SCIAMACHY!
───── epigraph

It is a challenging truth
that every mind is designed
by the owner of it
for when it becomes a prison

We feel like victims
helpless to the shackles of shadows
but just as everything else finds new forms
so can the inside of your head

You decide what you allow
to enter it
your spirit has a unique way
of outgrowing itself

Of shedding what is no longer relevant
of adding layers of consciousness
until it's a blooming bouquet
of truths both given and learned

Of who you once were
and all you will become
it may be heavy at times
but once you open it up

Your mind is the most
magnificent art of it all.

─────k. tolnoe

SCIAMACHY PLAYLIST

𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐈𝐍𝐆...

〚𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐄 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆: 𝐃𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓, 𝐓𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐎𝐑 𝐒𝐖𝐈𝐅𝐓〛
"I don't wanna look at anything else now that I saw you,
And I don't wanna think of anything else now that I thought of you"

⋯ ⋯ ⋯ ⋯ ⋯

𝟎𝟏. 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐌𝐘 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄, 𝐌𝐀𝐉𝐎𝐑 𝐋𝐀𝐙𝐄𝐑 (𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐓. 𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐀 𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄)
"All your love will make us ache,
All your love is worth the chase"

𝟎𝟐. 𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐘/𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐏𝐒𝐘𝐂𝐇𝐎, 𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐁𝐎𝐘
"Maybe I just took too much cough medicine,
I'm the best worst thing that hasn't happened to you yet"

𝟎𝟑. 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐇, 𝐀𝐔/𝐑𝐀
"Girl you better keep that pretty face,
Don't you know people kill to take your place?"

𝟎𝟒. 𝐁𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓, 𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄 𝐆𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆
"When I look in your eyes, I see you're mine,
By the end of the night"

𝟎𝟓. 𝐂𝐎𝐎𝐋, 𝐃𝐔𝐀 𝐋𝐈𝐏𝐀
"I like us better when we're intertwined,
The way you touch me got me losing my senses"

𝟎𝟔. 𝐃𝐎𝐔𝐁𝐓 (𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐎), 𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘 𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐎𝐓𝐒
"Fear might be the death of me, fear leads to anxiety,
Don't know what's inside of me"

𝟎𝟕. 𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐌𝐘, 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐎𝐍𝐒
"Tell you: You're the greatest,
But once you turn, they hate us"

𝟎𝟖. 𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑, 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐍𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐃
"Further apart, the closer that we are,
I'll keep you far away, from me like a star"

𝟎𝟗. 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑, 𝐆𝐄𝐒𝐀𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐋𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐈𝐍 (𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐓. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐑 & 𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐂 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐇)
"Against the night, across the time,
I'll be with you forever"

𝟏𝟎. 𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐅𝐑𝐄𝐄, 𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐀 𝐃𝐄𝐋 𝐑𝐄𝐘
"Sometimes it feels like I've got a war in my mind,
I wanna get off, but I keep riding the ride"

𝟏𝟏. 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐘, 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐒
"Maybe I'm living in my head,
Maybe I'm living to pretend"

𝟏𝟐. 𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐋𝐘 𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐏𝐄𝐎𝐏𝐋𝐄, 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐀
"I feel your pain, 'cause I know life is hard,
But you can let go of the pain in your heart"

𝟏𝟑. 𝐈 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐄𝐒 (𝐓𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐎𝐑'𝐒 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍), 𝐓𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐎𝐑 𝐒𝐖𝐈𝐅𝐓
"Baby, I know places we won't be found and,
They'll be chasing their tails trying to track us down"

𝟏𝟒. 𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐙𝐄𝐑𝐎, 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐊𝐍𝐃
"But I can't get it out of my head,
No, I can't shake this feeling that crawls in my bed"

𝟏𝟓. 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄, 𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐁𝐎𝐘
"You were the sunshine of my lifetime,
What would you trade the pain for?"

𝟏𝟔. 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐃, 𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐀 𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐎
"I'm so tired of bein' the girl that I am,
Every good thing has turned into something I dread"

𝟏𝟕. 𝐎𝐅𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐓𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐄, 𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐀 𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄 & 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐊𝐍𝐃
"To someone you can't hold anymore,
If you let me in, I'm ready to give you what I couldn't before"

𝟏𝟖. 𝐒𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐒, 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐎𝐍𝐒
"I just wanna be good again,
I wanna make it to the end"

𝟏𝟗. 𝐒𝐔𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐋, 𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐀 𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄
"Need your hands all up on my body,
Like the moon needs the stars"

𝟐𝟎. 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐈 𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑?, 𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐄 𝐄𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐇
"Think I forgot how to be happy,
Something I'm not, but something I can be"