Before we knew it,
we both became sick of meaningless waste of emotions
A repeated seesaw, seesaw game
Having come this far,
I got sick of, got sick of it.

......

The next day was the last day of the camp. The trainees had reached a mutual understanding and acceptance despite the hatred of some companies. The trainees were excited to have a competitive sports day.

There were archery, basketball, volleyball, and tennis competition. Those who were not very sporty could sit and cheer the teams. The teams were mixed. In one SM, Cube, YG, and two other companies will make up a team. In the other section were Bighit, JYP, and trainees of the companies.

Yoongi was in the basketball competition with Taehuyng, Hosoek, and Jin even tried. Jungkook and Jimin tried archery. Lisa and Rose decided to watch not because of Jenny, who was also competing but mainly the eye candy.

You and some other trainees liked the energy and excitement of contact sports, so they chose to watch volleyball and basketball. Yoongi looked so cool on the court.

Now and then, you'll discreetly make eye contact, and you both know it's forbidden even to pursue anything. On Sunday morning, both of you will leave, never to interact again.

There was a big pool party that evening to celebrate all the winning teams. Yoongi s team won, and they were super excited. There was a buffet meal prepared. The girls /guys wish to indulge themselves but only under the watchful eyes of their noona /unnies and managers.

They had to follow a strict diet, luckily the organizers knew that and catered according to the companies specifications and trainees' diet requirements.

You liked the seafood salad so much and decided to help yourself with another serving. You sense a presence next to you, hovering. You just saw a pale arm going around you to take hold of a small cocktail roll. You could smell the cologne on him. You were sensing him behind you when you looked up into his eyes, and you smiled shyly.

Yoongi glanced around and looked down at you " meet me at the dock at 8 pm -it's a date," he softly uttered in your ear.

You quickly nodded, and he just made steady eye contact with you, took a bite of his cocktail roll and, without a word, casually took your salad bowl out of your hand with a smirk, he said,

"Thanks...I'll have this", and with a wink, he left you speechless.

You protest," what the-...hey is m-" but Yoongi already walking away to the other guys.

You just shook your head and turned back to the table, dishing yourself another bowl of salad. The butterflies couldn't leave your tummy, and he officially asked you out.

You and the other trainee girls enjoyed splashing in the pool, and the girls decided to go to the activities room with the other trainees to play board games. You told them you'd go to the cabin and shower cause your hair is too tangled and needs TLC.

You decided to dress in a light blue cute top and white denim shorts. You grab your pink hoodie and sneak off the familiar pathway.

You walk on the dock, looking around for a familiar figure. You couldn't see Yoongi at the place you were yesterday. You feel disappointment seeping into your bones, but then you hear your name.

"Ji, Ji...here! "You turned around to the sound of your name and saw him waving at you, and he was standing on one of the luxurious cabin boats. You raised your brows, wondering what he was doing there.

You walk tentatively, passing the other boats on the docks and to the one further apart from the rest. It's a beautiful boat, and you wonder who it belongs to. Just then, you saw a figure next to Yoongi with a bottle of soju in his hands.

When you reach the boat, you could just admire the exterior. Yoongi helped you onto the boat.

Yoongi gave you that adorable gummy smile" Hi Ji ...meet my new friend...Luan owner of this lovely boat."

You look at Luan, a tall and slim guy who looks Asian, but his hair is dyed platinum blond. Wow, and that's bold.

He smiled and stretched out his hands to you and gave you an exaggerated jovial greeting. You look at Yoongi, who just knowingly smiled at you. It seems like Mr. Luan might be playing for the other team.

Luan waves his hand theatrical. " good to meet you, Ji, and you do have my boy smitten already. "You blushed, and Yoongi shoves him playfully.

Luan smiled broadly: "come Ji, this is a special treat from Yoongles, help yourself."

You looked at Yoongi. He looks so hot in hip hop type of styled clothing, and he is clothed all in black with cool glasses on his beanie. He gave you a broad smile as he caught you checking him out. You grew red from getting seen multiple times.

You thanked Luan and complimented him on the beautiful boat. He promised to take you in for a small tour, but first, you must enjoy the snacks and the romantic boat ride.

On the table, there are a lot of drinks and snacks, even expensive food platters. Yoongi was leading you to help yourself to the snacks. You take a seat opposite Yoongi, who was sipping on soju. Luan steers the boat out of the docks onto the dark river.

You could see the fairy lights illuminating the area. You feel the nervous excitement in the air.

You and Yoongi just smile at each other. He stood up and came to sit next to you, and your heart fluttered because of his proximity.

You listen to smooth songs and have pleasant conversations with the two boys. It was merely ten minutes into sailing around the river when Luan got a call. You and Yoongi were sitting there enjoying the tranquillity and sounds of the night. But it smelled of a coming storm.

You heard Luan shouting into his cell phone tipsy from all the champagne and soju and sounded highly upset.

" no! Why must I come and pretend everything is ok, to show your distinguished guests your worthless son of disappointment? Leave me alone, Dad!"

" yes...I'm not drunk. I'm on my boat thinking about my sad excuse of a life..."There was silence then.

Luan signed, "Hi mom, I'm sorry, but I cannot marry her; I'll never give up on Sunwoo, he is my soulmate...deal with it!"

You and Yoongi looked at each other knowingly. It seems like Luan had to marry someone other than his soulmate. He genuinely loves his mom, and after a few minutes, he just sighed.

"Sorry guys ..for that ...my mom s frantic I need to calm her down before her heart gives in...I don't want to be the cause of her death. I'm already a disappointment. .I'll take us back, but you guys can continue your date; my bodyguard will pick me up."

You thanked him for the lovely ride on the river and everything. Back at the dock, you and Yoongi enjoyed each other's company, and you filled with the delicious platters. You talked and laughed a lot about your trainee schedules. You took silly selcas.

There was a rumble in the air, followed by a heaving outpouring before you could blink. You two shrieked and dashed inside the boat with the platters and drinks. You slowly follow Yoongi down the steps inside and shut the door.

You took a peek around, taken aback by the magnificent decor; it must be wonderful to be a millionaire. Yoongi walked to the restroom and got her two fluffy towels to dry herself.

But before you could do it, he took the towel out of your hands and started to dry your hair for you. You make eye contact, and you blush at his nearness. He smells divine, and Yoongi just smirks, biting his lip teasingly as dry himself off. You watched his movements intently.

"Wow, this place is seriously cool. How did you meet?

You are changing the subject in another direction and knowing that Yoongi saw your adorable blush. He likes to make you all hot and bothered.

Yoongi sat down on the sofas while you walked around, examining and admiring everything.

" The first day we arrived, I just felt a little overwhelmed at the 100+ people around me...I didn't want to come to this camp but was forced. So after dinner, I found the docks and saw Luan so drunk. I was so scared he'd fall into the river, so I rushed to help him on the boat. We talked and connected since then he'll call me to come over .." Yoongi explained.

"He seemed troubled..." You sadly stated. You walked towards Yoongi.

"His family is part of the Billionaire Legacy club, and they can rig the system for their own will. His soulmate is not what his family envisioned for him, and he betrothed from birth to his father's business partner's daughter. Let's not talk about them. Come here" he beckons you to sit down next to him on the soft sofas.

He took your hand and pushed you down on his lap. Yoongi looked up, deep into your eyes with an unreadable expression. You suddenly become nervous at his intense stare.

He signed and inhaled deeply" Ji ...I know that we are forbidden ....that this is not allowed by our contracts to date..but I really... like you", he nervously stated.

You blink and whisper," I really ... like you too...even if it's so risky."

You shiver at the thought of what will happen. If it so happens, you are caught. Yoongi smiled in relief at your shy confession. Took a strand of your dark hair and tugged it behind your ear. You just look down into his eyes that locked onto yours.

The storm is raging outside literally and figuratively.

You give him a bashful look as he softly caresses your face in his hands, stroking your beautiful cheeks with his thumbs. He looks at you for permission, and when you quietly agree, he pulls you down into the plush sofa with him and kisses your lips gently. You signed and nervously snaked your arms around his neck, playing and tucking at his fluffy hair while allowing him to passionately capture your lips.

A few hours later.

A soft classical music tone is suddenly coming from a cell phone lying somewhere in the cabin. The boat room was covered in darkness, and you could still hear the aftermath of the storm. It was raining softly, and the boat was rocking you further into slumberland as you cuddled deeply into the warm embrace.

The annoying music is playing on a loop.

You furrow your brows, wondering why the sound is annoyingly familiar. Your eyes open wider than your mouth when you sense the severity of your situation.

You and Yoongi. Yoongi and You. Cuddled up in a tight embrace in bed.

You quietly gaze up from your position on his chest to his face. You could feel his rhythmic heartbeat, and your heart was beating painfully in your chest as you come to your true senses.

Oh my gosh, you gasped, shocked, and looked fearful at the handsome and peaceful face of a sleeping Yoongi.

You silently remove yourself slowly out of Yoongis arms and jump with a light thud from the high bed, looking for your phone and hoodie.

You switch on the light at the door, open the bedroom door, and find your phone ringing softly on the small lounge compartment table. You quickly grabbed it and looked at the time. 4:10 am. You saw almost ten missed calls and text messages from Lisa and Seulgi, even one from Rose.

You mumble frantically: "oh my gosh ...oh my gosh...I'm going to be in so much trouble...!!!"

You quickly put on your hoodie, swiftly ran to the bed, and softly shook Yoongi awake, trying that led to a minute for a few seconds. You brush his hair aside with your fingers. But to no avail.
What the hell! How can he sleep so deeply?

" Yoongi ..Yoongs wake up please... we're in trouble...we have to leave right now! Come on! "
He doesn't badge. Out of desperation, you just pressed your lips fully on his cool soft ones. Miraculously he shifts in his sleep, starting to wake up.

" Hmmm..." he turns his face entirely, his eyes wide open as he looks at your fearful eyes." What the hell ...! "He looked around his surrounding as reality dawned in. Oh, what the hell!

"Yes, we need to leave, or I must go... we can't leave together...it's 4:20 am ...what will I tell my manager ...Oh my...Oh gosh?

Yoongi jumped from the bed and quickly came and gave you a tight back hug as he stopped you from pacing up and down while your eyes were tearing up. It is terrible, and you messed up.

"Shush...darling..you wouldn't be in trouble. It's not even 4:30 am, and it is still dark outside-" he tried to console you while looking at the top roof window. The rain subsided, but it's still drizzling.

"Yoongs, we will be kicked out of the training program if word gets out that we've ..... we both work so hard for it...!!!" Your eyes are wide and scared, and Yoongi turns your body around and hugs you facing him.

Your family and your sister will kill you. They're counting on you, and the thought of being found out is too hard to bear.

The shame and the scandal, as you can already see Dispatch headliners "YG trainee caught in a dating scandal with a Bighit trainee." Two opposing companies. Romeo and Juliet of companies.

Yoongi was holding you tighter as he knew this was the end of your beginning. He quietly caresses you back to comfort you. He can't let you be in this type of scandal. What about your reputation? He made up his mind even if it pained him.

"Listen... Ji, we know we can never really be together. We might or might not debut; we are doomed before we can develop our feelings fully and as much as we would like to pursue this between us. it will never work with our agencies, and we are still young to receive the mark, so we don't even know our fate as soulmates-"

You groan" off course I know that, but I want to be with you, Yoongs ...

He nodded."me too ...but I'm glad I could experience first love with you...if we are not destined to be together, I want you to remember our time together."

He took his silver "Pisces "necklace, which his grandmother gave him as a birthday gift, before her death. He let you turn around and place it around your neck.

You look at it with wide eyes as he explains the meaning of the necklace. "Oh, Yoongs ...it's beautiful.." You stated in awe. You kiss him on the cheek.

You look up at him with teary eyes," I don't have anything for you to remember me by, right now, Yoongs."
He loves the way you call his name, so endearing and unique.

Yoongi smiled softly with his gummy smile" it's ok, you'll be in my hearts' delight until we meet our fated soulmates."

You sadly looked into his similar sad eyes" how will we respond to each other from now on...all eyes will be on the trainees and new idol groups."

"You don't have to acknowledge me. It will be difficult to carry on with your life and enjoy your training until fate brings us together. Thank you for loving me for such a short period."

Now your crying for real into your hands" I...how will I do that! I'll miss you so much. I. I don't want to lose this love, Yoongs. "

" I know darling that I'm breaking your heart ..but you will have to forget about me, this moment, our time together...I'll miss you more...but we have to end this before our agencies, or our soulmates force us and then it will hurt even more.."

He took your hands from your face and wiped your tear-streaked eyes. He knows he is breaking your heart, but what choice do you have? You are not soulmates yet.

You know he is correct, but you don't want to forget about him. But your agency will make sure to stop it. You'll never debut if they find out about this rendezvous.

It's a significant rule-breaking. If this gets out when you raise as idols, the scandal will be massive and much more damaging for all the parties involved.

You agreed tearfully. You sadly say your farewells, and as you turn around to ascend the small stairs, Yoongi grabs you back into his arms and kisses you passionately for the very last time. You instantly melted and kissed back with the same intensity, and he can't let you leave like that.

Yoongi softly looked into your eyes" bye Ji until destiny calls," as he caresses his thumb softly over your bottom lip.

You nod and smile " bye, Yoongs ...until destiny calls."

-You quickly ran up to the dark path. There is nobody outside, and it is so quiet. When you reach your chalet, you quietly open the glass door and softly sneak inside.

In the lounge area, you saw your sleeping Unnie, and you tiptoe softly to the room you shared with Lisa and Jennie.

Your friends were fast asleep. Discard your clothes and put on your pj's. You rearranged your bed and got in.

You were thinking about your date with Yoongi. You broke up before you could even pursue a meaningful relationship. Deep in your heart, you know that you'll never be with him like you've been now.

You must forget him. The sooner, the better. You look at the necklace with tears in your eyes.

At 8 am, a loud knock was heard at your door. The three of you jump up with sleepy eyes.

Lisa grumpily, "urgh, Unnie...I'm still tired."

-"Get up...where's Jisoo? I hadn't seen her get in last night! " Your Unnie looks livid...

You stretch yourself out a yawn" what do you mean you didn't see me.?..I've been in the room before the girls..." your acting abilities kicked in.

You looked at them innocently, who looked at you with wide eyes.
" Yes! I told you I'm going to shower, do my hair, and read. I sat outside by the kitchen porch. It was so lovely watching the storm. I think I even took a nap but saw our unnie; I don't know the time, and I think it was midnight napping or watching something on tv.."

Everyone looked surprised and confused. Your unnie nodded, confused, looked at your pj's, and you looked tired as the rest. Unnie commanded all of you to get ready and pack; you will not stay for breakfast.

After your shower, you almost scream with shock at the evidence of your little rendezvous. You quickly tried to cover up as best, and Fortunately, nobody saw the little red visitors on your neck.

At least your company will pay for a good breakfast on the way home. You were so tired on the bus and just laid closed eyes, unwilling to answer any of your interrogators. They so knew you didn't sleep at the cabin, but you'll never admit it, not even if your life depends on it.

Meanwhile,

Yoongi took a hot shower, still reminiscing about the night before. His eyes widen at the evidence on his neck, chest area, and shoulders; wow! You were busy. He dresses, and cleans the cabin inside and outside. He called Luan to inform him where the keys were.

The manager was frantic when he couldn't get hold of him. He got a big scolding for all his disappearing acts for a couple of days.

The other boys just snicker. Yoongi was, as usual, unbothered and didn't care less. Jin and Jhope were sneaking knowing looks at him. Jhope smiled and wiggled his eyes in the direction of his neck. He beckons them to keep quiet with the promise to fill them in later. As if he'll tell them the details.

At breakfast, he couldn't see her. He found out through the grapevine that all YG trainees left earlier. He felt a deep sadness, knowing he'd never be able to interact with her ever.

He quickly sends her a message to wish her a great trip and good wishes for her trainee days.

"Get a grip. Yoongi. forget her you have your career you need to consider.."Yoongi scolds him, but how could he forget after having seen you? He dreamt about you always and how well you fit in his arms. You will always have a special place in his heart.

After breakfast, the Bighit group left with their 25-seater minibus.

....💜...

Your heart is painfully aching, and you just don't understand why you miss Yoongs so much. You know it's useless holding on to him. How will you be able to fall out of love? It's the first time you encounter love, but why is it so intense? Is it normal?

How is it possible to fall so hard for a guy you practically just met? Does love at first sight truly exists? Your sister dated a lot at school while you were the glasses-wearing book nerd.

On the other hand, you never even kiss a boy, but with Yoongi, you never make out with a boy so much in one night. You blush crimson red when you recall that night.

You shook your head to get rid of those impure thoughts. You were pushing your travel case into your family home and feeling sad to be back. Your sister sat with a sprained ankle watching your favorite variety shows. Her face is in a green facial mask, and her hair is up in a towel. How did she do that with a sprained ankle?

She turned around" Hiya Ji-Ho... you back early...how was the training camp ?"

You turned blankly towards her as you fell back tiredly on the sofa " It was good ...met a lot of people; way out of my league. -danced my butt off and sang myself hoarsely, ate rabbit food, and endured a meddlesome Unnie, so it was magnificent! "You sarcastically said

Your sister smiles widely, "Awu common Ji-Ho. I don't think it was bad. You had all the girls with you, and they are fun to be around."

"Yeah, right, Rose and Seulgi were lusting after those Bighit trainees." you pulled a face.

You thought grimly about Lisa, who suddenly had an eye on Teahuyng; Rose and Jennie gushed over Yoongi and Seulgi over the young Jungkook. You didn't like it one bit. If Jennie had to pursue Yoongi, you'd lose quickly cause she's one of the hottest trainees to date. Even an Exo member goes ga-ga for her.

You stood up, already tired of the conversation" ... You know what! It is the last time I'm standing in for you. No more twin switches, Jisoo!!!"

You sent daggers to your identical twin sister and ran up the stairs to your room. Fall on your bed and let the unshed tears roll as you clutch the necklace.

You heard Jisoo just laugh her annoyingly charming laughter.

You groan. She's going to be the death of you.

End of flashback
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A/n. Another longish chapter. I hope you've enjoyed the flashback of Yoongis past.

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Question: Did you expect Jisoo to be a twin?