Someone here in the end
I Will have to get off
for it to end

After completing their South American tour, the group was on their way to start the first leg of their North American tour.
They on their way to Newark. Then Chicago, ending in Anaheim.

They arrived at LAX airport.

The Bangtan boys are happy to off the plan. The US Army's made it to the Airport. They made sure that no overzealous fans become out of hand by making arm barriers.

Yoongi feels the weariness seeps into his bones. His Hyungs had eagle's eyes on Yoongi. Jin and Namjoon saw his demeanour, and they already set a time to speak to him privately. Something was bothering Yoongi, but Jhope is only tight-lip because it's not his secret to tell. Yoongi-hyung must open up to them all when he is ready.

Even if he looked composed, his cold aura, emotionless face or unbothered face, or sharp, straightforward responses, he has deep feeling under that visual veneer. Yoongi Hyung is a deep soul, and everything works inwards with him. He over analyses everything.

They got into their black SUV to get to their hotel.

Yoongi laid back on his headrest and closed his eyes for a second. Jhope looks a little concerned at his Hyung as he glances discreetly at his profile.

Nobody in the Hyung-line knows a deep sorrow he is experiencing mentally, all because of a stupid decision.

Prudential Centre, Newark. Nj

The band's two-night visit to Prudential, with nearly 40,000 shrieking fans filling the arena across two nights, BTS heard screams and fanchants through the boys' meticulous dance routines and steely glances.

And these were screams. According to the media social media reports and print and television report, it was regarded as the loudest arena concert you've ever heard in terms of fan reaction. More audible than Justin Bieber, Drake, Ed Sheeran, you name it. They even imagine that Beatle-mania couldn't be more extreme in this regard. They even feared for those who didn't bring earplugs.

The concert in Newark was very successful. The ARMY bomb ocean was fantastic, and the fan chants made the Bangtan boys excited to perform their best. The show was a thrilling experience once again. Young and OLD ARMY are camped out in The Prudential Centre to get a first glimpse of the boys.

Namjoon (RM), being the leaders, thank all America's armies that make their stay so memorable. Jungkook was walking around the stage with the American flag.

The screams were deafening. The concert was worth it for the majority of the ARMY s that could attend.

After the success of the Newark concert, gaining more American fans, they were off to Chicago.

Chicago, All state Theatre in Rosemont

When they landed in Chicago, the Management took them immediately to the hotel to get some rest before the start of their 2day concert at the All-State Theatre.

Management again books them in at one of Chicago five star hotels. THE JW MARRIOT HOTEL.

The boys couldn't wait to relax and regain their energy from all the hype and excitement.
The maknae-line already decided what they were going to do with their off day because they had an extensive rehearsal again tomorrow morning. The management of the MARRIOT already books one of the conference halls where they can practise.

Jin-Hyung was very content because his soulmate joined the stylists for the Chicago and Anaheim shows. Management had to fly her to the US when they saw the edgy sighs of Jin starting again.

He looked weary and drained. And they still have the Anaheim concerts.

Yoongi felt out of his depth here in N. America. It's like an unnatural pull. He can't understand it. But he just shrugged it off.

Management led them to the hotel lobby. Some of the boys already relaxed into the plush sofas while Sejin and two other main managers sort out the crew and groups rooms at the reservation desks.

Jhope looks at Yoongi, who sat with closed eyes. He taps him on the leg. Yoongi opens one eye glancing at a wide smile Hobi.

"Hey Hyung, Sejin-Hyungs will take a little time. Let's quickly check out the Lobby bar area." Jhope asked.

He looked at the boys that we're laughing at their latest RUnbts show they recorded few weeks ago. Namjoon and Jin are on their phones texting up a storm. Jhope, laugh, and wonder did RM hook up with an American girl again. They love the "rapmonster". He had a lot of contacts with Americans.

He knows that Yoongi never bothered with girl, his heart was set on one girl even before debut days. But he, Jhope, stay far away from any involvement with girls. He learned his lesson the tough way, and he passed all his heartache majors, even got an A+ in the worlds stupidity, got through the university of Pain, scarred and blemishes. So, he'll pass.

Jimin well, another open can with worms. Not going there!, Jins' has clingy issues and fake maknae tantrums. At least, he is settled.

Taehyung seemed to carry all the soul mark issues that made him more depressed. It seems he is taking all the pain in double form. Cause he had his mark for almost a year now. Maybe his soulmate is not yet marked, thus the double torture.

Jungkook on the other hand, doesn't care less about soul Marks and girls cause he will get his mark in a few months time.

Yoongi stood up:" Ok, let's check it out. I'll take a long nap in my room later."

Jhope looks at the other members who are busy with their own thing. RM is smiling by himself, and Jin laughs at the apparent funny texts.

Jhope, look at Yoongi:" Let's go. These are all occupied."

They walked few metres from the lounge area into the Lounge Bar. A waitress stood around, blush deep red as she made eye contact with Hobi.He smiled and they gave her a little bow greeting.

"Let's sit at the table by the tv screen. We might catch some English words we learned." Jhope suggest.

"Ok, no problems. They have newspapers. I'll try reading some." Yoongi smirk while Jhope burst out of laughter.

They took their seats, and Yoongi looks at the drinks menu. Maybe he can order a soda cause they don't have their favourite Korean drinks like Soju on the menu.

The waitress quickly came to their aid.

"Good day sirs, may I help you with your orders?" Her brown eyes sparkle at the sight of the two superstars.

'Er ...yes please...I have ....e...S..prite ...yeah Sprite soda ...er ...Thank you...for help ...us?" Jhope smile as he really tried to pronounce every syllable correctly.

Yoongi grin at his younger ''Hyungs' attempt. She smiles at JHope with evident appreciation.

'Well done..sir...do you speak Chinese...Japanese-" She trails off.

"Korean"? Jhope beamed. He looks at Yoongi, who still furrows his brows, trying to see what's good. She stood and wait for him to order.

"Ok...coke without the...ice.Please... Thank you?" Jhope clapped his hands, and Yoongi just rolled his eyes and smile.

The waitress wrote it down," Anything else."

"Five.... cokes for ...friends....there?" Yoongi gestured to where the rest of the group sat. Far from the other guests.

She nods, "Oh, we have a Korean newspaper,but it's translated into English. Some guest left it few days ago. We just kept it with the latest issues. We did subscribe to some Asian publications." She informed them friendly, she left and a few minutes later while the two Hyungs look at the tv screen trying to decipher what the reader is saying.

They teased each other when they pronounce the words wrong or funny.

The waitress came back with seven tall glasses of ice cold drinks on a big round tray. She placed it in front of the two and took out the paper under her arm and place it on the table. They were adhering to the Hotels policy. Not to touch distinguished guests without their permission due to soul mark policy. Which is crap, in her opinion. The guest might miss their chances to bond.

"Thank you". Yoongi said softly. She nod with a big smile and took the rest of Bangtans drinks to the Lobby lounge.

Jhope and Yoongi lift up their glasses as the boys became aware who got them the drinks.

Yoongi chuckled,"We''ll collect our money later....just kidding"

Jhope smile as he sips from his favourite drink until his eyes bulge out."Oh, my word...look Yoongi...!"He whisper yelled not to draw attention. Yoongi furrows his brows as Jhope pushed the newspaper. The Daily Korean was in front of him and tapped with his finger vigorously on the article as Yoongi's eyes almost bulges out from its sockets.

It's an article about his "girl". YG has fully revealed their Debutees. Oh my gosh.

His breath started to hitched and it became a little irregular. Jhope eyes grew wide from concern.

"Hyung ...it's ok...it will be ok!" He whispers comforting words to his older Hyung,who's eyes seemed glued on the newspaper. The story of the girl he misses so much.

The pain of his lost love started to become too heavy to bear.

He looks into Jhopes wary eyes with his cute soulful eyes that are tearing up: " Hobi... I...I cannot do it anymore...I need her, Hobi."

"Oh, Hyung I'm so sorry what you have to go through. FATE is really on a vengeful mode. She forced you now to activate...you have to talk to her again, Yoongi. We'll be on home ground after our Philippine tour. We still have the full April ( our Asian leg of the tour) and few weeks in May. Management will start noticing Yoongs." Jhope look worried.

Yoongi inhaled deeply and wiped his eyes: " Don't I know that. I'm going through hell right now. My chest feels like hot lava is boiling inside. I've been plague by dreams of Ji-ho since we came on the tour. I'm stressed from midnight till 6 am. I can't sleep, and I need to be professional on stage..."

'If something happened to the two of you, Bighit and YG will be forced to intervene. She's a celebrity now. I bet she'll be trending on every newspaper in S.Korea. Look, it states that she made her debut in that Chronicles kdrama...I need to check it out. Jin thought it was Jisoo secret account, and he follows her on his Eatjin account. He doesn't even know her significance in your life. If they know Bangtan official will follow her immediately." Jhope, rants on.

Yoongi nod. He knows it's true what Hobi uttered. He needs to either suck it up and endure or come clean. His heartbeat erratically at the sight of his beautiful soulmate. She rocks his world literally. He just let his finger caress over the words in the article as his heart was in deep yearning for her.

Jhope look around and almost spit out his drink as Namjoon made his way to them.

Jhope with a whispering voice, still smiling: 'Quickly! Fold the paper, here's Joonie...look happy, Yoongi- Hyung."

Yoongi quickly folds the paper and indicates to the waitress, who was busy serving some lone customer for the tab. She nod and quickly bring receipts,

Namjoon smiles widely: "Thanks for the drinks, guys. Sejin and Hobeom are done with our rooms. Common!"

Yoongi quickly settles the bill. He ask the waitress can he take the newspaper and she smile and nod. He'll read the full article in his room hopefully not breakdown.

They follow the management up to their rooms.

The boys decided to go with few managers up the stairs than the elevators with all those luggage.

Jungkook sigh: "Finally...!"

Sejin just laughed and gave each Hyung keycards. All the Hyung except Jhope has their own rooms. Jhope asked Sejin to just placed him with Taehyung to keep an eye on him.

Yoongi's executive suite

The maknaes: Jimin and Jungkook suite

Jhope and Taehyungs deluxe suite have a similar suite to Jimin and Jungkook.

Namjoons' Executive suite with a private lounge for meetings.

Jins' Executive suite

All the boys rush to their rooms. The maknae-line wanted to go and check out the gym. They need to build their energy levels.

Yoongie to go and relax by taking first a refreshing shower his bones' weariness of his bones. He wishes he could get rid of the emotional baggage right now. The unexpected news of his girl made him almost break down in front of the junior - Hyung.

The boys all had their own relaxing free time. Yoongi had a revitalising catnap. Jhope called him and told him that he booked a spa- treatment for the Hyungs before dinner, because the maknaes are enjoying a fabulous time in the gym and will make use of the heated pool.

The Hyungs are all sitting in the lounge area of the spa. The spar is very tranquil and tastefully decorated with ambient lighting. The calming effect of the area made Yoongi feel more relax.

Jhope looks at his Hyungs: ' I booked a deep back and neck massages for Yoongi and me, Namjoon you wanted a Thai massage and hot stone treatment. Good for you. My muscles are a little stiff. I think I need them to do my legs also."

Yoongi looks at him with raised eyebrows:' Please lord, not young noonas. I don't want them anywhere near my body."

Jhope chuckle: " Do you think Sejin would let us come all by ourselves. Hobeom and Sejin -Hyung are already in treatment. They said the amount of stress we let them experienced made their soulmates very worried. So, they book themselves a treatment."

The Hyungs laugh; it is so true. There was also a while ago a little incident waiting to happen with Jimin and the cute waitress until Namjoon had to step in and remind the senior maknae that they are in America, not in South Korea, where management can bargain with the newspapers not to publish certain indiscretions. Jimin is the most popular South Korean idol, and anything that he does anywhere is newsworthy to the chagrin of BangPd, who loves his boys to bits and will do anything to protect them.

Yoongi looked around: ' Where is Jin-Hyung I though you said you booked for the whole Hyung-line?"

Namjoon snorts:" Let just say a very beautiful curly head lady got his attention and he forgot about everything."

Yoongi wave his hands:" Ok, no need to say more..point taken?'

Jhope chuckle:' At least he will be a very happy Hyung on stage tomorrow night. Because jeez I don't know how Joonie can handle that fake maknae. His a handful without noona."

"We understand each other. I have my ways in keeping him from breaking down." Namjoon smugly state.

Jhope shook his head in disbelief:' Really...why don't you let us into the secret cause I sure as popsicles cannot handle Mr Kim Seokjin without handles?"

Yoongi smile a little:" I really love our Hyung... I hate seeing him sad, melancholy and displaced without her..." The last part he was saying with a whisper thinking about "her".

Two older ladies in their thirties came out and beckoned the two booked appointments to enter. Namjoon was taken to another room.

The massages were glorious. The soft smell and aromas of the beauty products nestled in their nostrils and made them forget all their troubles and sorrows. That night Yoongi slept like a baby dreaming about his "girl "securely back in his arms. No soulmark acting out, no pain...nothing.

The next morning the boys stood up early for an early breakfast.

Jin was super hyper. The older sstylists who sat with Jin's girl was mercilessly teasing her for their Hyung's happy demeanour. His soulmate giggle because they all know by now she doesn't care for the teasing as long as the bond's invigoration energises her soulmate.

The boys eat a healthy breakfast as Soekjin warn them that the rehearsals will be long and they might eat lunch at the hotel.

The boys bicker and tease each other like always.

Jungkook with a very annoyed voice" ...and then Hobeom said..."Jimin, IT IS TIME THAT YOU MUST BEHAVE ON TOURS...YOUR INDISCRETIONS ARE NOW TOO MUCH...IM CALLING BANGPD...YOU WATCH ME...YOU HEAR ME, BOY!!...and Jimin was like ...' Ok Hyung...but can you please leave? I want to complete my make-out session, and I wouldn't mind for an audience but our girl here is very shy..so leave, please!!!... Hobeom looked like he wanted to catch mambas... he didn't care. He took Jimin by the back of the neck and said...SUPERSTAR OR NOT YOU NEED A BUTTOCK KNOCKING...whatever that means...whoa, we were in stitches."

The whole table was bursting out of laughter at Jungkooks rendition and impersonating Jimin and one of the newest addition to the manager-line. Hobeom. That guy is only approximately five months with the BANGTAN BOYS.but he grew more grey hair in one week because of the chaotic boys. Sejin had to encourage him a lot. The poor manager was the former manager of a very famous Canadian solo artist here in America that made him run back to Korea because of the number of scandals he got their management into. But Jimin alone is a handful.

Yoongi mouth was wide open, jaws almost on the floor." Really...whao..." The boys love they little chimmy; There is no dull moment with him on tour. And nobody wishes to be caught up with him in any scandals.

He looks at the buffet table where Jimin and Jin were dishing up hot breakfast meals. He will sit with Jin to do a segment of EATJIN. Jimin can't wait to chat with A.R.M.Y.

The boys finished their food and follow the rest of the management and bodyguards that surrounded them. The hotel guest was so excited to be in one hotel with the famous BTS and cant wait to talk about it on the social network. Some took discreet photos of the boys leaving because they respect the hotel staff and management too much to invade their privacy while eating.

The evening of the concert.

BTS owned the stage at the Allstate Arena, where they performed in front of a full house on Wednesday night (March 29) as a part of the U.S. leg of their 2017 Wings Tour Bangtan performed an impressive over two-hour long set, mesmerizing the Chicago audience with a show that was nothing short of a musical and visual spectacle.

Before the group even stepped foot on stage, eager fans waited with anticipation, eyes glued to the large overhead screens which projected BTS' music videos. Fans as A.R.M.Y. sang along to the videos, counting down the minutes until the concert's start.

8 PM, the house lights dimmed, signalling the show's start. The set started with the group's power track "Not Today," which instantly set the crowd ablaze. From the start the fans chanted and sang along to the song, pouring out their hearts with every word.

Then the members began their solo ,individual performances. Each of the solo a showcased the members' impeccable talent in singing and dancing. The passion in Suga's "First Love" made their solo performances the most memorable.

Bangtan also performed songs that featured the subgroups within BTS: the vocal line, which consists of Jimin, V, Jin, and Jungkook, were a soulful rendering of "Lost," while the rapper line, which consists of Rap Monster, Suga, and J-Hope performed an excitement-filled "Cypher 4."

Finally announcing the end of their concert, six of the members took their leave, leaving J-Hope standing alone at center stage to perform an abridged "Boy Meets Evil." The members then regrouped to perform their hit, "Blood, Sweat, and Tears."

BTS was warmly welcomed back onto the stage for an encore. The roars of the crowd, along with rainbow Bangtan Bombs that A.R.M.Y.s proudly held up in the air, greeted them as they walked back onstage.

With the concert coming to a close, Rap Monster shared his sentiment of his brief time in Chicago, telling the audience about the places he visited, such as The Art Institute and The Shedd Aquarium. To further express his love for the city, he also shared that he would love to live in Chicago if he were to live anywhere outside of Korea.

Jungkook added, "We are far, far away, but we will always be together" - a line that Rap Monster pointed out that Jungkook practised "a million times."

While BTS' impressive musical ability and stage presence stole the show, it would be hard to praise them without mentioning the stunning visuals that accompanied the group throughout their set.

BTS indeed held their own power, showing the world that they're no longer the underdogs. And once again, BTS proved that they are every bit deserving of their global recognition.

A/N another update for all my Yoongi- stans. I hope you are healthy and well.

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