"𝗜 𝘄𝗼𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝗶𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗹𝘆..."

Trigger warnings:

- Suicidal ideation and thoughts
- emotional and psychological trauma
- self-harm (implied and emotional)
- toxic mentor-mentee relationship
- verbal degradation and emotional neglect
- themes of worthlessness and self-loathing
- disassociation and identity loss
- manipulation 
- references to blood and physical pain
- intense emotional breakdown and crying episodes
- implied long-term psychological abuse
- internalized guilt and hopelessness

a/n: So yes, this one-shot is filled with trigger warnings. So proceed with care. 
my special thank you to dawn-san (Aura_135) for helping me with the grammer and pacing <3