and that if they were meant to be then he'll meet her there/wait for her.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
his wishes that every moment was still with her, whether it be at parties, or award shows, or just hanging out like they used too, "every moment spent, i wish i was with you," and that he probably dreamt about being w her, "and every night i slept, i dreamt i was with you."
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
and that he'll wait for her no matter what, "no matter where you go, you know i'd wait for you."
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
like i said before, it's a song to tell her that if they're meant to be that he'll meet her there. "so you go your way and i'll go mine and if we're meant to, i'll meet you there." but the part, "we can't speed up the hands of time," says that calum to speed up the process to able to be with her again.

↳ 𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
the boys had admitted that 'youngblood' was about heartbreak. and in multiple of interview back in time calum had stated that his never had his heartbroken but recent interviews around the time of the album.
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𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀:
calum had stated that he did in fact got his heartbroken recently, meaning the whole fight with andrea had broke his heart. if you don't believe me look back in time and see how his moods change when they talked about andrea.

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