(Hol' up Hol' up) I walk on this seesaw that you aren't on (Hol' up Hol' up).

I get off this seesaw that you aren't on

All right, a repeated seesaw

the game, I try to put an end to it only now...

The 26th Seoul Music Awards 2017

On January 19, the star-studded evening started with pops most popular artist in attendance. BTS ,EXO,TWICE,GOT7,RED VELVET,VIXX,SEVENTEEN.BLACKPINK, and many more...
The show hosts of the evening were SuperJuniors Kim Heechul, I.O.I's Jeon Somi and Tak Tea Hoon.

The Bangtan Boys looked dashing in their sleek black suites from a famous designer Anthony Vaccarello from St Laurent. There were excited sequels from the ARMY and the press who can't wait when one of the most popular band members step out from the sleek, black vehicles.

The stylist made sure the boys looked impeccably dressed to impress.

In the second vehicle, most of the Huyngs are present. They couldn't stop teasing Jin. Jin just laughingly waves them off.

"Noona Lin was quite annoyed with Jin, and he couldn't sit still in the make up chair," Jungkook chuckled as he thinks back on the hilarious incident in the makeup room how Jin grabbed and kissed his girl three times after his make up was done.

" I would've killed him slowly. How can you make up be done thrice? I think his soulmate was more anxious for him to get ready. We were almost behind schedule."Yoongi laugh.

Jin pouts," My girl looked so cute in the room I couldn't help myself by kissing her"

Yoongi pull a face in disgust," kissing her! You practically ate her face off. She didn't know what to do with you. You were like an energised bunny...!"

The boys snicker. Jin gives his windshield laughter, very unbothered of the free show they presented the makeup crew. They love him anyhow.

Jin grins," not my faults. I warned her not to put on that red lip gloss. It shined too much, so I just matted it for her."

Jimin snorts," Those make out sessions ruined my innocent eyes,"

Yoongi looks at Jimin in surprise," Innocent?..you and innocent...please Chim Chim. We know what's going on behind the scenes. You got practically three bodyguards to watch after you." taunting him.

The boy's snorts and Jimin scoffing face," I'm not a scandal maker. That happened pre-debut days."

Jungkook widens his eyes." What about the time you made out with a girl in Hawaii, and Sejin-Hyung caught you red-handed...now that was hilarious!"

Jimin's eyes widen at Jungkooks revelation as the Hyungs turn their full attention to Jimin, who innocently smile and look out of the window, admiring the passing buildings.

" What!" Jin shouts

"Huh...why didn't we know about that incident?"Yoongi replied.

Jimin waves it off, " It wasn't inappropriate. We liked each other and kissed each other once...jeez!"

Jin smiled," ok! Mr lover boy."

Jimin whispers in a smirking Jungkooks ear," blubber mouth, I'll get you back."

Jungkook gives him his signature bunny smile," it's on!"

Yoongi looked outside the window when the vehicle came to a stop at the red carpet event entrance. The could hear the excitement from the fans. He hopes the ARMY will enjoy the show.

Taehyung, Namjoon and Jhope came out of the first van and Jungkook, Suga, Jimin and Jin from the other van. Jin looked very content because his soulmate attended but as one of the fashion stylists. She'll sit in the second half to watch his performance. He can't wait to have a glimpse of his sweetheart.

The boys got out and stood before the press with the ARMY in the background. They were shouting and screaming their names. The MC looked excited at the sight of the fair -looking, young men.

Yoongi looked relaxed and very handsome in his formal attire. He didn't get any burning or stinging sensations on his soul mark. He felt content and settled.

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Blackpink arrived a few minutes after the boys. They looked gorgeous and took the breath away from many at their stunning visuals.

You hate the overly sexy mini dresses and feels a little exposed in them. She tried to keep herself from flashing more that was appropriate.
Jennie and the girls rock the heels. You had to stroll in order not to trip on the death traps. Lisa and Rose were smirking at your not so impressed expression.

You all look stunning in your designer dresses, and your stylist did a great job. Everything is perfect. The only problem for the girls is the boy's intense looks on them.

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You though back to the day you told your family about your decisions.

It was a hectic few days in the Kim household when You dropped the bomb. Jisoo, as expected, took the news calmly and supported your decision. You gave her the contract to read thoroughly... She was so glad that YG cut you some slack, but you'll still have her back if needed and if she's available.

In your contract, you and Jisoo will share performances times. But because you'll be leaving soon, you'll give Jisoo some vacation time to regain her strength, especially when the girls have a vigorous schedule and attend all the awards shows till graduation.

You'll do the fashion and beauty cover shoots as Jisoo skin is still going through recovery. Jisoo will handle the commercials, fan meets and sponsorship appearances.
You were signed to YG acting label, and two auditions are laid up for you in two weeks as cameos in productions. You were so excited. Things are looking good.

You had an earnest talk with your parents. Your mom surprisingly understood and felt great that at least you renew a contract with YG, but you'll act like yourself. She's more worried about Jisoos health than you leaving. Your dad embraced all your decisions.

YG is also preparing for an exclusive media press conference to reveal their new signed actors under the agency. You will attend and be in the lineup. Then, there will be a breakfast show with only the "twins" introduction to the world, and an exclusive Photoshoot with Allure with both twins involve.

The Blackpink girls are beyond excited because you'll still be part of their agency and get the recognition you deserve.

They pray for you to have a successful audition. YG is also looking for auditions in LA for you while you'll be doing the acting summer program at UCLA.

You are happy; your family is, especially your mom and the Blackpink girls. Now you have to come clean with your college friends. Hopefully, they will not kill you or, worse, hate you for all the lying and secrecy.

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Blackpink and Bangtan sat far from each other, but You can still have a good view of their table in the front section. You can even see each other.

You and Yoongi looked at each other discreetly without you noticing the lingering looks you both gave to each other secretly.

Yoongis whole body started to react because of how stunning " you" look. He was mesmerised at your visuals, and he knows the boy group idols were looking at you with renewed interest. He hates it, especially when they comment on " Jisoo's "sexiness.

He saw the Got7 and Exo boys whispering when looking at your group. Some of the girl groups look a little jealous. Kai just gave a discreet wink at Jennie, and she smirks and flirts with her hair. You just shook your head and wonder internally, can't they only pursue each other for real.

Yoongi instinctively knew that it was the "Jisoo doppelganger" because his mark started to sting. Without the boys noticing, he discreetly rubbed the area as if he wanted to take out a hanky.

He quickly notices how "Jisoo" winced at the apparent discomfort that she experiences. Her smile doesn't reach her eyes. Now and then, she will clap and discreetly rub her upper chest area.

She never notices when Yoongi got chest pains. Yoongi concluded that this "doppelganger" might be her, but he is still confused with both the girls' real identities if it's two girls.

Yoongi got very shy when the boys show him that his face was on the big screen. He just chuckled and looked down.

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The performances of the night were impressive, and the boys sweep most of the awards the night.
They won Deseang, Best Album for "Wings", a main prize Bosang Award for the Best music video for "Blood, Sweat and Tears and Best Male Dance performance.
Their acceptance speech was iconic because the two maknae spoke so well.

https://youtu.be/Mx_aa9-wJyU

Nam Hi Huyn: Alright, I will announce the final winner of the Bosang, The with High1 Seoul Music Awards Bosang ...The winner is ...BTS!!!"

The Bangtan Boys jumped up with joy and hugged each other. When they went up on stage to receive their final Bosang award, the crowd cheered for the popular boys. They got a standing ovation from their peers. BTS was again the humble kings and gave a memorable speech.

Jin, their eldest huyng, was first up after the MC commented on their growing global influence.

Nam Ji Hyun: Congratulations.

Tak Joe Hoon: Yes, congratulations, BTS! well, what else should I say? They are indeed the most powerful idol in Korea."

Jeon Simi," That's right. Their second full album, "Wings", entered the Billboards charts, and they also become the first Korean artist to be named on the official UK albums chart.

Kim Heechul," It has been said that Bighit will release BTS new Album soon, and we will be looking forward to it."
Wow! let's hear their acceptance speech. Shall we?"

The boys stood next to each other and wave and smiled at the crowd as Jin took his stand in front of the Mic.

His eyes move over the crowd but linger in a specific section where all the executive's, producers, CEO, and soulmates are seated. His girl sat next to Sungdeuks and Sejins soulmates. She looks stunning.

When he caught the eyes of a certain someone, his smile became more expansive than ever.

Jin: " It is such an honour to receive this big award at the beginning of the year, and thank you so much to our Bighit entertainment family, including our Bang Shihuyk PD-nim. Also, thank you so much to Pdogg huyng, Doyoung huyng, who make music for Joansang and us and Dong yuk just like the title of our last album "Wings" to our ARMY who have given us wings."

Thank you very, very much and may you be blessed, everyone. We love you."
ARMY's in the arena went wild.

Jungkook smiles and stands in front of the Mic.
He shouts," ARMY! In 2017, I mean 2016, we had a time that we laughed, and at times, we cried and went through a lot. "

Typical dorky Taehuyng who lift the trophy proudly while ARMY's cheered.

Jungkook," I hope that in 2017, there are more days we can laugh."

Jungkooks smile proudly as he looks up at the numerous faces in the area.
"Thank you!"

Jimin was led to come and say something. He looks so adorable in his blond curly hair.

Jimin: "Oh! and we also received awards for our music and dance performances just before..."

The boy's faces glow well. Suga and Namjoon were smirking at the maknaes confidences levels.

Jimin:" Lumpens director, thank you, who make great music videos for us all the time; our Sung Deuk, love you!"

The boys clapped for Jimin.

Taehuyng bowed deep down with the rest of the group.

V: " Thank you."

Namjoon:" Thank you."

The groups most loved performance of BST was awe-inspiring. The army energised the crowd. They chanted the words of their songs. Jhope gave a fantastic solo dance break.

The idols couldn't contain them, especially the girl groups who were very impressed by the boy's stage presence and sex appeal.

https://youtu.be/IGYvJNIWqpE

It was one of the hottest performance of the evening. The Blackpink girls brought out their inner ARMY.

You couldn't take your eyes from Yoongi. He made your heart palpitate; even your hands were sweaty. You felt grew hotter by the minute. What the hell is this strange new awareness? Why are you reacting to him so strongly of all days? Why tonite? Jenny, Rose and Lisa enjoyed the performance so much while you became more restless.

Jennie whispered in a giggling tone," Urgh ...why are they so hot!"

Rose chuckled," They know their sex appeal, look at Rap monster and his rap line. They know how to stir a crowd."

You just kept quiet. The concern is growing in your stomach. The scared unsettled feeling doesn't want to leave you.

Lisa smile wider," Look how sexy is Taehyung and Kookie...they grew up well, I must say. Jimin rock."

Yoongis solos blew you away. Don't get you started at his tongue technology when he raps.

He is out there to kill you. You looked around the arena, and the reactions are out of this world. ARMY girls went wild. They know every word of the lyrics.

You deeply inhaled and let your heart calm down a little. Your soul mark area is troublesome and burning again. You bend forward as if you want something on the floor, but you discreetly rub your chest area.

Why can't your soulmate appear and get it over with? The discomfort makes you irritable by the minute.

How will you perform at your best tonite? You prayed and asked God to help you deliver your best.

When the Bangtan Boys were done, they looked spent. They plopped down into their seats. Yoongi sat down next to Jhope this time around. You watched as they drank the water as if they were stranded in the desert for years. They looked like there is a commercial for the brand.

Then the most unfortunate thing, in your opinion, happened. For the first time, you locked eyes. He watches you intently while drinking his water. It's like his radar zoomed into your locked eyes. You could only stare blindly and transfixed as he let his tongue sweep over his bottom lip and bit it sensually, still looking at you.

Your eyes widen in embarrassment, caught for checking him out, and you quickly set your gaze nervously down. You could feel your face grew hotter and redder, but you didn't see a glimpse of his smirk that was lingering on his face.

Jhope was shoving Yoongi shoulder when he watches Yoongis eyes locked on "Jisoo".unnerving her.

"Stop doing that to the girl", Jhope warn him, "what if the camera caught that sexy look of yours? Do you want to kill the ARMY out there?"

Yoongi just chuckled," I didn't do anything to anyone ,can't help it if I'm naturally hot", he protests.

Jhope pull his face and smile widely," Your busy scheming...tell me..what are you up to?"

Yoongi whispers, " Our doppelganger is here tonite...I want to make her as nervous as possible. We need to get to the bottom of this mystery."

Jhope nod," We will, don't worry."

Yoongi grimly nods while he took another sip out of his water bottle." Oh no...I'm not worried, just freaking mad to be taken for a glory ride."

It was Blackpink's turn to perform. The Blinks were screaming the girl's name.

It was Ji-ho turn to make Yoongi all hot and bothered. They performed "As if it's your last and Boombahya.

You danced through the burning pain in your chest area, but you gave it you are all. Jisoo will be proud of this magnificent performances.

You and Rose had a wild time on the stage.

You try not to look at the Bangtan Boys as Blackpink and their dancers move to the front stage area. Yoongi was sitting with narrowed eyes, looking and watching your performance intently. Shivers went through him when the girls did the hair swing on stage. Jhope and Jin just smirked discreetly at Yoongis narrowed eyes.

They so knew that the Boombayah performance made all the boy groups drool.

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You won a Bosang of "New Artist of the year" Rose gave the acceptance speech, thanking your CEO, Teddy, your songwriter, our parents and our fan base Blink.

EXO boys were smiling widely at you when you'd took the stage to accept the awards.

https://youtu.be/Vltdsqj4FBA

The evening turned out very successful with the most exhilarating performances and the deserving idols honoured with awards.

But for two people, the night ended with feelings of deep yearning for closure.

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